THE HEART PILLAR 3 KNIGHTS

Than You Look at Me (3)

Various questions alternated, milling in his mind. Still the same question, even though it is not the same and not congruent, but all still lead to one estuary.

' Are you in no hurry ? '

' What are you sure of your decision ? '

' Is it really love ? '

' Sometimes that speck of light can be biased, especially when you've been slumped in the dark for too long '

' Maybe it's just the feeling of comfort, not the longing or affection that should be. How can you be so rash to describe it ... if it's love ? '

Hanin Hanania remained consistent in treating the berliner bollen batter - her, as well as the various questions that continued to plague her mind. This is the fifth day since the love between him and the handsome man named Haidar was linked, witnessed by relatives and close friends. It's no secret, even now all the friends at work also know. It didn't take a week, just a few hours since Keanu uploaded the romantic video to his WA status. Angry, upset, embarrassed. But what can he do?.

" No special greetings for you ? ", love mba tease when he took part to deliver the couple at the airport. He just smiled, pretending to be busy. For the sake of covering up the anxiety and shame that continues to tingle on his cheeks.

" Don't bother dong, sorry Hanin ". Fortunately bang Namu her husband mba Cinta immediately took the role of saving.

" He.he.he.he was tired of squirming. Not surprisingly, the punk is the same subject as the tiny one who putiiih ". Love immediately embraces Nania's shoulders. Like a brother treating his little sister. " Want you, you'll have a girl like this ".

" He said first, he wanted a man first", Namu chimed in.

" Two is also okay ".

" Seriously ? ". Namu looked at his wife, as if not enough, he took off the sunglasses he was wearing. Lack of confidence in the coordination between hearing and vision.

" He-eh", but Love nodded vigorously without letting go of her embrace from Nania. " There is already capital?, white man from his father ".

Of course, it was a cheering from Namu and Hanania.

" Don't start filling in . Success dong bang Namu ".

" Yes .. made in Indonesia German flavor nih .. haha.haha.. ". Namu chuckled back at Hanin's words, and made the girl's pair of eyes round.

" Mba Cinta .. congratulations yes", Hanin immediately gave a hug to the beautiful sister who had also been embracing her shoulder since then.

" Sstt .. Don't say it first. Want to surprise the candidates. The first to know the new prospective tantenya looh  ". With cheerful Love said it, so obvious the happiness that is now the ruler of the heart of the woman.

Nania, of course, was so flattered to hear all that. He also slowly stroked the stomach of the beautiful sister who was still very flat and so slender.

" Hi junior .. grow healthy yes, be kind to your mama. Greetings to Indonesia ".

" Yes aunty, greetings to my handsome om also ' right ".

Hanin laughed off as soon as Cinta answered him in the style of an adorable cute boy. But it was also to obscure the sound of his heart suddenly beating faster. Must be because 'the handsome om' of his baby mba Love and Bang Namu's. Hadeeeeh .....

" When do you want to go home ?. Haven't you been looking at your mother for too long ? ". This time the one who asked was Namu, feeling like an older brother who was searching for his longing. Even the man's gaze was similar to his reflection of the man who became his brother. This may be what it feels like to have a father or to have a sister, Hanin murmured in her heart.

" Mama Orlin must have missed you too. You can imagine his pleasure later when he could meet ".

" Go home beautiful adek, thankfully when your nephew is born later you are already in the homeland" and Love also chimed with enthusiasm. " The handsome mas bro' must also be very cool, can see his heart adoration .. he.he.he.. ".

Aren't they all too good for someone like her ?. Arsenio's extended family, which she had known since childhood, treated her, her mother and sister like family. Not just because of his father's debt to Mr. Mandala Aresenio. Because if you look back, you should have breached all that past debt with what his father did. But this distinguished family is indeed blessed with the blessings of simplicity and tenderness of heart. Cutting such a long distance was quiet his position and the position of Haidar the crown prince. Make her feel comfortable and accepted with true sincerity.

Even the dashing man had managed to make him turn away from the pain of his dark times. Restore her self-confidence that had evaporated, and make her smile again with sincere happiness. Not because the background of the man is so perfect, which is the dream of almost every woman. Not because of the near-perfect circumstances of the man named Haidar Mandala Wirayudha, whose full name he only remembered a few days ago. But how the man was so unpretentious since long ago, since the first time he knew her.

A kind older brother, who smiles kindly every time he welcomes her, who will secretly give her a handful of her favorite chocolate. An older brother who willingly wanted to be a groom when he was a child was dressed as a bride by Cinta and little Kirana.

" You said you wanted to be a bride, if with Nania. Come on !!! " .

Hanin Hanania smiled, vividly imagining how Kirana who was the same age as her dragged her sister to dantanin with tuxedo and side by side with her small self who was busy chewing chocolate chips. Little does not care about all that, the addictive sweet taste of chocolate makes it seem like he wants to do anything.

" I liked you a long time ago. Since childhood maybe, but only realized after you disappeared. I miss your bowl of godog noodles, or your churos con chocolate, but I miss your cheerful and passionate self. I miss the smile on your face ".

Stupid!!, Nania seemed to curse herself who suddenly smiled and also shed tears simultaneously, like a madman. But doesn't it make the line between sane and crazy so thin ?.

" Seek guidance to the Almighty, be wise ! trust your heart. Leave your whole life and death to the one and only Great Thing, think nothing of it, and you will see its true truth ".

Berliner bollen which is still in the form of dough has now become quite resistant, and Hanin also turned off the stirrer. Staring at the yeast and milk-scented dough with confidence, as sure as the decision he would make. With a single jolt, he jerked the lump of dough with a triumphant bright smile.

" Chef, you .. seems to have passed the difficult test of life ". Ammeer the young man from Turkey looked at his beloved chef with a look of wonder.

" You're right, I hope it's the right decision. You continue the rest yes, I'll meet inu boss first ". The pearl-white-skinned girl took off the apron she was wearing, and made a brown cloth with a strawberrry red sprinkling accent that landed right on the back of the chair. While he himself rushed past Ameer who was still dumbfounded not understanding with the attitude of his favorite beautiful chef impulse.

" All right, you !!! girl in love .. heeeem ". Ameer just shrugged her shoulders. Letting Nania who passed by in a bit of haste,

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Haidar was just about to get into a vehicle that was ready to mature was about to take him through the morning, when the figure of Raka who came approaching. Still with a slightly coiled face that is inversely proportional to his smile. A grin that is quite enough to make many girls willing to claw each other to be able to get the heart of the owner. Something that until now was poorly understood by Haidar about this cousin of his. What good is it to try from this one bad-tempered doctor?, as Haidar thought.

" Kangen huh ?. Or you can no longer smell the scent of iodine and his friends ", reply Raka to the greeting Haidar who immediately provakasi soul rangilnya. " I'm good, here I embrace. Enjoy the aroma and sensation..... ".

" Hiiiy, anyay lo'. No ! no!. the smell of jigong as well. Lum shower 'kan lo' ". Of course Haidar was convoluted, dodging quickly. While Raka who was not less alert also moved quickly to hug his beloved cousin.

Then there was a beautiful scene that was quite interesting in that morning. Where Haidar desperately makes distance with Raka who is also trying hard to keep giving her warm embrace. Raka's laughter broke while Haidar grumbled with his sour face.

" What's up ?. This makes a bad mood ". Haidar asked finally after being able to break free from Raka.

" Kangen elo, what else ". Still with half a laugh full of jokes Raka replied. But Haidar's pair of eyes that immediately glared perfectly, finally making Raka stop laughing.  " Okay, okay .. just ask, this afternoon there is no boss time ?. I need to talk to you for a while ".

" About ? ".

" My marriage ".

" What ?. Married lo' ? ".

" Marriage Dar. Marriage !. If the marriage is not going to say elo bro... ".

" Yes that's the point. Already sure?. When ? Concept ? ". And Haidar is now starting to look more aggressive than Raka just a moment ago.

" Coz of that, I need your advice bro ".

" Empire dzuhur, in place of grilled fish subscription. For me the portion of jumbo, whole young coconut ice, plus extra sambal, lalapnya do not need to use fried cabbage, leunca 'nya membanyakin and do not use long. Deal ?! ".

" O Allah 'Dar ... deal !!!!! ". Raka screeching in the end after a moment of pretending to stroke the chest.

" I got half-one there. All orders must be ready anyway ".

" Yes, yes. ntar' I added seven flowers for sajen lo' deh speakers. Menyan ? need it not ? ".

" Ha . ha. ha.. ". But Haidar answered him with a laugh. The young man hurriedly got into his car. " Koq does not call if only to make that promise ? ", Haidar asked as he poked his head from the window of the car he opened, just before passing.

" Eh dodol!!!. klo' hape elo active from last night ".

" Oh .. ups!!!. .. ha.ha.ha.. sorrrrryyyyyy.... ".

And Haidar laughed loosely as he began to drive forward the vehicle that took him by. Leaving behind a Raka who did not stop grumbling long. He just remembered, last night after performing the obligatory ritual every two days, especially if not calling his idol. Starting from late at night to almost an hour, spinning longs and seducing ayu girls across the continent there under the pretext of waking up, let's not be late for work, yaelah !!! . Finally he himself became too sleepy to just recharge his phone.

But it was the most enjoyable routine in the past month. How the bashful laughter of the girl across there sounded whenever she flirted. Also the way the girl drew and exhaled, she had already started memorizing it well. While lying down and imagining how sweet a plain face without makeup yet full of that dazzling beauty sparkle was. Beautiful things that make Haidar always laugh small alone, making the people around him to frown and stare with the corner of his eyes full of wonder. A man in love doesn't look adorable.

" Good morning Mas Haidar, wuuih... pgi-morning already smiling aja nih ?. Abis on the moon as it were ".  That greeting was from Mr. Sus, the middle-aged man who became his favorite opponent for the chess match, every time he came to his father's office since he was a boy first.

" Remek dong sir. Orchid of the month yes .. scented ". Haidar chuckled as he moved into his room which must have just been tidied up by Mr. Sus. " Oh yeah, his son is on the list in Yogya sir ? ".

" Yes, alhamdulilah has escaped even ". Mr. Sus's face looks sumringah. " But did not enter the faculty mas Haidar ".

" Loh?, why ? ".

But the middle-aged man just laughed while slightly sighing. But it did not take long, the face that began to not be able to hide the wrinkles was back to look bright and shining full of pride.

" Just enough pharmacy school, so his sister can also go to college. That's what he said ".

" Oh that's it. Congratulations sir, if so. Oh yes, later she wants to go to college, followed by her wishes where. My father is the same, yes. I have to say, don't let it ".

" Whoa, wah mas Haidar, I do not feel good. It has been helped too much by Mr. Mandala and family. Thank you very much ". Mr. Sus looks so proud and teary, while repeatedly bending his body.

" Young people who want to work hard, perform well and are kind like their children father, must have maximum support. Anyway, later the news sir ".

" Yes, yes .. surely this is Allah. Thank you very much, hopefully this good and handsome Haidar mas is quick to get a soul mate who is also equally good, worth it beautiful ".

" He.ha.ha... ", Haidar could not help but laugh. " Amil .. amiin. Already got a leak yes ".

" From two days ago mas Raka perplexity nyariin mas, he said he wanted to rembug the marriage. Already excited him, like a really cool ya can overtake Haidar ".

" Let's say, this time he won. Yuk ah sir ". Haidar waved at Mr. Sus before finally actually entering his room.

Mr. Sus full name Susmadi, seoarang clening service that has spent his youth until now has been middle-aged serving in the office of Ars Group. From a young man who is still innocent, but has a very pleasant nature, especially for Raka and Haidar little first, until now has become a father with two children who grew up. Haidar still remembers, he and Raka used to be willing how many fathers went home from school to the office of their parents to meet Sus mas. Just to collect the promise of a cool kite made by the young man. Then when they have to escape from a very boring gathering for the boys of course, their main goal is the chessboard mas Sus, of course.

Haidar smiled to himself reminiscing about so many beautiful stories from childhood to adolescence, Time rolled as if he ignored nothing, bulldozing everything without mercy. Look how the time has brought the Don Juan Raka in the end completely knee-jerk to an Ardelia, a friend so love. And he who is now in a state of confusion at the level of the gods also begs for a faster turning time, so that he can soon be reunited with half his soul which is now far beyond the oceans and continents.

How am I going to breathe while spelling your name ?

I don't seem to need to worry about it anymore

Because I've found your core is every piece of my blood