The Hijrahku Journey

HONESTY RYAN

Mama Intan told Rina to take me to her room to clean up before dinner."Rina, please take brother Icha to your room.all lend me clothes, let brother Icha can change clothes."

"Well Ma', let's get Icha to the room." Rina pulled my hand towards the room, while I lyrically Ryan who was just watching me from the living room with a slight smile nodded his head as a gesture to just follow Mama and her sister.

Geck...Geck...Geck...

The sound of knocking on the door from outside, you hear Ryan calling me and his sister.Rina opened the door,"What's the matter ???" ask Rina.

Mom and dad are waiting in the living room, we're going there now."Come on cha."Ryan glanced at me.

Ryan sat next to Mama Intan, while Rina sat beside her father who was already sitting in the middle seat, followed by me next to Rina opposite Mama Intan and Ryan.

"What's Ma' ???" Ask Rina.

"No, Dad, you want to discuss your sister's proposal with icha." Said Om Darmawan staring at me and Ryan.

"Yes Icha, please,Mama and papa have discussed this with the extended family and Plan Two weeks later we will come to apply officially as well as discuss the date of the wedding.So Mama wants Icha to convey our intentions to the Icha family later."Obviously mama Intan.

"Later Icha delivered to the family in the village." I nodded, confirming Mama Intan's words.

"You guys want to make clothes for Icha and Ryan, so Mama's gonna have Icha one day for this." Mama Intan said again.

"Tomorrow ma', Icha happened to enter only half a day so there was a chance when I came home from work" I told mama diamond.

"Then we go tomorrow let Ryan pick you up and Ryan you also have to free up time tomorrow so we can go to the boutique together." Mama diamond commemorates Ryan.

"Yes Ma'." Ryan replied briefly.

"Ok then Mama and Papa would like to go to the room, tomorrow we go and for Icha.It is better to spend the night here aja, aja,sleeping in Rina's room so that tomorrow morning in the same room Ryan came home.Not anything right???" Mama Intan said softly.

"Yes Ma'." I answered briefly, not daring to refuse to see my mother diamond so good and also I could not bear to see Ryan who had to drive me back and forth in the middle of the night.

Mama Intan and Om Darmawan have entered the room, accidentally our eyes look at each other. Immediately I divert my eyes, I lyrics Rina beside me."I'm going to Rin's room, you still want to be here ???"

"Come brother, tomorrow I have a morning lecture so want to go to bed quickly so don't get up late." Rina.

Just wanted to get out of the chair, Ryan held me down."Icha, I want to talk to you for a second.Rina, you go first, I want to talk to Icha first."Said Ryan.

Ryan thrust his phone at me, showed me the contents of his chat with Amara."Here, you can see for yourself

there's really no relationship with Amara anymore and I've blocked her number so there's no misunderstanding."

While I was just quietly looking at the contents of Ryan's conversation that kept sliding from top to bottom to show all the contents of his conversation, "Yes, I trust Yan."Answer's short.

"So why is her face still tangled Cha ???" Ask Ryan gently.

"I don't know Yan, like a dream suddenly you come to propose.I'm just afraid to talk a lot, not afraid not according to plan."I took out all my heart, so Ryan knew about my anxiety from the start.

" We submit to Allah, In Hea Allah everything will go smoothly.But...."Ryan stopped his words, hesitating on the look on his face.

"But what's Yan ???" Askaqua.

"I'm sorry to ask Cha, but I just want to know how you feel.Are you feeling the same I am because of what I see you are ordinary." Look at Ryan gently with sincerity.

"I just want to hear directly from you about your feelings, please answer cha???"Ryan looked at me with the same look.

"I don't know Yan, which I know at this time I'm comfortable with you and sure you can be a good Imam to our little family later." I answered Ryan.

While Ryan just silently digested my words,actually I myself have felt there is a feeling in Ryan since the beginning of our closeness.Because it is aware that feeling does not have to exist so I let myself pent up by trying to get away from Ryan,but the more I tried to stay away.Ryan always came to me until the last time he came to see my parents.

I should have been honest with my feelings for Ryan, but I don't think it's time to be honest with Ryan.When we're married, I'll tell you the truth, let it be like this first.

"Why is Yan silent ???" I asked Ryan who only looked down after I answered his question.

"No idea Cha, I think you have the same feelings as me but it doesn't seem.But I'm going to try to make you love me, so that our hearts are only for me." Look at Ryan with excitement.

"Yes, I believe."I replied with a thin smile, looking at Ryan's unusual behavior like a new person in love but funny.

" I'm serious Cha, but you're smiling."Ryan said spoiled, making me want to laugh more.

"Yes, I believe my future Imam."A little flutter I let out to make Ryan calm down a little.

" Oh Cha, my heart is a mess you say so.Thank you, I will try to be a good Imam for you and our little family later."Ryan looked at me, full of love.

Degs...

Hearing Ryan's words made my heart beat irregular, after a long time I just felt something like this and that on

my own future husband, even though the word dear still sounds stiff on his lips.

"We both learn Yan to be a good Husband and Wife later, salin reminded that our relationship is always in the Ridho of God." I said to Ryan.

"Yes Cha, it turns out I did not choose the wrong candidate Wife.It's good, soft, mature also thought." Praise Ryan.

"Don't overdo it Yan, I'm still always learning for all that."My advice to Ryan.

" Hmmm I'm glad Cha you're always down, not bragging still like I've seen you since the beginning."A smile was on Ryan's lips.

I raised both my eyebrows glancing at the bowed Ryan, "I mean Since the beginning of the look...eh isn't that at Amara's house ???" we look back on our first meeting.

"Yes, that was the first time I saw you and at that time I was always watching you just when I heard you were Raka's boyfriend so I just kept quiet despite the disappointment." Ryan raised his face glancing at me who was next to him explaining his feelings since you.

"So ??? you liked me from the first day I met you ???" Askaqua.

"At first I was just curious, seeing you different from others.But the more here your shadow keeps coming to my mind when we just met once, then from that when we met on the beach yesterday,I tried to find out through your friend Meisya." Said Ryan.

My gaze was straight forward hearing Ryan's words, still in disbelief and shocked to hear the words of Ryan who had been struggling from the beginning, it was me who always wanted to stay away."I'm sorry Yan, I don't know how you feel so big but I just want to stay away."

"It's okay Cha, just because there was Amara while you wanted to keep Amara feeling,Precisely I am more amazed to see you who always want to keep the feelings of others.What is important now we already know each other, staying in the future both learn to look after each other." Look at Ryan sincerely.

"Yes Yan, we both learn and strive for our future relationship." I smiled back at Ryan.

Unable to see my smile, Ryan turned his gaze forward."Yes Cha, you entered the room.I also want to enter, tomorrow we go to the same boutique Mama."

With a different direction, we stepped into the room.Once I turned around to look back at Ryan's back, I smiled to myself, remembering Ryan's previous words.