THE HEART PILLAR 3 KNIGHTS

Let's Me Know That You Loved Me (4)

Love clasped her body against the car door as Namu approached slowly but unstoppably. Bright eyes similar to twilight were like slicing through a thin layer of membrane that enveloped his heart. Slashing gently, opened a thin veil so loamy that something from his heart was slowly writhing. Stifled love restrained her own feelings, her heart like it was uncontrollably about to jump darting.

" You know.... Om Arjuna once asked me to take care of you, so that you wouldn't cry, so that you wouldn't get hurt. And we made a promise between men.I can't deny Love. Promise of a man... ".

" Man ? ".

" Yes ... man ".

They looked at each other long enough, back to explore each other's feelings.

The time also again invited the wind who participated invited the night that looked very anxious. The three of them talked to each other with his excitement. Because they can listen to the thumping feelings that are chasing each other.

'What else is the young man waiting for, just say .. ', exclaimed the night with anxiety.

' I hate it if you miss this romantic dimension I purposely created..... hey.... The wind can't you help ? ', and the time also chimed in by not losing the frustration.

' All right.. I'll blow harder '.

Out there, on the edge of the street where there is a garden with a cluster of trees with red and golden leaves that begin to fall. The wind suddenly blew a little and made the branches filled with red and golden color wave.

" Look at that Love ... ".

Love followed Namu's gaze, and he was amazed. The atmosphere seemed to be filled with a soft red and golden color, in the band of garden lights.

" wonderful .... ". Unwittingly, even an astonished Love rushed down. Namu followed him from behind.

" This maple tree .. will begin to fall in late spring and early autumn. But it looks like global warming that has resulted in a little summer has an impact on the metabolism of this tree. It is already entering mid-autumn .. but he only seems to be aborting his leaves ".

" Whoa...my brother does know everything ", said Love cheerfully. " Take a picture of me sis..it must look beautiful like a fairy in the rain of these leaves ".

Namu smiled and immediately pulled out his mobile phone. While Love who has scooped a big pinch of foliage now has prepared with a sweet smile .

" Take as much as possible, brother... ".

" Okay .... ready... start ... ".

The resolution of the camera on Namu's super-advanced mobile phone also began to record many beautiful moments. A girl who laughed loosely while throwing a bunch of leaves. Her face was so radiant of mature beauty yet so sweet. Namu smiled, he really enjoyed the beautiful dish that was moving in front of him.

" It's .. Try to see ". Love approached.

" Good, right ? " ask Namu while slightly bowing and letting Love take over her mobile phone.

The girl's face twinkled cheerfully as she observed one by one a photo of herself. Suddenly he complained a little.

" Yeah. Repeat again brother ".

" Are you serious ? ", Namu turned his back in disbelief as Love began to take off his moss-green coat. " It's a temperature of two degrees Celsius, Love... ".

" A just for a second. It must be beautiful.This soft purple color will contrast with red and golden brown. Like a princess from the sky .. hi. hi. hi. hi"., Love chuckles and looks so excited.

But just as he finished opening his coat, the cold wind instantly caressed his exposed shoulders and back.

" Hiiiiy.", Love moves her teeth to endure the cold. " Come .. hurry brother... dingiiin ".

The girl was so excited like a teenager, she ran to the middle of the park road. Stand right under the garden lights. Her smile was so pretty when the cluster of leaves stroked her face. It moved like it floated, completely similar to an autumn fairy.

Nothing was missed from Namu's sight as well as the camera he was holding. A cheerful wide laugh, a perfectly curled elegance, a beautiful blink of an eye even a faint shahdu smile. Everything is recorded in Namu's mind and also the camera. Love ended it and moved closer, and Namu continued to perpetuate every moment, without pause.

" It is already sis.... already .. hiiiy... berrhh... dingiiin ", Love hastened her pace while continuing to shiver.

" Basic ngeyel .. victims of content ".

Namu's movements were so fast, kept his mobile phone and immediately walked to meet Love. ' Greb !! ', that swaddle has made a moss-green coat draped over Love's shoulders. Covering the girl in such a fast tempo.

Not lost the shock of Love, now his body suddenly was back in a warm embrace, strong, hard but so comfortable. His eyes slowly crept.

" If you get sick, don't tell me I haven't warned you ".

Namu's breath was hot in his crown. Love only follows his instincts, gripping the chest of the suit worn by this young man before him. Sticking tightly to his frozen cheek, and seeking warmth from his strapping body and the increasingly tight field.

" Is this also part of your man's promise ? ".

" Hem ? ".

" Betting me not to get cold .... ".

Namu gave a small chuckle, then he tightened his embrace even more. And the delicate and romantic fragrance of the rose regained its power in its sense of smell. It re-invaded his reasoning and slowly turned its hue to a bit wild. Triggering again bubbled from the core of his body, let alone with his tenderness pressing tightly on the bottom of his chest.

Dug.. dug... dug.it sounded very clear, echoing in the ears of Love that was stuck right in Namu's chest. I don't know why he feels so comfortable hearing such a rhythm. Or because it's so warm in this embrace ?. Love chose to close its eyes.

" sister... ".

" Yes... ".

" Are you going to get angry if I ask you something ? ".

" Have I ever been angry for no reason at you ? ".

The love that was still closing its eyes smiled faintly. He took a little pause by taking a deep breath.

" With my papa ... Why do you promise as a fellow man ? can I know the reason ? ", ask Love later.

" Of course .. because we are both real men ".

" Oh !!!! ", dug! and Love hit Namu's chest slowly as a form of protest. " That's not what I meant .... ".

" Then ? ".

" If it's with me .... why don't you make a man's appointment ? ".

Namu clenched his lips tightly as well as his embrace tightened. Some were ejected from his heart, like fireworks that soared and then broke into fluorescent forms a group of flowers in the air. A moment, but really just a moment exactly like fireworks. Then back to full and quiet, so Namu with a pair of clear brown eyes. Back submerged by consciousness, he froze when just a moment his heart had warmed.

" Of course I will make a promise as a man ...your older brother .. who will love and protect you ".

" Is so... ". Slowly Love pushed Namu and away from the young man. Something seemed empty suddenly.

" Let's go home ... ". And Love then goes before Namu.

" Love .... What question did you think would make me angry just now ? ".

" I don't ask.maybe later ", Love keeps going.

" If I had asked .... would you be mad at me ? ".

Love stopped her steps, but she didn't turn around. He fell silent and enjoyed the pounding as the sound of Namu's shoe treads drew closer.

" Love ... ", Namu held both of the girl's shoulders.

" If I ask .... have you ever seen me as a man.. As I look upon you as a woman?.. are you angry ? ".

All the memory and intelligence capacity that is owned is deployed at the maximum level to digest what the owner of this wide and warm palm. Love is fixated, but all the neurons in her body are working hard.

" Without a word if... does it already fall into the category of questions ? ".

" Yes Love .. ", Namu's voice sounded doubtful. " Do you forgive me ... because .... have a man's feelings for you ? ".

" Brother ..... ".

" I'm sorry Love ... sorry ".

Namu choked, in the next second he was thrown in deep regret. After a dozen years he always managed to shackle, bind and imprison his feelings, now the feeling he considered not to know himself escaped unexpected. Just a little trigger from the beauty causes all of this. Namu clenched both of his eyelids. The regret always comes too late.

" I'm sorry. Forget what you heard from my mouth tonight. Let's just say I'm a little crazy for getting carried away and maybe the alcohol I drank earlier ".

Namu took both of his hands off the shoulders of Love. Then step ahead of the girl. He did not dare to turn his face to look at the face of Love. Even for a moment when their bodies were on parallel lines, Namu clenched tightly to resist his urge to stare at the still-fixed girl's face.

" Sister." Cinta's call and check at Namu's auction stopped the young man's steps, though he did not dare to turn his head. " You .. never drink alcohol. Neither did it ... ".

Namu was silent, he was well aware of his double foolishness. But all was done, and now he could only take a deep breath.

" This back .. I often miss him ". The words were so soft, as gentle as the caress that accompanied it.

Namu still remained fixated, but this time his fist slowly loosened. The soft caress that rubbed his entire back was so soothing. And.... What did he hear earlier ? really ?. Namu slightly turned his head, but he could not see the figure standing behind him.

Suddenly there were two slender arms that were slipping through both sides of his waist. He could not understand what was happening......

" Are you also going to be mad at me ... because you miss you so much as a .. man ? ".

The question was conveyed along with the two hands hugging him. Namu couldn't see how the beautiful face was meeting. But he knew, the beauty was now putting a face on his back. Feeling warm, splashing a sense of relief .. ah no, this is more. Namu smiled and held a pair of hands that were still holding her.

" It seems.. we have been the most stupid people in the world ... ".

Love does not respond or give any answer. He felt really ashamed and really couldn't look at this man.

" You... the dumbest girl .. but the prettiest one I've always missed ".

Love is truly flattered, but also deeply ashamed. The usual thing he does when feeling embarrassed like this is to pinch hard.

" Aw. a. a. a.aduuuh ... ", Namu screamed. The pinch that landed flat on both of his waist felt like an electric shock, but it was precisely his heart, right on the side of happiness. Then he chuckles a little while turning his body around.

" Sister fool... ".

Namu smiled wider and found the beautiful face was met with red. Even this beauty tried to avoid his eyes.

" Hey.... why ? ". Namu holds the end of Love's chin and takes it to look at each other. While one arm pulled that slender waist and held it as close as possible.

" I'm ashamed.... ".

" Huh ?!!..... ha. ha..ha.... ".

" Sister..... !!!! ", Love sulks and pushes Namu strongly.

The face was completely red, and regardless of the feelings of Love, Namu laughed with his release. His heart was full of blooming flowers and smelled of a beautiful spring. But now the goddess of spring walked away from her in haste because of the whack of shame.

" Love ... wait ...".

His long footsteps made it easy to catch up immediately, beyond Love. Then he caught the girl and locked her in his warm arms.

" If you are ashamed and angry, more beautiful" the sentence glides sincerely, Love can feel it.

But the girl was already very ashamed of herself. Because he never imagined there would eventually be a time like this. In the past he only secretly dreamed, secretly hoped, and softly prayed, but then immediately closed these secret love meetings. Now that it was revealed, he could not help but be ashamed. Moreover, the look in the eyes of this man was very tempting.

" Come home .. ", he's trying to divert.

" Can you wait a minute ? . Let me hug you longer ... as a man ". Namu whispered softly, while kissing the hair at the top of the head of Love .

" sister... " .

" Why sis?.. shouldn't you call me darling now ? ".

" It's dong ... stop teasing me ", sounds a little upset, but adorable.

" Yes baby... Brother listen, what do you want?...eits!!! ". Namu swiftly grasped the fingers of Love that had begun to prepare to launch a pinch attack. The fingers were held tightly and then slowly brought closer to his lips. Full of gentleness, he kissed the beautiful fingers.

The breath was no longer just warm, but also felt hot touching the fingers and the back of his hand. Love is getting bigger too. He was embarrassed and looked wrong. Moreover still in a position still dipping his fingers, Namu turned to stare with a seductive smile.

" You're so beautiful. This is the first time I've seen such a beautiful person when I'm ashamed ".

Love is getting misbehaved, and trying to avoid this man's gaze. But back a stalk on both cheeks held back, and made her even more entangled, lost in the delicate beauty of those eyes.

" I... miss you every time. Tortured at all times. Do you feel the same ? ".

Love did not make a sound, but he nodded enough to make Namu understand if he was tormented all along.

" I hate myself .... I've tried many times to kill this taste, even I've tried to run from you ", Namu uncovers all the secrets he's been holding for a dozen years.

" You went to Holland. I thought I'd be able to forget you, but I didn't. I ran to England hoping to find your replacement. You know.... I'm really desperate to get you out of my heart.... Love ".

***The mysterious end of that season

I think, did I really love you?

Somewhere, all those times that we were together

I look back to those times, if I could touch it, if it was yesterday

Each moment, I think of you

That voice that quietly rang with a low tone

Even your resemblance to the spring sunlight

You always brightly shined on my day

Each moment, I think of you

That voice that quietly rang with a low tone

Even your resemblance to the spring sunlight

Even the small memories are still so clear***