THE HEART PILLAR 3 KNIGHTS
A Promise (6)
" Wisya.... Why did you break your promise ? ".
Wisya looked at Yulia who was standing before him with a slightly misty gaze because there was a single corner of tears held back. The young man was also fixated, but his heart shrieked in confusion.
" Why ? ... I told you.. I can still pay my semester money. I don't want to owe you. .. Why do you keep doing it ? ".
Verily, Vishya was very confused by what Yulia had just said. Until the girl roughly crammed a long white envelope that looked thick.
" I'm very grateful to you .. but I can't take it ... I return it .. ".
" Yulia ... ".
" If you're not ready again ? ", Yulia's voice was heard starting to screech and tremble. " You are the only one who has intended to help me from the beginning... only you ... but can't you appreciate my effort ?? ".
" Julia .... ", Wisya jerked the girl by shaking her shoulders. " Hear me ... ".
" Yulia. Dhini, one of Yulia's close friends, seems very hasty.
The girl half ran, and her hand held a cell phone. Yulia recognized that the girl with the white skin of alabaster with her beautiful blue headscarf was her cell phone.
" You left him. Sorry there was a call from your father, sorry. Your sister called.. Your father was critical ".
Yulia was wide in disbelief, she immediately received her mobile phone. Both hands were trembling. When the thing then rang loudly, a gripping cold atmosphere suddenly enveloped like an ice dome.
" Ha-hello.... ". Yulia's voice stuttered. I don't know what he heard from the communication device, but it obviously made the girl stagger and her tears began to jump unbearably.
" Innalilahi.. wa' inalillahi rojingun. ", his voice trembled. Along his limp body and fell down in a stifling cry.
Wisya with her burly arms immediately caught Yulia's body, propping the girl's shoulders swiftly. Then lead her slowly to a chair and sit the girl there. Still hugging Yulia's shoulder, but she was speechless.
The girl covered her face with both palms, but her prank still sounded slashing tore through the nuances. Dhini sat down next to his best friend and gave him a hug. Without words, because there seemed to be no sentence capable of stemming Yulia's sobs.
Wisya also sculpted, but his reasoning as a man who was indeed endowed with a dominant logical nature, making the young man move quickly. He grabbed his phone and started calling someone.
" Yul's... ", Wisya half crouched expected the girl and touched her shoulder. " Fifteen-thirty of your flight schedules. Come ... we must hurry, there are only two hours to prepare. I'll pick you up at your boarding houses... ".
" Wisya ..", Yulia with a face drenched in tears, confusion
" Let's hurry... ", dhini guided his best friend.
" Please yes Dhin."., pinta Wisya who was greeted by a nod of Dhini.
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That afternoon Haidar walked over with a little carefree, even his smile expanding occasionally. In his grip swung a plastic bag containing how many servings of rice Padang. He entered the doctor's room co-*** and found several of his group's friends.
" Loh ... Don, how come you're not home yet ?".
" I swapped with Wisya, she escorted Yulia" replied Dony.
" Why Yulia ? ".
" His father died .. and our group leader was very kind to deliver home to Solo ". It sounded a little cynical from the tone of Anelis' voice.
" You don't have to, Wisya is his destiny for you. Relax non... don't baper ", Dony chimed.
" His father died yes.. innalilahi wa'inailaihi rojingun " . Haidar then fell.
He put a package containing several servings of Padang rice and Avocado Juice, which was originally purchased for Yulia breaking. Although in the end he also bought more to share with other friends.
" What is this ? for us-us ? ", ask Anelis.
" Yes.Padang Rice and Avocado Juice. Take ...".
" We ordered bento .. you're late" Dony interjected.
" Oh, that's okay, let me just give it to the nursing mothers ".
" But I want one .. yes ", Dony looks smug. " My hull' consists of two chambers .. left right ".
Haidar smiled amusedly with the behavior of his friend who was a little fat. He then took down two boxes of Padang rice along with his avocado juice. Then bring the rest to the nurse's room. His arrival was greeted with smiles and jokes from the young mothers of the guard nurses.
" Often yes mas doctor handsome .."., ", said a nurse mother who looks pregnant.
" Moga-moga .. can be contagious have a handsome child and pinter like Mas Haidar", selorohnya again while caressing her protruding stomach.
Haidar chuckled, then said goodbye to Maghrib prayer first. Along the way to the hospital mosque, his mind wandered. Quivering in his mind how heavy the burden that must be carried by a friend. He who tirelessly pursued his ideals, must now be hit by a misfortune so great. Although the girl looked very strong, but Haidar really could not see her crying. And surely, Yulia was crying.
Guilt re-gripped his heart, squeezing it firmly and making his instincts scream full of regret. He was bowed in a long prayer, with sincerity flowing down his soul. A prayer from a man for a friend he greatly admired. Haidar whispered softly and pleaded, asking forgiveness for his wrong move. He was bowed in silence to the Creator.
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Both men looked at the sea. Stories of the past are gradually unfolded, like pieces of a chain that began to be found and connected. Yulia and Haidar tell each other their stories.
" I don't understand what's going on between the two of you .. But I feel like a horn in the middle of a fierce fight between the Lion and the Tiger ".
Yulia turned her gaze to Haidar, and the young man remained staring at the vast ocean that was unfolding. He took a deep breath and exhaled it strongly.
" Have you ever been in love with each other ? ", the question escaped from Haidar's lips .
" In my condition at that time, did I fall in love ? ".
" But that night.... Wisya was very jealous and she punched me. We fought ... ".
" That night ? when ? ", Yulia was very filled with curiosity.
" Night ... Our last practice in forensic medicine. The night I caught you running ... then. drive you home ... ".
Their pair of eyes clashed, like igniting a memory. Yulia began to reconnect every millimeter of her memory link.
" You hugged me .. calmed me down. I remember that. And for the first time you know my costs ", Yulia quickly continued.
" Yes.and Wisya intercepted my car from the alley where your boarding house was. We fought on the side of the road .. and were broken by the guards' fathers ".
Yulia grimaced, she smiled wryly at Haidar's story. It was revealed the origin of the bruises on the faces of the two young men, as well as the cold war that continued later.
" That's proof that he loves you, so he's jealous of me ".
" It's not like that. And want everything you have. He was cunning ... very cunning .. and very evil ".
" But you were very close and familiar. How can you change so immediately ? ".
" Because I was made aware of reality ...it was very painful, but I am grateful. I didn't fall too deep by her fake charm ". Yulia clenched both her hands tightly, it was not missed by the corner of Haidar's eyes.
Although he felt there was still one crucial thing covered by Yulia, but Haidar decided not to force the dive too deep on this woman's past. His expression in such a way as to endure pain and also hate, made Haidar decide to hold back. Everyone deserves a secret, so whispered Haidar.
" Let's go home.prepare for the arrival of our judges tomorrow", deliberately Haidar makes an emphasis on his sentence and makes Yulia squeak and then laugh with a slurred feeling.
" That's it.... ", Haidar laughed as well while kicking the innocent sand. " We'll just face it with a smile ".
" Yes.. yes . By the way.... how are you ? ".
" Huh ? ", Haidar was confused and looked at Yulia full of question marks.
" That's the om-om you told me to pay my tuition.... ".
" oohs... Om Bramastya .", Haidar chuckled. He remembered when his father's confidant was finally caught by Yulia when she would take care of the administration of this girl's college for the third time. There was a misunderstanding and it was secured by security personnel.
" In order to keep the boss's child secret until it must be secured by security. You are so outrageous .... ".
" He. he. he. that's the totality of my father's confidants. Now Brams has one grandson ".
" Oh, thank goodness, say hello to him. And also my apology ... on the charge of the obscene honey-sucking om-om ".
" Hua. ha. ha. ha. ha. yes.. yes I say later .. ha. ha. ha. ha. ha.. ", haidar was still laughing.
" Sak karepmu .... Go !!! he said go home and prepare for tomorrow ".
Finally Haidar also chose to follow Yulia who had first entered the car. The sea was abandoned by two human children. Like a mother who had just listened to the story and complained about her children, the sea with her waves gently caressed the beach lips. As if giving comfort and encouragement, everything will be fine .. hissing sea with the sound of the waves.
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That night in the same hemisphere there were two men who were pensive thinking of the same person, even though the place they stood was different. A man with a pair of sharp eyes and a masculine jaw that hardens because of the prisoner's sense of urgency. Then a man with eyes so soft even in a handsome face that looks mighty. The thoughts of both are raging on the same axis, on the same woman, but against a slightly different background of desires and feelings.
He is Wisya Damara who stands with a cigarette on his finger. Occasionally he took a sip of the rod with the flaming tip, inhaled the white smoke and then slowly reflected it. Looking back at a past that made her smile, angry and cry. The past still dominates his heart and haunts his days. Like a parasite that lives from the essence of his starch, making a Vishya go crazy because of his own obsession.
' Finding you in a world full of falsehoods is the greatest happiness for me. You know Yulia. My heart aches. Why can't I get you? .. when I first find you. Are you equally as bright as those women so prefer a Haidar. Cih!!... but you should still come looking for me. But you are so selfish ..... you ... ahhh!!!!! '.
Wisya leaned her hair violently, then sucked deeply into the cigarette between her fingers and again exhaled the white smoke. Like trying to sip the pain and then wasting it away.
' I'll get you !!!!! you're the only one I've ever wanted in my life. He will not get you, but I!!!.... At any rate '.
His eyes pierced through the night. Similar to an arrow that was released from a bow, with a landslide and right through its target. Wisya clenched both of her hands, rounding her resolve.
While it was only a few kilometers away and was only a few miles across, a man was pensively long. He stared at a row of past photos on his laptop screen. A smile occasionally sprang from the corner of his lips. A slide about the full period of struggle first and also a flash of memory that accompanies, feels still squeezing and haunting him with a guilt that is so concentrated.
Haidar touched his fingertips to a face drawn on the screen with the bluish glow. From a few slides of previous photos, this smile seems so full of willingness. Those cheerful and feisty eyes seemed to be very fading. Though the look of the face looks very sweet actually. Haidar continued to compare the two graduation photos. Upon graduation as a medical scholar and on the oath of profession of a physician. The two were so obvious the difference in the eyes of a Yulia.
Haidar can not deny anymore in one window of his life is all like pivoting on one name and event. It is like chasing guilt. Sometimes there is a deep longing for that sweet smile. Until a year ago he almost a year ago he managed to rediscover the figure of Yulia. Haidar realized one thing.
It was not this girl who needed to be healed from past wounds, but she was the one who had to be treated immediately. Yulia had grown into a beautiful and tough mature woman. It seems he has managed to reconcile the whole story of that sad past. But Haidar could still find deep cuts on her sweet smile. And he was again determined to fulfill the promise he still held since last year.
***You're the one who got hurt I made a promise
To you who are wounded by the battle of greed
I still have the determination to heal him
This taste is like a ferocious cell that eats away at my life at all times
Every time you smile, I get stoned by my guilt
You're too beautiful to hurt, too pure to hurt, too good to show
You are a promise I must make
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