THE HEART PILLAR 3 KNIGHTS

In Your Eyes I See The Missing Piece of Peace (2)

Maybe Haidar is no longer able to hold back, because he is hungry ?. Ah no, but it could be yes .... how the hell ?. What is clear is that there has not been ten minutes that the train began to run across the foggy morning due to the rest of the rain last night, the man immediately opened a sweet box made of foog-grade cardboard. Which immediately emits a distinctive aroma from the bretzel also fragrant aroma of garlic berad. Heeem'.

The first bite of the brownish-colored bread had managed to maintain his smile which from the moment he entered the carriage of this carriage had grown.  This distinctive-scented bretzel feels perfectly snug on its tongue, not to mention the unaccompanied plain gralic bread of any kind, for some reason it feels like an upscale meal from a restaurant with a Michelin star.

Basically he is the true connoisseur of food, never complained of any dish served to him. But the added joy this morning, it was like a flavoring from heaven. Make it float between a thin cloud of white clouds that begin to wiggle the sunlight. Of course with true wishful thinking centered on one name .... Hanin Hanania, who had hypnotized him with pleasure in the sense of taste, and soared her heart even higher. Ah... the blooming man.

When suddenly ... 'dreeet'.. dreeet'.., the cell phone vibrates. And threw part of himself back at the body that was still sitting in the fast train.

" Assalamu'alaikum bang bro Haid .. sorry to interrupt your journey. There's something important I'm gonna say. I hope you'll hear it ". Clearly Keanu's voice sounded earnest, as if the young man knew that he had greatly disturbed Haidar's happiness.

" Wa'alaikum salam .. beware that it is something unimportant... beware !!!!!! ".

" Hwiiiiiih ... the new upset, very happy indeed bro ".

" To the point ! ".

" Waaah. 100 % .. there is a lo's heart as beautiful as white as that neon ". Keanu laughed across the street, which of course made Haidar even more annoyed and curious.

" Eh bang ' Key .. cepetan, the clear talk ".

" Okay ... You saw what I sent you. German ... but the outline, a friend told me. This ... about the beautiful neon guy ".

Haidar was momentarily pensive, he tried to string together pieces of puzle information about his Nania.

" What do you mean?, making fun of me ? "

" But he is popular .. just don't expect it ... ".

" Yes .. You're the patient Hanin. Emang Dave' is just a .... ".

"  I'm ... I've nothing to do with him anymore "

" He ... was betrayed by his lover ".

" It is said ... Hanin tried hard to catch up with the lover ".

" Wait ... is this David ? day ... Hanin was left behind because she was married ? ".

"  Yes .. with a gay couple - it's ".

" What do you know Key ? ", Haidar finally asked in a very serious tone.

" The girl and the lover, ah' I mean the ex-lover who left her because ... chose her gay partner ". It sounded like Keanu was very careful when speaking. Srolah he could see a sharp glint that was ready to slash anything in front of him from Haidar's pair of eyes.

" Yes . I know a little ", said Haidar later.

" Him .. good girl, who was hurt. You love her ? ".

" I'm sorry .. I don't think it's any of your business, buddy" Haidar's voice sounded reluctant.

" I know .. but, maybe .. someday you need my advice, I'll be ready to help you buddy. That Hanin is very kind, and deserves to get as good as you are too ".

" Key. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to be hard on you. Me .. I just...ah.... how do you know ? ".

" What is ? . Hanin?.. it had become big news in this city ".

" Bu-not .. I mean my feelings for Nania, Key ", Haidar looks nervous, even a red tinge suddenly overwhelms her handsome face.

" Ha.ha.ha, did you forget a young man I met first on the plane. He said he was chasing his love .. but started late, then broke his heart.... ".

" Yes .. I admit, right... and enough !!!! don't you continue ", Haidar cut quickly. " What exactly do you want to do with Bang Key ? ". And Haidar's pair of eyebrows seemed to be in chains, marking the heaviness of a gaze that was like slashing.  It was as if splitting Keanu's heart with suspicion, if the man were before him.

" There is no benefit for me anyway".actually ", then the sound of Keanu's breathing pauses.  " Just .. lest you take the wrong step. if you are sure will be a remedy for her. You have to understand how complicated his heart situation is right now, Haidar ....".

" Yes, I listened ", it sounded a little cold.

" Maybe I'm very disrespectful for getting too involved. But ... at least, I made sure I wouldn't regret not saying this before. If you're a modern man with a mind like most young people today. But I see you are a devout young man.holding to the customs. lest you .. will disappoint .. ah, I mean... there's gonna be a girl who gets worse because you end up leaving ".

After a convoluted and lengthy explanation, it turns out that Haidar has not been able to translate it in full. It seemed that he was increasingly linking his eyebrows.

" What do you mean ? ", Haidar asked with a heavy and hoarse voice that poked at the soul.

" Do you love her so much? .. with all the consequences ".

" Yes ... I think ". Sounded steady, a little without a tone of doubt that slips like a note that slipped from the series of music. Once a pair of eyes that were usually so warm and friendly, it had now suddenly become as cold as a blizzard.

" Including the presence of a child ? ".

Haidar was silent for so long. Even Keanu said until he met again a while before ending the call. He was like he had fallen and fallen into a deep black hole. So desperate to keep flailing, trying to stay a sane man.

" Tell Na. Come on, mother misses him .. mother waits for him with mother's love that never changes ".

Sentences filled with sadness with the gaze of infinite love from a mother who gave her great hope. Hope to be reunited with her youngest daughter. How could he forget that ?. If at that time he chose to step down, for the sake of seeing that his Nania was already having someone, not only for the girl's mother, but also for her. But suddenly .. he had to be knocked down by the impact of reality that was so fiercely lodged in his heart. Haidar was fixated for a long time, staring into the distance as if chasing away from the window of a speeding train.

Keanu really only sends news pieces from some media, which are more like puzzle pieces. But that was enough to make Haidar's chest rumble. Look at the title with capital letters, disguised photos, and information that is like a theme full of wounds.

Ms. HN chose not to continue her report to the Berlin police station. From a source who is also a country friend Miss HN, he chose to forgive Mr. DPS because it remembers the kindness it has received so far.

' And again, they are friends of the country, and Miss HN is sure that DPS is only blinded by her love feelings only, so from the source in question............................

............... Feeling Unjust, some female observer organizations, petitioned to remain politicizing same-sex couples DPS and GR, for fraudulent attempts on Miss HN . ...........................

............... Miss HN was not the only woman who was also a victim of Gay couples who wanted children. One by one similar cases were brought to the court ................

***What happened to you my Nania ?. How did they hurt you ?. Then with your little body... How do you hide that wound ?. How did you get through that hard day?. What can I do for you ?. ***

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Ars International Hospital, a magnificent building with timeless architecture, and clusters of accusers trees lined up neatly with sweet. But such a beautiful and comfortable atmosphere, it does not make the day of an Ardelia to feel calm. Although he stepped so elegantly and gesture body that seemed very convincing if he was so ready. But actually his heart and heart are now in fashion. The war with fear, anxiety and millions of bad thoughts buzzing with its own eardrums. What's more when he starts facing the reception desk where two beautiful girls greet him warmly.

" Good afternoon, how can I help you ? ", welcome one of them kindly

" I ... there was an appointment with the doctor's mother Hana .."., ", a little nervous Ardelia said. Then took out a silver card, showing it to the two receptionists.

" Oh well mom ". The receptionist smiled at the members' VVIP cards. " Have you made an appointment before ? ".

" I'm sorry .. not yet. I will not seek treatment or consultation .. but, my colleague. Ardelia my name is ".

" Good ma'am, please sit down for a while. I call Hana's mother's assistant first ".

Ardelia nodded in agreement, then walked towards the row of beautiful sofas that were deliberately prepared in the office room or indeed only specifically reserved for VVIP guests. He awkwardly sat down, and tried to relax for a moment.

" Why change your mind ?. Mama does not mind if you only have to postpone it a week two weeks ... moreover.this is a crucial moment also for the two of you", asked Love when she decided to meet Hana's mother. Of course to clarify the pregnancy in quotation marks, the results of the design of Raka... argghhh!!!!.

" Don't know .. suddenly just change your mind. But ... if I come alone, do not bother ya, if you want to meet at the office...... in the hospital ? ".

"Ish Ardel. Oh yes .. bring this yes ", and Love also issued a silver card. " Go to my mom's office. Enter from the west door, do not pass the usual entrance for treatment. Just ask security in front. Oh yes. just before lunch time comes yes ".

Finally Ardelia really followed the advice of Love. Choose two days after the visit of Cinta and Namu, where it is estimated that the patient bu Hana is not too much. And also advised Love not to tell the plan of his arrival first to the mother. But the beautiful sister was so kind, at nine this morning she called and made sure that her mother would not go anywhere until two in the afternoon.

" Safe. And Target was locked until two in the afternoon" said the beautiful woman cheerfully.

" Mother Ardelia .. mother Ardelia ... ".

" Ah yes .I .. ". Ardelia slightly flinched, as the receptionist girl had now stood nearby with a friendly smile.

" Sistant ma'am Hana's on her way here, I'm asked to wait a minute ".

" Yes mba .. Thank you, I'm waiting here ".

Ardelia waited again while enjoying the tick-tock tick-tock tick-tock ticking time that resonated unsettling. He tried to concentrate on staying in his mood, which had been prepared from last night. Prepare to receive whatever the reaction of mother from Raka. With the possible consequences, it will make it, slumped.

" Mba Ardelia ? " , a woman who might be her age and dressed as a nurse came over with a very friendly smile.

" Yes .. I ".

" Welcome mba" the woman smiled and extended her hand to shake hands. " I'm Syifa. Come, I've been waiting for Hana's mom in her room ".

Ardelia stood up to greet the handshake, then slowly followed the steps of this woman named Syifa who was walking towards the elevator.

" Have you been waiting for him for a long time ? ", asked Syifa when the two were already in the elevator.

" No, just now. I didn't even expect it to be this fast ... sorry, must be disturbing Hana ma'am huh ? ".

" Not really mba, Miss Hana also happens to be not many patients who have to be visited today ".

" Thankfully", Ardelia smiled with a face showing some relief.

Finally Ardelia arrived at the front of a door where an inscription was attached in front of her made of copper rods, engraved very beautifully 'dr. Hana Humaira Arsenio, Sp.A - DIRECTOR '. Syifa the assistant knocked slowly before opening the door for her.

" Please mba ".

Ardelia felt her heart shrink slowly, although it was still time to throw a smile at Syifa. Slowly he entered the room that was big enough. And her pair of pretty cat eyes instantly caught a graceful figure, smiling directly at him. There was no pretence, nothing was fake, the smile was so warm, the face was shining happily, that even the pair of teary eyes could instantly be caught by his gaze.

" Assalamu'alaikum ".

" Wa'alaikumsalam dear .. thank you for meeting auntie ".

Isn't this hug very warm ?. Ardelia was riveted and her tongue became a mute. As Aunt Hana kept her away a little for the sake of being able to look at her, she saw there was a drop of haru in the eyes of this graceful woman.

" Daughter.pardon Raka yes .. You shouldn't be treated like this. Forgive aunt also yes, can not educate Raka well ".

" Aunty .. I. ", and Ardelia absolutely could not continue her words.

" Let's sit down, baby  ". Hana quickly shrank her tears, then carried Ardelia sitting side by side on the sofa. " He ... is okay ?. Have you guys checked ? ".

Just being silent with an uncertain feeling. The pair of hands were so soft, it touched his shoulders, caressing his stomach. And the pair of eyes were twinkling, as if the existence of that little creature was so happy. But Ardelia felt very sad .... guilty.

' O Lord, Most Merciful ? '.