THE HEART PILLAR 3 KNIGHTS

A Promise (2)

I'm weary.......

Trying to make peace with the worry that rolls up the conscience

A simple restlessness cried out in a heart-pounding heartache

I really hate .......

If only I could kill you

I've pinned this dagger of rage .. right in your heart.

You know what ? because it was your heartbeat that destroyed me

I hate it so much ........

Can't you just wipe away like dust swept away by a storm ?

Do you ever understand ?

How I stumbled, fell, and stepped on to bandage this wound

For the sake of forgetting you

To learn to forgive you

But you came back like a nightmare haunting me

Should I really kill you

Or ....... I just die ??????

........................................ The Angry Dara

That afternoon had not yet begun to turn dusk when Haidar found the pensive Yulia staring at the horizon. Ayu's face full of tenderness that looks grim. He stared at the orange horizon with a blank look. While the cold sea breeze toyed with his hijab. In front of him, the waves were still rolling quite high. Yulia did not budge, she remained leaning on the door of her car. There was absolutely no cheerful light on his face.

" It's dusk soon, but the beauty seems like it's just something empty in your eyes ".

Yulia slightly gasped in shock, Haidar's sudden presence had retracted her consciousness. He smiled and shifted a little to give this man a place to lean together. Then I looked back at the sea.

" You know, I used to only see the sea once a year. After the feast of Eid, you will piggyback on me and my brother Rio to see the sea. At first when we were kids, my mom was there too. But then our two enlarged bodies made the mother quite happy to hear how the sea from the boisterousness of our story alone. Didn't expect it ? I can see the sea at any time ".

Yulia told me with a warmed up look, and Haidar smiled looking at her. This woman will always sparkle when telling about her family .

" The sea. Seemed calm but tempestuous, sometimes seen rampaging but conquered . And sometimes ... very beautiful ".

" I want to be like the sea .. ", as long as Yulia. Haidar glimpsed at him who did not take his eyes off the running waves. " He swallowed everything ..... everything .. without ever complaining, and then purified it again. If the human heart could be like that.....of course there would be no heartache and grudges huh ?".

" Is this still about Wisya ? ".

Yulia was silent, she kept staring at the open sea. His breathing sounded like he was releasing all the burdens.

" You already know, don't you?, tomorrow he'll be here for a visit with the higher-ups. I'm sure ... he shouldn't have come, but he's forcing a will with his connection. What do you want to try ? ".

" Of course to check on us. Aren't we already very famous as a SOP violator duet ? ", Haidar laughed at the end of his sentence. This time, Julia laughed.

" Are you a little ... afraid to see Wisya again ? ". Haidar asked carefully.

" Yes ... ".

" Why ? ".

Yulia straightened up, turning to look at Haidar with a fretful look. " I'm afraid I can't help myself ".

" How great is that'd your grudge against him? ... how did he hurt you ? until you become like this ".

" I am ... living from the rubble of destruction because of his deeds. I. ... is .... a new form of crystal fragment ".

" So .... All the gossip I heard was true ? ", Haidar said it without changing his expression.

" I don't understand which rumor it is. Isn't there a lot of gossip about me first", the sentence felt sore tore the feelings of the presenter, Yulia swallowed the bitterness back.

While Haidar was silent for a while, he hesitated to start a conversation again. Because this will hurt the woman next to him. Like a wound after an operation that re-infected, then he had to slash and reopen it. Clean the pus, give the medicine and then re-stitch it. Old wounds that reopen, of course, are more painful. But if not done reparation, it will certainly make the infection more exposed to the extent. Haidar turned his head to look at Yulia, he convinced himself to keep reparation of this woman's heart.

" I don't care about your closeness to Wisya. The girl who sold her body .. I'm sure, you're not that kind of woman ". Haidar shook his head slowly, in the end he had to say the sentence. Something felt very sickening and half-dead of being avoided. Haidar slowly looked back at Yulia, waiting for how the girl reacted.

" Ooh.... ironic is not ? ... and what if what you believe is wrong Haidar ? ". But Yulia smiled with a thick slice.

" It takes even greater things to change my view of you. To me... You are still a good person, a sincere one ..... ".

Yulia smiled again, this time the bitterness was not covered. Memories that had been trying to be rolled up and in his grave in silence, slowly began to appear on the surface. For sure it's time to confront, fight that fear by challenging bad memories. Tells a story about the darkest part of his life.

" Back .....".

" Yes..... ".

" Can you help me to keep it to myself .. only for you. about my dark story", Yulia turned and looked at Haidar's pair of eyes, a heartbreaking pleading gaze.

" As my faith in you, then you too can trust me. By Allah I promise Yulia ". Firmly Haidar said it, emanating also from the soft eye rays but promising a seriousness.

Then Yulia began the sad and hurtful story with a smile. The woman was soft-spoken, but her heart was in great conflict with the gray and painful past. He was doing healing for himself. By sharing your stories and feelings with someone you trust. And the story was flowing, sometimes slow rolling because it was racing with a circle of tears.

The story of how a girl struggles to achieve her dreams. Like other women, she began to feel the thump of heart when a glance of her eyes glared at her. Not only that, he also began crocheting dreams when the owner of the eagle's eyes began to give a smile to him when passing by.

It was raining heavily that day and dusk had begun to slip to meet the night. The girl was a young Yulia who was only nineteen years old, she waited fretfully in front of the biology laboratory. He did not carry an umbrella and did not want his books to get wet. But you have to go home immediately, or he is forced to pay more to pay a taxi or motorcycle taxi, because soon the public transportation to the place of the boarding has run out of hours of operation.

" Tin. tin. tin.". ", the sound of a car horn suddenly disperse his anxiety. But he became confused.

Not to mention that the confusion faded, it suddenly descended a young man who was quite familiar to him. He was blue-paddled, commenting on a friendly smile. Walk down to him.

" Why haven't you come home yet ? come with me ".

Yulia was silent, she could not believe what she saw and heard. This young man is Wisya Damara, one of the row of handsome students in his class. Something that never crossed his mind. Simply knowing the name of the young man alone, he had never thought or even wished for more.

Yulia came to her senses and the young man before her was real. But he was too shocked and confused, so to breathe he almost forgot how.

" Yulia.

" Yes. ah, no .. I'm not waiting for anyone. Just waiting for the rain to subside ", finally Yuliapun able to string the word.

" But this rain seems like it will be a long time, mind if I take you along ? ", and Wisya continued to review the smile while asking.

" I'm sorry .. thanks. Let me wait for the rain to stop. Sorry ... I don't want to trouble you ", reject Yulia.

" What if I force it ? ".

" Huh ?!!! ".

Not to mention that Yulia was aware from her shock, that wide hand had pulled her and made her come under one umbrella. Then the arm was slightly coiled on his shoulder and carried him walking towards the still-lit car.

The young man's smile convinced Yulia to get into the vehicle. Until it was realized when now the vehicle has been driven through the day that began the night. Together with the rain that never ended, the two young people opened the conversation. Although the virgin is more just answering the question, and it is limited to a few words. But that was the beginning of an event.

And the next day, Yulia who used to sit on the front bench during the lecture, waiting for the presence of Wisya. He only intended to return the young man's blue umbrella. Sayup heard the sound and the roar of laughter Wisya, surely he was walking towards this class with his noble genk .

Sure enough, from the corner of her eyes Yulia caught the presence of Wisya, Anggara, Sarah and also the beautiful German crossbreed, Anelis. Seen Wisya was too busy joking with her close friends, the young man did not even notice the situation in the classroom at all. The world of those noble children does not need anything anymore.

Just an umbrella, surely he will soon forget it. An object that was easy enough to buy dozens of them in a day. Finally Julie kept the thing back, like she kept a smile that was actually to laugh at herself. Nevermind Yulia.....

But sometimes the time and the destiny agree to write a story together. It began with the task of medical parasitology, which required students to memorize multicellular parasites, worms and arthropods. At that time they have to make and review various nematodes in the clustering of the pulmonary cycle, the good intestine during eggs, larvae to adulthood. Of course complete with the symptoms caused, organs attacked and drugs that must be given. Requires the students to join in a group of four members.

" Yulia Rahma, Aditya Sanusi, Mahendra, Wisya Damara.

Yulia could not protest the rules of her lecturer. The grouping was done randomly. And now she's a virgin in a den of thieves. Of the three men, he only knew one of them.

" Hey, you definitely don't know me. Adit. ", the sweet black youth extended his friendly hand. Yulia greeted him with a faint smile.

" Fortunate join the smartest.... Hendras. You have to remember my name ".

The second team in this group also looks friendly and good. It seemed like Yulia did not need to worry too much. That's when a hand touched his shoulder. Yulia immediately turned her head, and she found the eagle's eyes smiling.

" How is the mother of the group leader ? ", Widya said as she pulled the chair and shifted it closer to Yulia.

" I don't agree .. We haven't specified that. What if one of you just ", Yulia protested.

" Whatever, I'll just come.... ", Wisya looks cute.

In the end, the chairman was Wisya, Yulia became a secretary and two other young people were in charge of searching the literature needed. Then three days later, the four men intensely met and did their duty. Until finally the task was completed by producing a satisfied look at the four students.

" We have dinner together, I'm the treat" Wisya looks excited.

" Aseeeek... Come on, you're a hungry man", Hendra looks excited. " Come on Dit ", take her to Aditya.

" Shortly, this will have to be printed and bound first... tomorrow morning at first hour", Adit looks a little riled up.

" Soft file.leave it to me ", quickly sergeant Wisya.

" I've sent to email all of you .. please check ", suddenly Yulia stopped.

" Fix... let's eat first", Wisya looks sumringah.

Not long ago the four people appeared to have been in a fried rice stall of the pride of the students. But just after the four of them sat down and ordered food and drinks, Yulia said goodbye for a while. It turned out that he crossed into the shop across the street, to the computer rental place along with typing and binding. The girl's face was visible upon her return from there.

" It's done.. Our task is done, soon ", he said beamingly.

" Good job .... ", Aditya gave his two thumbs up.

" The most efficient group I've ever met" Hendra chimed in.

" Let's eat ... We celebrate our success today ", invite Wisya excitedly.

And three plates of special jumbo fried rice that also come to smell that tickles the sense of smell and has an impact on increasing hunger. Yulia smilingly looked at the three starving men who looked busy enjoying their dishes. While he was still waiting for his order.

" This is mba .. please ". Finally a plate of sauteed vegetables with pepper and garlic was also served. Slices of beef meatballs, chicken meat and a variety of mustard and fresh carrots and tomst it looks very tempting. Yulia slowly scooped up and enjoyed.

" Yulia, it turns out that this is a recipe so pinter ", as always Wisya suddenly. Yulia raised her face and found Wisya sitting in front of her smiling looking at her.

" Ih .. what the hell is ", and his cheeks meet red in shame. Such praise quite often stopped by her ears, but the same thing that this young man said turned out to be able to make Yulia blush in embarrassment, and there was a gentle tremor creeping in her heart.

" That's .. The Haidar, he's a pinter too. What did he eat ? ", between Aditya while busy chewing crackers and cause crisp crackling sounds in the ears.

" If he siiih.. study continues, until there is no time to talk to them ". And Hendra was greeted with laughter by two male friends, while Yulia just smiled a little.

It was almost ten o'clock in the evening when Wisya returned to take Yulia to her boarding houses. Like a few days ago, the girl did not talk much while in the car. Wisya deliberately played music, a Korean song with a soft tone.

" You know this song ? ", ask Wisya later.

" Lee Seung Gi ... Return " .

" Daebak ... it turns out the update is also yes this professor ", Wisya chuckles.

" So well-known.. tells about the first love of a teenager who then separated precisely when they realized about their respective feelings ".

" Waaah.

” Sunganmada nega tteoolla....

Joyonghi natge ullideon geu.

Bomeul darmeun haessal gatatdeon neoui.

Aju jageun gieokdeul jocha yeojeonhi seonmyeonghae ", and Yulia hummed softly followed by Wisya.

" The urine eodijjeum isseulkka?

Urineun haengbokhaetdeon geolkka?... that's the most touching ending .... when asking, where are you and are you happy ? ", Wisya seemed excited, until the song ended.