THE HEART PILLAR 3 KNIGHTS

Niches (2)

The voice of the call to immediately perform the prayer of Isya began to be heard, the adhan that reverberated almost simultaneously. It was clear when Raka came out from the gate of Ardelia's house. After earlier he said goodbye and apologized to Palupi, Ardelia's mother.

With his disappointment and also guilt, of course because of Ardelia's attitude, but Raka can only take a deep breath and exhale it hoping that the burden that squeezes the soul along is wasted. While the girl was walking quietly in front of him. Do not mind the rest of the drizzle that is still small.

" Let's wait a minute, your online taxi is on its way here ..... or do you want me to walk a little bit up to the gate of the complex ? ".

Raka frowned in response to Ardilla's question. A moment later he smiled as he continued walking, until he finally got ahead of Ardelia. Trying to ignore the existence of the girl, and the gesture she made was so obvious.

" Hey..well ... ", Ardelia finally gave up. " Give me time .... ".

" We are racing against time ". Raka finally looked back. "But it's okay.I'll always give you what you need ".

" Thank you ".

" That's all ? ", Raka said it, sounding a little discordant with a disappointed tone.

" What do you want ? ", asked Ardelia again.

" Are we not official now ?. Couple lovers ? ".

Ardelia looked at Raka who was no longer putting on a stern expression like she had just now. Then it was seen that the girl tried to answer the question with a smile, which felt like a distraction.

" I also don't know when that sense is starting to take hold of me. Clearly, I never doubted my own feelings for you. I'm pretty sure this is Delia's love. Not a sense of responsibility .. or the burden of our past attachments. I'm sure ... very sure ".

And Raka also looked at Ardelia, both of them now stopped in step with silence for a moment. Until then the look of the eyes began to dim, Raka looks enveloped by sadness.

" But I'm a jerk with so many women milling about like moths lured by light.... although it cannot be used as a justification ".

Ardelia pursed her lips, imprisoning her tongue. The girl was speechless with a rumble of feeling that from the froth slowly burst forth. He just kept breathing carefully. Because at this point, he became so weak.

" God only knows Delia. You understand very well, no, if there is no woman who can afford to stay with me twice. Not because I'm a very jerk and very depraved. But .... those who no longer want to fuck with a lousy person like me. Persons who do not ...men ... ".

" Raka ... go home .. I believe in you ". And Ardelia, with her tenderness, returned to be the savior of a Raka. At least save the man from fear, disgust and also a sense of disgust that envelops himself.

" I can never ... make love to them ... ". Raka said then, paused quite long with the stern look of pias's face.

" But with you ... Even I almost ruined you. I'm sorry .... ". The man said half a whisper.

" Go home Raka .. really, I'm ashamed .. very embarrassed to remember all that ". Ardelia lowered her face that was beginning to blush and feel hot.

" I Love You ".

Maybe because he was down, or maybe because he was too busy concentrating on overcoming his embarrassment. Ardelia did not realize that Raka had moved quickly but gently, approached and then grabbed her tightly.

" I Love you, even though I don't understand how to express it to you. But I know, definitely ... I need you .... My ardelia ".

Until Ardelia's body sank into a warm embrace, and the girl did not refuse. Moreover, the chest of the hard but comfortable field of Raka, can now be the perfect place for her face that is blushing because it is very embarrassed.

" I went home first" Raka whispered right as a car approached them.

The headlights of the vehicle that highlighted the bodies of the two, made Ardelia come to her senses and hurriedly detached herself from that comfort. His phone vibrated with a momentary clanking as a sign of the entry of a message. He hurriedly replied to the message by directly calling the sender.

" Mba Ardelia huh ?". The windshield of the car descended slowly and gave off the look of a friendly smiling forties man.

" Yes sir ... ".

" Let's go ahead .. ", the man graciously invited.

" It's not me sir. But this my friend ... ".

" Boyfriend.. prospective husband!", Raka quickly corrected.

" Yes.yes.yes. let's please ". This time the driver smiled.

" See you tomorrow ". Raka quickly snatched the tip of Ardelia's head with a gentle kiss that made the girl freeze again in embarrassment.

" Love you .. trust me ". And Raka was still able to wave with words as sweet as honey melenakan.

Ardelia blushed and fretted at receiving all the affection. He did not have time to return Raka's hand, even until the young man disappeared carried away by the speed of the vehicle. Ardelia was transfixed, mute and drowned by the thumping of feelings in the ocean of her soul.

Until then drizzle that enlarged with the fall of the water becomes rain, resuscitate it with cold. Ardelia hurried back to her house. But there was a gripping corner of pain, which even the drizzle and rain seemed to be unable to remove.

Running, as if trying to deny the gravity

Stand up, haughty no matter with the baby that embraces

Silence, no matter the heart story that is silenced

Whispering, at the growing pain

Hate, on my own love .......

A living heart

A wish that doesn't understand why

If only I could repeat time

I just wanted to ask .... why ?

I never asked, this drizzle accompanied crying

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Two men sat face to face in silence that froze the nerves. They can no longer think clearly, or perhaps because they are too hard to think. What is clear is that all the series of events are like the impact of a smoldering merteor because of the effect of friction with the atmosphere. So suffocating.

" That should know .. mama and papa first, that's what I think sister ". Haidar's voice was heavy and deep breaking silent.

" At first, I thought Om Juna was the one I was going to talk to from heart to heart. But ...... ", Namu let out a worried sigh while occasionally shaking his head in frustration. " Raka has first come .... ".

" With all this chaos ? ", Haidar quickly chimed in. " I'm .. ah' maybe just my feeling. But it seems like something is very strange. A month ago ... he asked us to investigate Arya Sanjaya's family, for Ardelia. Then ... now the girl is in her pregnancy. Do you think .... so desperate is she ? ".

" I don't know .. My brain is frozen ".

" I'm sorry ."., regret Haidar while patting her brother's shoulder. " At a time like this, I had to leave for Germany immediately.

" It is true, people say, that all these problems will come in a row, sometimes at the same time, like waves rolling around ".

" Are you afraid, brother ? ".

" This .... ", Namu stopped for a moment, his face clouded. " ... the second .. I feel very scared, anxious and.. stupid ".

Haidar did not move from beside Namu, both of them still staring into the distance from the balcony of the room. Haidar's favorite place when coming to Namu's room to talk about strange problems. In this place, it seemed like he almost always found a solution to every problem that was entangling his heart. But now, the problem solver is in trouble, and he really regretted not being able to change to provide help. At least there is on the side of the brother accompanied him, although it can only be a little strengthening.

" When I found out I wasn't the Mandala family's son, I was scared like this. You know?.. The sky is like falling on me ".

" I was still stunned in disbelief .. but my mother hugged me very tightly. Then my dad did the same. You know what they told me ? ".

Haidar shook his head slowly, giving an answer to his brother who was still staring at the night and the distance.

" They made me feel so needed. Mama said, I am a healing remedy for their pain. Papa said, I am the guardian of this family. It makes a child feel like a hero..... ".

" Sister."., Haidar's voice sounded full of spirit surges, cutting off his brother's sad sentence. " Mommy.we should talk to Mama... ".

" a-what... but.. I ... ".

" Forgot your original plan. We need to talk to Mom. Now !. I help you ".

Haidar's body was indeed a perfect duplication of his father, who was tall and large. Although only a few centimeters difference from the height of Namu, but clearly the strength of Haidar superior. Moreover, Namu is currently in a very unstable state, so he can not fight when the sister half dragged him.

" Dar... How should I say it ? ", it still sounds anxious.

" That's my business.... ".

" But if mama..... ".

" Alaaaaah. You know mom so well, trust me ".

" Well ... ", Namu finally resigned.

She was still very beautiful at her age which was very mature. Her tiny body increasingly helped her look youthful. Orlin had just finished setting the time from a special automatic cookware to make bread, when his two sons came over.

" Hey... haven't slept yet apparently, hungry ? ", a soft greeting Orlin answered with the trunks of the heads of the two young men.

" Ma. We can talk for a minute, three of us ".

" What's up ? ". Orlin looked at Haidar who was now taking a seat across the table. Namu is seen following his sister. There was something important and quite complicated, so inner Orlin. He followed his two sons sitting opposite. " What's the problem ? say ".

" Ma .. sorry before. It's about brother ". Haidar slightly elbowed Namu who tightly pursed his lips. More precisely not able to open the mouth.

" Namu?!. Why ? ". Orlin stared softly at the charming young man with a pale skin, who now looked so agitated.

" Ma.. condition to become the daughter-in-law of the Mandala family Arsenio .... ? ", asked Namu a little softly.

Orlin was silent for a moment, a moment later he smiled as he looked gently at his two sons.

" A woman .. noble character who is virtuous, free not to be bound by a relationship and to love sincerely. Did you find him, Namu ? ".

Namu nodded slowly. Orlin smiled gently at him.

" Then....is there a problem especially ?. Introduce us immediately ".

" This woman's family' Ma ?. Not a good family?, or.... a family that is hostile to our family ? ". Orlin tried to guess.

" Mom-not so... ", Namu looks increasingly nervous.

" The family that you already know very well ", Haidar who feels anxious to grab hold of fast. " And certainly never thought of by mama ".

Orlin frowned and increasingly intensely stared at his two sons in turn. Meanwhile, Haidar is seen again giving a signal by elbowing his brother. Asking Namu to continue his sentence immediately.

" When it goes on. I say ", he threatened.

" Yes ... a moment, patience !!! ".

" name .... Haidar.mama waited patiently, say ", Orlin broke two young men in front of him.

" Yes Ma .. sorry ", said Haidar.

Namu seemed to take a deep breath, then turned to look at his sister for a moment. After getting the nod, he looked back at the mother who was still waiting for him, and remained with calm shady eyes.

" I ... fall in love ... on Love ".

That sentence sounds beautiful and meaningful, falling in love with Love. Making Orlin speechless and asserting himself to what he had just heard. But the young man's eyes were similar to those of her husband's almost three decades ago. Like a sea of stars in a galactic pool, clear sparkling, beautiful stunning and warm feeling full of desire. That means, Indra heard it was not wrong.

" On Love ? ", he insisted later.

" Yes mah. so giniloh.. actually has long since brother Namu and mba Love was in love with each other. But the declaration only fit in Korea yesterday ".

And it was Haidar who acted as the bridge of meaning. Affirming the meaning of conveying it straightforwardly.

" I'm sorry Ma. But it can never be. and it turns out Love ".

" Namu. Why are you saying now ? ".

Namu did not answer, he looked down deeply. That was when Orlin stood up and then walked over to his son. Then stroked gently Namu's bushy hair, then dyed it slowly.

" Mama always hoped to be the first to know your love feelings .. But it seems too heavy for you to be able to tell with mama ".

" Yes it is Ma. This beloved is a cousin sister. Yes, although there is actually no blood relation, but my handsome brother is 'right ... very much think about how public opinion, do not become a byword .... especially if it is a family issue. He always proved the soul of one's patron ".

Orlin smiled at Haidar's long slurs. He then did the same thing to his second son as to Namu earlier.

" That means tomorrow .. mama is the first to know your love story ".

" Ma must have come back to Namu's problem. According to mama ? ".

" Ehmmm.... Namu had to tell papa himself. Yes. although later mama has helped 'clue first to papa. You know how your papa is not?... let alone this is a problem related to the performance of a real man .. ehm. Mama wants to have a one-on-one conversation with Aunt Hana. Surely at this time Love is also very dizzy huh ... ".

Namu smiled bitterly while leaning his head on the shoulder of the mother, as well as Haidar. Orlin smiled with happiness.

These were the two brats who used to always run to meet him. Who did not hesitate to tell a story while crying, who did not hesitate to give a kiss of love to her. Now both are very mature, it does not feel like such times have been far exceeded. Although Orlin actually feels like he can still smell the sweet oil and baby powder that fun.

" May Love be patient Ma. and not quarrel with Aunt Hana ".

" Morrow morning we finish everything ". Orlin calmed back down with her softest love language.

Anyhow..........

The child remains a child

And I'm happy to have kids like you

When you find love in women

Do you know how happy I am, even though there is now another woman in your heart

This is the love of a mother for her son