The Hijrahku Journey

EXPRESS FEELINGS

It didn't feel like a month had passed, Erik was getting in touch with me more and more.

Crane..kring......

Seen on my phone screen Erik's name, "Tumben called, usually just chat," I said in my heart.

"Assynoltom..." My regards.

"Wa'alaikum hail..."Erik.

"Tumben you call usually isn't it just chat ???" Ask directly.

"Yee cha, again want to call me, is it wrong???" Reply Erik.

"No, no wonder."I was still confused by Erik who suddenly called.

"Mmm there's actually something I want to say to you." Erik sounded hesitant to make his point.

"What's the matter??? " I asked who was curious.

"Thenarya..." Erik was still silent not continuing his words.

" Apaa....." I was confused and wanted to know too.

"I actually like you.." Erik.

"Hha how can I???", My eyes are round, do not believe because all this time I did not think or like him, he said,what else I do not want to date so during frequent communication I just consider him a friend and do not realize his attitude all this time it turns out because there is a similar feeling I.

"Yeah.because I like it." Reply Erik Briefly.

"But I thought all along we were just friends, nothing more."My speech.

"That's because you're insensitive and aware that someone likes you a long time ago." Answer Erik ketus.

"Masa's'..." I just laughed when I heard Erik.

"Yes..so how???" Ask Erik again.

"I'm sorry but I don't want to date, I'm tired of being disappointed constantly." I replied slowly so as not to anger Erik with my refusal.

"It's okay as long as we can still be friends and it doesn't matter if I have feelings for you." Erik said again.

"I don't have a problem and can't ban you either because that's how you feel but I still can't be your girlfriend,it's not that easy either I believe again after a long time I've always been lied to." I clearly.

"Yes, but can't you???" Ask again to be sure.

"Ok..who is afraid.So we go like this and after two years I will prove it." Erik replied loudly, agreeing to the challenge I gave.

"Yes.we'll see later." Feeling disbelief but at the same time wanting to see how far he was able to survive.

"Wait a minute." By trying to convince me.

" Us first yaa.tomorrow will enter the campus afraid he was late to wake up." I looked at the wall clock at 11 p.m.

"Yes.good night's sleep." Erik said that I don't care about the song and then I hit the red button.

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In class Me and Erik behaved as if there was nothing,yesterday's discussion was no longer discussed.In front of other friends we also did not tell it because our communication only through chat or phone.

Five months later in the 7th semester, the other friends found out that we often communicate and Erik had feelings, even we were one internship place.

Drought together and met make me feel comfortable with erik, the more here I started to have feelings but we just just made friends by holding a commitment to be with the two years.

When returning to the usual activities on campus, Erik accidentally gave his phone to me to hold.Well because of a prank I tried to open, it turns out that the front wallpaper was a photo of me.Butiii accidentally to the pencet,there are photos of other girls.

Instantly I just silently felt there was anger, disbelief and uncontrollable emotions in my heart but I was still silent in the seat waiting for Erik to come.

Along the way I just kept quiet, without greeting anyone.Don't want to question Erik first, considering there are still other friends.

After I calmed down, I tried to contact Erik and question what I saw earlier on campus.

Erik just laughed at me, "Haha...You jealous ??, that's my friend who fiddles to change his picture when my HP is held.

I easily believed what Erik said, considering I had no proof that it was his girlfriend.

Forgetting yesterday's problems and everything went well, I, Eric and the others started to get busy with college business.

Starting from internships, make reports on internship results and semester exams.

Entering the eighth semester, we all began busy looking for thesis titles, collect titles and after the ACC further drafted the proposal.

The focus on the proposal keeps me and my other friends busy each, Imma, Naila who first completed the guidance and ACC. Take the proposal exam first, while naumi and I are still tutoring.

For Erik and Ali still temporarily drafting, while I pursue the proposal exam. I took the time to help Erik work out his proposal in order to be able to test together, but it turns out that Erik has problems in his grades so there must be a lot of care.

Finally my proposal and naumi ACC, so can take the exam for the next wave.Alhamdulillah everything went smoothly just a little revision continue to the guidance of the thesis.