THE HEART PILLAR 3 KNIGHTS

How about Jealousy (2)

The air that night began to cool, even though it had not bitten. The sound of the wind slowly like reporting a deciduous musin that began to walk closer. The young man was still standing waiting beside the guard post with a bit of uneasiness. A cigarette that he had just started, now still sparuh with the tip of the embers reddened and plucked when he sucked the cigarette stick. His heart was restless, his pair of eyes also implied uneasiness. The night had not yet become late, but this cold had already begun to crawl his heart.

In the past ... he did not need to feel this way, because there is a warm room on the third floor that is always ready to welcome his arrival. And the sweet smile of the girl, who will give him a cup of warm tea, robusta coffee with a delicious aroma, or fresh lemon honey for him every time he comes. Beautiful girl. Stupid ... he had just come back to realize that beauty. Does he regret it now?... I don't know what his name is ?. But his chest was tight now, the memories were so beautiful.

" What do you need ? like a thief alone ", the voice was extremely unfriendly. But David looked quickly at her.

" Mister Hover ... How about Hanin? she's sick ? ... I can talk to her..? just for a moment ".

It was because of this that the middle-aged man asked his wife to stay and accompany Hanin. Which woman would not be withered looking at those gentle eye rays. But for a fellow man, it would certainly not have any effect. And the decision he made was very precise.

" Do you feel guilty ? ", Mr. Hover stared intently. David lowered his head deeply.

" Stop bothering him.didn't you choose to be happy with your own choices. You should be ashamed to meet Hanin "

" Yes mister .. sorry, I'm sorry .... ".

" Basic!!!. .. Your demon!!", the voice of master Hover blared, staring in anger at the young man before him. " You think ... the girl who loves you sincerely.. You dribble .. you're a complete fraud to perform artificial insemination. You are more cruel than a rapist. What is okay ?!!!!? ", explode the anger that seems to have been deposited for a long time.

" I'm sorry .... ", david remains down.

" He ... the innocent girl is now trying to stay alive by beating her trauma. And you ... You're that for him. See how he hates you so much ... to the rest of his cell nucleus ".

" Yes Mr. Hover .. I understand, I accept .. I am guilty ".

" Where was your common sense yesterday ? . Go home ... don't appear again in front of Hanin ". Mr. Hover's voice now began to sound weak, not fiery anymore. But the man's eyes were still burning with anger.

" Good sir .. but. I will ask you one thing. Please sir .... ".

A moment later, master Hover stared at the young man's departure with a sorrowful look mixed with disappointment so intensely.  Because in the past, he had placed so much hope on the burly young man. But a bitter reality has bulldozed everything, exhausted unceremoniously. It even incised deep, purulent wounds.

While the night began to dissolve in darkness. Mr. Hover seemed to be breathing a long sigh again. Like the darkness that enveloped the day, he enveloped himself with a grateful prayer. For the comparison of three-quarters of the life he has lived, with the death of a young man whose shadow body increasingly disappeared.

Look, how the devil has begun to show you hell. Now, how are you gonna avoid it.  While half your body has wallowed on him.

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Hanin Hanania, he was lying weakly, curled up with a blanket wrapped around his tiny body. His breath began to look regular with a calming rhythm. While Madam Hover was next to her, sitting slightly bent over as she rubbed the girl's back.

" What did he do to you that was beautiful ? " . Ask Madame Hover gently.

It took a while for Hanin to be able to answer that question. And Madame Hover waited patiently. Until finally the girl slowly rose from her arms, sat leaning on the bed rest and smiled bitterly. Like he was denying himself a situation that was not okay.

" Dave, he just .. haven't had time to do anything ". Hanin swallowed the saliva that felt like liquid lava. " He hasn't even had a chance to say anything that might make him come here. But I've been vomiting.... ".

" Oh dear." madam Hover looked regretfully. Beringsur\t slowly, then giving a gentle hug. " Well yeah baby .. trust me, everything will be fine. Have you been to your psychiatrist again ? ".

Hanin shook his head weakly, answering the question of Madame Hover who was still caressing her hair full of gentleness. He began to remember, two months ago he should have had a counseling session with Mr. Abraham. Initially because the pondun psychiatrist who always met his patients with the assistance of the wife, was on their silver wedding honeymoon vacation. Hanin had already made his real re-promise, but that time it was precisely him who had forgotten about it.

When he called, to apologize and to make a re-appointment, Mr. Abraham suggested holding him back first. He thought Hanin's emotions were stable enough back then. It can be seen from its ability to control hysterics and panic, especially when meeting men. This is evident from his return to the kitchen and cafe, serving buyers who certainly also have male creatures.

" There is only one last step, which is to fight the origin of your trauma ". So did Abraham's doctor.

Now Hanin realized, it turns out that he still lost!!.

" Want me to go there ? ". Mrs Hover chose to take her self-care, because she thought Hanin had been pensive for too long.

" Yes, let me make an appointment first. Assured mistress .... ". Hanin tried to smile with a million bitter feelings that were still lingering. " I'm sorry to always trouble you madam .... ". Seemed guilty

" Dear."., and again Madame Hover hugged the tiny body that this time seemed weaker and more fragile. " Who are you?..... others ?. You're our sweet little princess ".

It feels like being lulled by the atmosphere of haru. Then somehow suddenly you feel so longed for someone who will certainly do something like this when you are down. Ah ... Hanin, became very weak with all this affection. But this is what is actually being held with all his might. A longing for the tender caress of a woman who only wants you to be happy. Mother.... How are you there ?. Hanin whispered silently, hoping that the gentle wind wind could convey her message.

" Are you okay, baby ? ". Mr. Hover was already standing with his warm smile. Although there are bia worry that is disguised, but not all are covered clearly. Haninmasih could catch that scratch.

" Yes Mr. Hover" Hanin tried to smile so that the man would not worry too much. " Have Dave come home yet ? ".

" Oh .. yes. yes ". The man looked a little nervous. " I'm sorry Hanin, that event. Oh yeah. after this.. You immediately change the passcode' yes ".

Hanin nodded. Slowly he began to shuffle and duduku on the edge of the bed.

" Already. just rest. We'll also be home soon ", ban Mrs Hover.

" Mumpung still remember, I will not postpone it again ". Hanin stood up then stepped slowly towards the door of the room which led him out of the room. Approaching the main entrance of his flat, then squeezing a combination of numbers in three clumps. After reactivating, he smiled at the host and mistress of Hover who were still watching him with concern.

" This is not the best move, but at least it can hold back a little. Shouldn't I still face them out there ?. I'll definitely win ".

" I'm actually very scared .. but I have to believe that I can win. That's it, right  ? ". The tiny beauty looked at the couple who were still watching her with confident eyes.

" Many prayers for you dear .. so many .. ", madam Hover assured.

" Dear .. ", Mr. Hover's voice sounded a little different. Even the pupils of his eyes were now moving restlessly. " You must be fine ... You must only be stronger, I'm so proud to think of you as my daughter ".

Hanin chuckled, he felt that what Mr. Hover said was too much. But the man's uneasiness was so obvious, making Hanin stare even more dalmam and investigate.

" What's wrong, Mr Hover ? ".

" Ehm. Rest .. We go home first. Call us whenever you need ". Mr. Hover clasped his wife's arm, then took this beloved woman to say goodbye to Hanin.

" Hanin.. maybe, you ... read this later. From Dave ... ". Mr. Hover put a letter in a white envelope.

" Honey .. ", hardened mistress Hover, shows her dislike for what her husband did.

" Hanin.I'll give you this later. But by delaying, I'm not sure you'd be better. Didn't you decide to win ... then face it. You can definitely want to ".

Hanin noticed a square flat object that was now lying down on top of the shoe cabinet beside the door. His heart shrunk as if squeezed by a stifling situation. But wasn't he very determined ?. Why you should back off or turn away.

" Yes mister .. I will not run again, I will face it this time ". And Hanin also ushered in the return of the Hover couple with great confidence. Hope does not leave a sense of khawwtir sediitpun on the kind couple.

The wet night was increasingly delivering cold, with the sound of the mrendesau wind caressing the heart. It was as if he was trying to crush fear, fatigue and even anger until last evening, but all of that did not seem to apply to Hanin. The girl who was still lying restlessly on her bed.

He then sat down while still breathing long and slowly. Gaze at a glance at the door of his room, to then exit through the object. As if he was entering a cold and gripping world, Hanin hugged herself and continued to tread slowly. Until his steps had arrived in front of the main door, staring at the right side. In a small cupboard sweet green contains a variety of welds feet above the shelf. But he focused on that letter.

His hands were not trembling as he had thought a moment ago. But his breathing was clearly starting to irregular. Until he decided to take a short pause before reaching for a letter. Grasping it firmly and making the thing made out of paper become a bit grumpy.

' Come Na' ..you can definitely ', she exclaimed encouraging herself.

' Sreet.. sreet ... '. And then he ripped the edges of the envelope without pause. Then quickly pick up two pieces of paper folded inside a white envelope. And start reading slowly.

　

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Hananian Hanania, please,

I hope you're reading this with a smile, even if it's like hoping to see a rainbow in the night sky. How are you doing my white pigeon ?

You look fine, after everything I've done to you. I am happy, I am grateful. Even if I didn't dare to imagine, you'd apologize to me. I didn't dare expect much of it, even though I wanted it so much.

Hanin, it seems like God has started punishing me. I'm willing to accept it. But .... somehow I feel the most about you. Not to God. Ah ... let.

Hanin, keep smiling pretty as always. Stay excited by your cheerful steps. Keep working with your dishes which. Never step back from your dreams

If only later, you could have made me feel. Without you coming, maybe I would have known. He.he.he.he.a very stupid person like me (because he has an angel like you) there are times when he can be a very sensitive person.

Hanin, go back to Indonesia. You've suffered enough here, you accuse me of doing enough of the responsibility that should be mine. Please let me replace him. It's about Selma and Leisel.

That's all I ask of you .... Hanin Hanania ..the most beautiful girl I've ever met. Please, you can grant it.

May God always bring you happiness

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David Bharata, he's an upperclassman. Precisely an alumnus who came to visit to provide motivation to his alma mater sister. At a vocational school, with a special field of culinary. In this school environment, who is not familiar with the family of the chairman of the foundation who is also the owner of the famous restourant network. The young man is their youngest son, his two older brothers have all been very successful as a master chef in Australia as well as in the country. Now the youngest brother who is said to be the most handsome, came from Germany to share his experience.

Look at the pair of eyes of the teenage girl who can not switch from all the motion made by the young man David. It seemed that he was not only interested in the flambe splashing on the fringes of the pan, or how beautiful the young man's curling movements were when chopping and mixing various cooking ingredients. But also at the smile of that dazzlingly handsome face.

A glance at that handsome face full of friendly smiles, was like twisting a star from the corner of those dazzling eyes. Making Hanin a new teenager will grow up was blushed. Even at the end of the show, when he was in charge of cleaning up all the equipment the young man had just put on, he still blushed in embarrassment.

Very upset, must be the picket today. While all his friends, especially women who have been busy chasing the handsome chef to be able to take pictures together. He was still struggling with all this dirty equipment. Come on, just accept Hanin.

Until the moment he finished tidying everything up, mopping the floor, when he took off the apron and then folded it slowly. His ears heard footsteps approaching. Ah, it must be Puti, today they have agreed to watch after school.

" It still inget lo' .. kirain had chased the mas to the ends of the world, and left me not a bit ". Seloroh Hanin in an annoyed tone, without turning his head in the slightest. Keep busy tidying up the apron and put it in the backpack.

" Ehm . ", the throats' and it's definitely not the voice of his countryman Puti. Then he looked quickly, and almost jumped into disbelief.

" Hey .. sorry to make you tidy it up yourself ". He the handsome David stood up with the most beautiful smile he had ever seen. Make the heart of a Hananian Hanania floated in the mega-mega.