The Hijrahku Journey

SMART-SCREW

Flass back when erik approached me and April simultaneously.

Early january 2016.

April, Eric and his friends go on a vacation together.The first time Erik and April meet,it looks April who is so unhappy with Erik turns out that April knows that Erik is a playboy but that is what makes Erik more interested in April.

April's indifference made Erik challenged to keep approaching, so during the holidays with Erik tried to pay attention to April but April still did not care.

At the same time Erik also often contacted me, asking for news but I also did not feel he was strange because I thought he was just a friend.

The more days Erik contacted me and the more we connected, at the same time Erik also did the same to April.

approaching two girls at once, trying to get close to me and April.

Until the end of February Erik expressed his feelings for me but I refused on the grounds that he did not want to date and if serious he had to wait until the end of college as our commitment to see his seriousness and he undertakes that.

At first I was hesitant but the more he came here he was more convincing and I was more comfortable so I started to believe but it turned out that one month later, Erik and April were made without my knowledge.

Entering semester 6 we began busy taking care of internship preparation,the other friends have got an internship.Naumi and Imma invited me to come but because from the boarding to the internship place far away I have no vehicle so I decided to look elsewhere.

Uldi invited me to join his place which turned out to be his Erik as well, at first I thought but because there was no other place so I came along.

Two days later after all the ACCs from campus we left for the internship place asking for permission at the office where we interned later which happened to be out of town.

We got there accompanied by one of his ulfi acquaintances who happened to work there and after meeting, we were allowed an internship at his place.

For almost 3 months the internship everything went as usual, we had 6 people but in the 3 teams so I was the same ulfi, erik with akbar,while Yusuf with ikram.behat's how we alternated t in each division and during the internship I was mostly with ulfi.

We met the six after wanting to go home together, ever when out with Erik and friends.I saw a phone call with a girl and it was April but I don't know because Erik just said,"This is my organization adek who again upset from earlier confided with me, do you want to hear???" while thrusting his cellphone towards me.

Because of suspicion so I take but I do not speak fear that this girl is offended if I interfere only I feel strange when I hear the voice of the girl is very spoiled with Erik but I think instead maybe it's because he's upset about being like that so I ignored him.

Not that my suspicions stopped there just starting from that incident I began to doubt Erik but still limited to ordinary jealousy.

After the apprentice Erik looked hurried, then I asked, "why are you in such a hurry???"

"I have important business, organizational matters."Walk away.

Meanwhile, April is waiting for Erik to arrive at the boarding house with Erik's other friends.

"Why long???, wasn't it that you were there ???." Ask April.

"Hmmmm...nungguin yaa???, so between friends first baby."With smile.

"Ooo.yes you cleaned up there first."Pouty.

"Dear on, we're out of the shower...."

"Aren't you tired ???"Tanya April spoiled.

"Not with you." The sheep.

"Yes.sana."Pushing into the room with a smile.

That's how Eric performed in front of me and April,so smart to play his role and so proud to tell himself that he said he used to often complain about women but now it has changed when he met me and April in fact Erik is getting smarter to play his role, the more intelligent he is,it was proven on my birthday in 2017 which turned out to coincide with April's birthday.

Before going out of the way erik told him there was an affair with his friend so he wanted to go out, not long after that his phone was not active.

Exactly at 12.15 I woke up because there was a chat coming in from my friend giving a birthday greeting, not long in the chat greeting also from erik but I did not reply, I was disappointed with the erik that was like changing, I was disappointed,so I went to sleep.

The next morning I open Facebook, and then I post another post.

Apparently there was a posting erik, again on the beach last night the same April and his friends, he said,not only that there are also photos of erik with friends april but strangely only erik the only guy there.In one of the photos looks erik and april holding a birthday cake and dolls, and,another photo erik was feeding april birthday cake.

Looking at their photos I tried to contact erik whose ponsrl was inactive from early morning, I tried to stay calm even though the feeling was uncertain.

"Not active anymore right.." I grumbled.

"Assalamualaikum.why your number is not active from earlier, I want to ask something.if it is not busy contact me but if it is busy continue yaa nothing." chat whatsapp.

Eric called shortly.

"Assalamualaik."

"waalaikum salam."

"why is the chat so, why else ???"ask erik.

"While nanya', where were you last night and who were you???"

"And I told my friend."

"Your friends but how come girls are all just you guys, so why is April there too?"

"Yes.actually I was forced out the same way they were so I came out."

"If it's forced why not say it's April??"

"No chance to cha, all of a sudden, oh do you want what gift??? I'll be there."

"No need, if you are the same April has become the most special gift for me."

"No need to be jealous, it's just a friend.I'm ready first, just wait there I bring something.'

"Yes."still angry.

Erik came carrying a doll and a brown that was similar in color to the one in the photo with April, slowly I started to melt again and there was not enough evidence to prove who exactly April was at that time,while in other places, April was very happy to be given birthday cakes and dolls by erik.

Erik's good attitude with me and April made us believe in all the reasons but even though I was devastated still I began to doubt,

until I finally found out that erik and April had a relationship.

It all started from april photo post on facebook erik, when I knew it I could only be silent and not believe but it turned out to be true.

Erik admitted it and did not want to all me, but that night I was immediately taken to the hospital because my stomach acid rose.

Erik still did not want to come, once he came only a moment later to go home.

The next day when he came home from the hospital, he did not come to pick up even though he had promised to come.

From that day on I've prepared myself if she leaves with April and I don't call her anymore.

One week later Eric came to see me,explained that in fact he was forced to date the same April because he was betrothed by his parents.the reason if he did not accept the matchup was that his parents would not pay for his college anymore so he asked for time to solve his problems by april.

I foolishly trusted all of her words that seemed reassuring and gave her the opportunity to resolve her matter by April.

After the incident I still saw there was april contact on her phone using her regional language which means dear, but I started not to care anymore.let her with her skit by staying with her, but I started to not care anymore,see when he hides his lies.

In my heart I have promised that if one day he lies again then there is no reason to believe,I have prepared myself if he disappoints me later and if that happens then I will completely stay away from him forever.

And it's true that after a few months I didn't care about all the evidence I found about his relationship with April, right at the beginning of 2018 everything was revealed.

All of that came from april's suspicions that made him dare to post his photo on erik facebook which I then like so that April ventured to contact me.

questioning about my relationship with erik, it was at that moment that I learned that from the very beginning erik was also approaching april.