THE HEART PILLAR 3 KNIGHTS

The end of the season that I don't know if I loved you (5)

Just as Namu had said, the road to Incheon airport became more crowded than usual. Although it does not get stuck, it is quite time consuming as well.

" Where were you, brother? the blind are gone. Not with Alend ? ".

" No, he's still stuck in his room. There's something important I need to get done with ".

Love smiled and blushed, she felt very flowery. Namu again smiled warmly to find that Love was now looking at him with a very sweet tinge.

" Not angry with me anymore ? ", asked Namu then along with turning the car to the left towards Incheon.

" Who is angry ? ", the question sounds a little sniffy out of the lips of Love.

" I thought you were so angry at what I did last night that you didn't return my message ".

Love does not answer, it is just down.

" Have you really forgiven me ? ".

" I ...I soaked too long last night, and then went straight to sleep. Message my new brother read after breakfast earlier .. ", sergeant Cinta with a little nervous.

" oohs.... " . Only that came out of Namu's lips, after which he again concentrated on the streets that began to show the queue at the entrance.

Meanwhile, Love tries to take her eyes off. He recalled all the gentle touches that had suddenly become a demanding desire from Namu. He remembers well how his whole body could not resist even willingly fulfilling the demands of Namu's body. Luckily his heart was still able to control his common sense, which then kept him from doing too far. But to be honest, all night long all that closeness and warmth of touch made her dream very sweet and sweaty. Love is ashamed.

" Hey.you blushed again. Why ? ".

" Ah no... Just.... ".

" What's up ... say ". Namu was urgent and looked very curious. " There's something you'd want to tell me for sure. Why don't you just say it now ... ".

" I'm.. It's just that I still feel like I'm dreaming .... ".

" Oh yeah? a beautiful dream is surely Love ".

" Yes.and I'm afraid, when I wake up later... ".

Namu let out a long sigh, just then their car had entered the parking base. As if he did not pay attention to what the girl next to him presented, but Namu seemed to tighten his jaw like he was holding something that squeezed the heart, felt pain. Love can only wait.

" Do you think .... Our relationship will not be condoned ? ", ask Namu later. He approached Cinta and removed the girl's safety belt.

" I didn't expect that. But. I was so scared. We both grew up together as brothers.... ", Love hangs her words. He connected his ten fingers and twisted each other. The worry is no longer covered.

" That's my part. You just pray. I told you, didn't I ?. I will tell my papa mama everything .. and I will also come to ask you directly. With all the consequences .... I'm ready .. what about you ? ".

" Save a pounding feeling when I see you smile, miss you when we're far apart, and have gotten so used to depending on you. In fact, millions of times I tried to deceive myself, but... I always get hurt when other women come near you. Then when a miracle happens...You also have the same feeling as me.... Can I still think about the consequences that I have to bear ?. The scariest thing right now is ... if we are not together anymore ".

Namu was speechless, but he was gobsmacked with a speech without a polish. Plain, innocent and comes from the purity of feeling of a woman who loves unconditionally. Truly, this is an unspeakable gift. That feeling of haru and happiness even now made him tremble in a smile.

" Love ... ", that's all it can get out of her lips. While his pair of eyes now began to blur, but not by desire like last night but because of his haru and happiness.

" Sister.twenty minutes from my plane. Want to take me to the end? or just get here ? ".

The question awakens Namu from the happy feeling that nailed him. He smiled and then got out of the car, carrying Love's suitcase. Then the two men who were in the heat stepped together.

" Love .... ", Namu handed the girl's suitcase . This is the final frontier of the introduction, and Namu is seen clenching both of his hands. Then slowly put those two wide palms into his pants pocket . He smiled... but felt a little bitter, like holding something back.

Love stops and seems to wait. Until a while, he waited for Namu who was still smiling to look at him. Until heard the call from the airport microphone with English that said: Miss Aurora Kanaya Cinta Hanjani from Indonesia .........

" Brother .... ". Love can no longer wait, it slips into Namu's chest.

The man gasped, slowly he took out both hands and returned the embrace of this girl. ' I try to refrain from making you hurt again.threatened by the danger of my desire again ', he sis Namu in his heart.

" We'll meet again soon Love, go, wait for me at home ya ".

" Yes, brother, I am waiting for you and praying for us ".

Love sighed at Namu's body and kept him away a little, so that he could stare at the pair of charming bright brown eyes.

" I love you .. so much ". And Love also emboldened him, ignoring his pride. He slightly tiptoed and closed his eyes as he gently kissed the lips of the handsome man who had now become his soul mate. Some time he enjoyed the soft and warm lips, until again there was a cry calling his name from the loudspeaker.

" I'm leaving brother... ".

The last word made Namu realize that he was still on planet earth, but for a moment he felt he was already between the nebula and around the rings of Saturn. He smiled at Love who walked backwards while still looking at him.

" Yes Love ....I love you too. I will be gonna miss you ..... Love ".

Love smiled and immediately turned around, stepping in a bit hastily. But the steps are light. Several times he looked back and felt warm to find Namu still there, standing and waiting for him to disappear behind the departure gate. Eventually, he could no longer see the man. For the first time ... he felt it was very hard to part. This week will be heavier than it was years ago.

Namu, meanwhile, was still fixed motionless from his place, hoping he had Superman-like strength with his X-ray gaze so that he could see through the concrete wall. He blushed to himself while touching his lips which felt a little wet. Love kissed him, took the initiative instead of returning the kiss he had given first. Isn't this amazing?, Namu smiled again.

" Oh my God .. ", he flinched. When he felt his pants pocket, he realized something had been prepared. And he completely forgot, which meant he had to wait another week. Even though early in the morning he had awakened Mr.Choi and asked to be delivered to take this thing.

But now he forgot. And all because of the kiss of a goddess of love. Namu patted his own eel... stupid!!!, meaning to himself.

It's the end of that season

A time when you didn't know about your love

And I found a smile more beautiful than ever

Maybe because I don't have any more doubts

When we're together again, may I call you ... My love ?

................

While it was far away, thousands of kilometers of distance and vast ocean stretched, in a beautiful island nation that is currently headed by Love with its flight. It was just about to enter dusk, when a young man got a notification of an incoming message.

He smiled as he stroked the head of a child who came in his mother's arms. The little girl was no longer crying as she had just come. A bar of chocolate as a gift given to this little one turned out to be quite effective.

" What is his name ? ... "

" Risa doctor" answered her mother.

" Ah yes Risa. No more rain tomorrow. And always wash your hands with soap if you play, run out to the WC and if you eat .. let's not get a stomachache ".

" No, yes sir doctor", the mother replied representing her son who was still a little sobbing with the rest of her crying.

" Will Risa have some more chocolate ? ".

" I. yes, doctor", this time the little one replied.

" Four days to come here, but the cure has to run out ".

The little girl nodded while smiling excitedly. Even he took the time to wave his hand when he said goodbye to the doctor who gave him a chocolate bar.

The young doctor replied to her with a smile that implied satisfaction. But the notification of the incoming message he received back, made the look on his pretty handsome face turn very serious.

' Mr. Haidar, the patient. Wening (31 years) severe pre-eclampsia. Just had another seizure '.

The message made him dart quickly towards the equipment cabinet. Scooping Tools which are then inserted in a box-shaped bag with a layer like aluminum foil. His forehead wrinkled while re-examining the equipment that had entered it.

" Sterile gloves, Apron, Sterile gauze, Surgical Knife and Bisturi no. 10. curved mayo scissor, adson forcep.... Kocher Clamps, Allis Clamps. ahh .. Retractor Richardson .... ".

The handsome face with the grayish thick sideburn shaving marks looked annoyed and worried as well. But that re-entry message made him switch immediately. He quickly grabbed his luggage and walked out of the room.

The rain was not as intense as before, but still left the air and cold wind that blew quite strong. He saw the mother and the little boy he was examining just now still on the porch, seemingly waiting for the rain a little more friendly song.

" Loooh... Don't bring your umbrella ? ".

" Get me a doctor, but when we get home, we'll get wet. Wait a minute ".

" Ooh... Which house is mom next door ? ".

" There doc... ehm .. near the house of Mr. RW", the mother pointed in the first direction.

" Mr RW yes... with the health policy of the village next to where ? ".

" Oh that... still to the North again.not far, not ten minutes walk ".

" I see.. Then yes if so. Someone is going to give birth ".

" Surely doc. ", for a moment the mother's eyes seemed to shine. " No .. thank you doctor. Even so troublesome ", the mother refused subtly.

" Come on, Mom. Kan searah .. ya Risa, take a car doctor sir ".

" Yes ... ", the little boy looked excited and looked at his mother expectantly. " Yes mak Risa wants to take a car, doctor ".

Before long the Jeep vehicle had been traveling through the rain which seemed not to subside in the slightest. After several times through the road that began to look dark and uphill, they arrived at a house building with a spacious yard.

The mother and little girl came down and thanked me. And this man replied with a smile and a wave of his hand, before finally turning his vehicle into the courtyard. Before going out he grabbed his backpack and also a box bag containing all the equipment.

His jeans are gray, either because it has been so long or indeed that is the color. The black cotton shirt looks comfortable to wear. His face was slightly covered by the hat he was wearing. His steps were wide and light, making the backpack he was holding as if dancing.

Quickly the young man broke through the crowd in front of a building house. Then enter into a simple house that looks neat and clean. Some people inside seemed to welcome him with a look of relief full of hope.

" Doctor Haidar .. ", greet a young woman with a slight smile of relief on her pajamas face.

" How did mba... have you heard from the ambulance ship ? ".

" High wave docks, the weather is very unlikely to refer to a large hospital. Too risky .. Doctor see first his condition ".

Without waiting again, the man who was called the doctor Haidar was pushed in. In a fairly spacious room with two check beds where in one of them lies a woman who looks weak. While the infusion hose and DC were attached to his body, his eye light dimmed.

" The first initial dose is 4 gr, the second 6 gr.. once the seizure has been injected 4 g more..... hopefully not a seizure again ".

What is meant by young women who seem very dexterous is the administration of magnesium sulfate. Therapy used for pregnant women with pre-eclampsia or high tension. Dr. Haidar seriously examined this mother's heart rate. Then put on a smile.

" Still dizzy or nauseous ? ".

" Mboten sir doctor. Niki the grandpa ... ", while stroking his stomach, "It's no longer the herd. It was a date ...... ".

According to the mother, it seems to be a little soothing news, because she does not feel pain. But for a Haidar doctor who is now looking at each other with a stifled look at the woman who is the village midwife, it is an alarm sign of danger.

" Mba Isna ...."

" Yes doc.... ".

" Evacuation .."., ", the man spoke as if saying.

" Dock ready !!!!!! ".

And that evening under the rain that never subsided, even now followed by the roaring wind. The car drove back through the thick noble. Race against time, trying to cross the line like being tricking the god of death.

Doctor Haidar Mandala Wirayudha, gripped the steering wheel of his vehicle and drove it nimbly. It is like chasing after opportunities and chasing hope. Everyone has the right to live and be healthy longer, his determination resounding in his jaw-dropping seemingly without despair.

' Give me one more chance, my loving Lord .... be part of your destiny, save these two lives ....'