The Hijrahku Journey

TOO SOON

Out of the office gate was a woman who walked up to me with a face full of anger and none other than her fiance Ryan who was angry knowing me and Ryan often communication.

"He... sok alim girl, why do you get my fiancee???? you should have realized that Ryan was my fiancee." Snap amara.

"I'm sorry but I'm the same Ryan's just friends." Saying slowly.

"If you're friends why you should go out together." Amara.

"It's not so mba, the reason is Ryan's mother who hanged so I don't feel good to refuse." I tried to give Amara some understanding so as not to misunderstand.

"All right.Just ask.Just keep away from Ryan." Bentak Amara's.

"But we're just friends." My reply is still relaxed.

"Whatever it is you should stay away from Ryan, okay." Look at Amara and then walk back to her car.

On the way home I kept thinking about Amara's words and said I shouldn't be close to Ryan even if I'm just a friend, I also have to appreciate the amara who is now Ryan's fiancee.

Drrtt...Drrtt...

I took the phone out of the bag, I saw on the screen Ryan call but I remembered Amara's words so I just let my phone ring and put it back in the bag.

I want to refocus on my main goal for parents and to improve myself, while for a soul mate I leave it entirely to God.

Two months passed I never knew about Ryan and Amara again, maybe they were married and happy.

I should have been happy, though there was a sense of uncertainty when I had to get away from Ryan,but back again I had to lose a friend who had made me comfortable and even though we only often communicate by phone.

Uncompleted from the daydream sounding there was a car horn from the front of the boarding house, I went to look out the window.Surprised it was Ryan who came out of the car,scared Ryan knew I was in the room so I locked the room and pretended not to hear anyone outside.

"Assalamualaik." Tap Ryan.

"I know you're in the cha so please open the door I want to talk to you, Don't make me like this cha.Please cha,I want to talk to you one last time after that it's up to you to stay away from me." Ryan said from outside the door.

Hearing that my feelings were like being sliced off feeling unwilling if it was until that happened,but I was thinking maybe it wouldn't hurt if I talked one last time to her and after that we really won't be communicating anymore.

Czechk

I unlocked the door, and I saw Ryan's sad and moody face, whatever happened until he could do that, maybe fight with Amara again.

"Ryan, why are you like this ????" Askaqua.

"The whole story is cha for sure right now I just want to talk to you." Ryan said with his face.

"Then we'll talk in the living room." My advice then goes to the living room to talk.

"Hmmmm what do you want to say Yan???" I was afraid to offend him.

" Why did you suddenly stay away from me cha???" Ryan looked at me softly but seriously as if there was meaning to his gaze.

"We were just friends with Ryan from the beginning and you had a fiancee so I'd better stay away to keep your fiancee feeling." I just bowed.

"It must be because of Amara, right ??? who asked you to stay away from me."Ryan asked with the same look.

"Ryan, it's not because of amara but it's not good if we communicate often what else you have a fiancee who will soon get married even I think you're married." Obviously me while looking down.

"Me and Amara are done." Ryan said casually.

"What...??? how can you not get married???" I was shocked to hear Ryan say.

"Mara's not ready to get married yet, while my parents want me to get married soon." Ryan was still serious but this time he looked down.

"Loh.not that amara is so dear to you." I asked them to make sure their relationship ended not because of me.

"Yes but he's not ready and I don't know when he's ready other than that's why I ended it all because I know he hit you until you got away like this." Said Ryan who did not accept Amara's attitude.

"Marial is not wrong, it is precisely me who is wrong should from the beginning I do not start a friendship with you who clearly already have a fiance so it is only natural that he is jealous even though we are just friends." I told Ryan not to keep blaming Amara.

"But it doesn't have to be like that anyways we're just friends." Say Ryan again.

"Yes, but that makes him jealous." Saying again.

"You're even defending Amara, even though she hit you." Ryan started to get annoyed at my defense of Amara.

"And I'm wrong for being friends with someone's fiancee." Feeling guilty.

"You were never wrong and from the beginning I never had any feelings for Amara just because of an arranged marriage so I just complied but now my parents gave up everything just like me." Ryan explained the truth so I could know.

"Continue now what is your decision???" Means back.

"I want to marry a woman of my own choice." Said Ryan.

"Ooo.I support that it makes you happy." I said without hesitation.

"I'd like to ask, Would your parents agree that someone proposed this year ???" Look at Ryan again with a serious face.

"What ???? don't joke Ryan we're just friends." I replied with a smile but confused as if I wanted to switch the conversation and did not want to believe it just like that.

"I'm serious cha, honestly from the beginning I've seen you I'm sure. You're a good wife-to-be, so I always find out about you and after these 2 months I think I'm more and more sure that I really love you." Ryan looked at me with confidence.

"Sorry Yan but I can't believe it." Said lowered.

"You're serious." This time I started to respond to Ryan's words.

"So serious cha, you call now let me hear you too." Ryan's Advice.

"Wait a minute." I went to the room to pick up my phone and then I pressed my parents' number, with a faint hint of hesitation, Ryan said, then looked back at the phone screen.

"Assalamualaikum ma'am'..." My salutations.

"Wa'alaikum salutations." Answer Mama.

"Ma' Icha want it with mom and dad ???" I asked a little doubt.

" Want to ask what???" Mom curious

"Icha can be on speaker." Ryan whispered while listening.

"Hmmm if this year Icha there are applications how ma' ???" I have a little doubt.

"Who's asking, which one????" Mom asked, getting curious.

"Hehehe..cuma nanya aja ma' let later if anyone comes Icha already can give an answer." I told my mother not to suspect anything.

"If mama and papa from Icha aja, if indeed the person is good then papa and mama will support." Said Mama across the phone.

"Ooo it's mah.ya already mama Icha hang up first phone next time on the phone again." I said to Mama who didn't want this conversation to be long.

"So wait cha, is anyone serious about proposing?" Ask Mama curious.

"No ma', Ich is just aja.Udah first yes ma', Assalamualaikum." I'll turn off the phone immediately.

I put the phone on the table at a glance I saw Ryan's expression that had looked at me from earlier with questions, then I turned my gaze on the table so as not to look directly at Ryan.

"Why did you say there's no cha???, it's not clear that I'm here and want to propose to you." Look at ryan seriously.

"I'm not ready Yan yet, there's still a lot I need to think about." Trying to give a reason for Ryan to believe and not press anymore even though I was confused by my feelings at this time.

"What makes you not ready for cha ??? not all this time as long as we communicate everything is fine even my parents have approved of us and your parents did not mind her ???" Look at Ryan again.

"I still want to work Yan, next month I resign from the office so I want to find another place to work." Still looking for reasons.

"Good dong then you can work in my office after we get married." Ryan smiled.

"I don't want yan, if I have to be in your office later the effect I'm using you." Still refuse because it does not want any bad impression later.

"Nobody uses it when you're my wife because of what I have, it'll be yours too." Ryan smiled again.

"That's exactly the reason I'm not ready for Yan because you're from the family while I'm just from the village, you are indeed more suitable as amara than me." I'm starting to be honest.

"That feeling doesn't look at who's rich or not cha but seeing how comfortable and happy we are when we're with him, I feel it's all the same as you for the past 6 months we've known." Ryan tried to convince me.

"Aren't you too quick to conclude all this, while we're only 6 months old.???" My speech.

"No cha, I'm sure and I don't want to lose you so I came here." Said Ryan.

"Hmmmm I'm still not sure Yan." Saying again.

"Then what makes you sure." Ryan looked at me again.

"Maybe if you come to see my parents directly." My answer is so Ryan doesn't ask me anymore, in my mind it's impossible for him to come see my parents.

"Okay..next week I'll come see your parents, whether or not you're there I'll definitely come see them." Ryan sure said that.

"Don't joke Ryan, my house is far away there's no way you can get there." Challenging the unlikely Ryan can come alone.

"We'll see cha later, which is clear I'm sure of you and now if you want to get away from me it doesn't matter, in the end you will also be mine." Ryan looked at him with confidence but still sounded soft.

"Alright, prove that all your talk is only I believe." I challenged Ryan even more by putting on a smile to melt the atmosphere.

"Then I say back cha, not good at 9 pm still in kosan giris, tomorrow you also work.Assalamualaikum" Get out of the chair with a smile on the face that does not know.

what means.

"Wa'alaikum salutations." I answered and went to the front door to make sure Ryan left in his car and closed the door.

The roommate who had been busy watching us come out of hiding and questioned what had happened earlier.

"That's seriously cha, who would propose to you???" Ask Ria.

"Yes, as you see."I lazily replied because I still couldn't believe it myself.

" Keep why in reject the heck cha, when it looks handsome and sleek."Connect Ana.

"Later let us see the proof, for now let it be.The problem of my soul mate handed over to God alone." Lazy say.

"Yes, but if he refuses, his soul mate will stay away."Firm ria.

"If his soul mate will certainly be together anyway, already yes we sleep only tomorrow will work." Take me to them, so as not to ask questions about Ryan who I myself still confused.

We went back to our rooms.