THE HEART PILLAR 3 KNIGHTS
We Should Talk (3)
On Saturday, Haidar was forced to go to the office. But he came to understand, if it turns out that many dedicated revisions still enter even half a day. And he also understood, if the canteen also turned out to remain open.
Opportunities are sometimes so difficult to find or create, but when luck approaches. Like this afternoon, when Haidar deliberately passed the canteen before descending to the parking base, found something that had always haunted his mind as a plan that was often delayed.
" Mba Narila... ".
" Hey......". The woman he was addressing looked at with a face.
" Laaah... This is Mas Haidar yes? .. argue old handsome doctor sir did not meet ya .. added handsome aja. It means mother... ".
" Loh .. did bu Firman say what ? ", asked Haidar full of more and more.
" Mom said .. he said several times he had seen you. But doubt.. yes .. is it not. do not dare to say hello first .. he said so handsome ".
" Ha. ha... ", Haidar. " Mba Narila can.... I should have been the younger one who went first".
" Beware yes ... don't stick to the name Gorila. kayak hobby who tuh .. si .. mas Raka ... delicious, because of him I changed my nickname ".
" Ha. ha. ha. ha. yes mba . that's Raka. He has a lot of treatment now .. is almost done specialist now. Maybe one more month ".
" Ooh. Uh. let's have lunch first. There is still Sop iga .. incidentally mother also fit here .. let's sit down ".
" Waaah..again my luck, can not push dong ".
" I'll be scared later if I refuse. Come ... please sit down first ".
Haidar excitedly followed immediately what was asked. He sat down comfortably and still continued the pleasant conversation with the very friendly beauty.
" Mister Mandala and Ms Orlin are healthy? .. miss me with him both ".
" Thank God .. healthy. When was the last time I met ya?.... a year ago ? ".
" It seems .. about five or four months ago also just met. But... if we are visiting home anyway.it seems like a long time ago .. maybe almost two Eid we do not visit. A lot has happened lately ... ".
The fragrant aroma of Iga soup poured out from a bowl carried by a canteen official. Narila paused the story, then helped Haidar open the various appendages presented in small stainless bowls. Tasty pickles, a serving of warm fried tempeh, fried onions and also challenging cayenne pepper.
" This is really Haidar... ".
It was then that present the figure of a middle-aged woman with her white beautiful face that exuded gentleness. Develop a smile that is so friendly.
" Mom Word.... Alhamdulillah ... I finally got to meet mom ".
Haidar got up from his seat and immediately greeted with a handshake and a kiss full of respect on the back of the mother's hand that looked happy smiling. Like meeting your own family after all this time.
" Mother was afraid of being mistaken. A few days ago also saw you with Mba Cinta. What is it... what is it?. Mother does not dare to say hello. Turns out it was you who ate rawon ... ".
" a ... Ms. Firman. means yes it has been too long I did not visit the canteen ".
" Mommy is aware of my son.so doctor, specialist doctor school.must be very busy. Eh... even so chat .. come on. let's eat first, later if it's cold not immediately ".
Haidar laughed then with a quick movement immediately memoplos various Iga soup accessories presented, of course still with a fun chat with Bu Firman and his eldest daughter, Narila Ken Arraya. The three people seemed to be enjoying the conversation that afternoon, especially Haidar who had been waiting for this opportunity for days.
" By the way ... How is Nania Bu? ". Finally the main question was conveyed shortly after Haidar's last mouthful.
" The eneng ... ah, he's in Germany now .... school chef ".
" Uhuk!! ", and Haidar coughed at the answer from Bu Firman.
" Get a scholarship .. hence he's 'keukuh keep going there ". This time Narila added.
" Oh yeah ? since when ? ", asked Haidar again.
" It's been .. a year and a half. Uh ... add yes. is still quite a lot ".
" Already ... already ... thank you very much mba. It's full of this... ". Haidar hurriedly refused as Narila got up to take in an extra portion.
" Wrap a few servings. For a long time we did not present the results of our kitchen ".
" Good Mom ... ".
" Waaah ... even so ngerepotin mother and Mba Narila nih... ".
" Eits. Wait yes ... ". With agile and pleasant gesture ban from Narila it made Haidar laugh. Of course because he couldn't refuse it.
" Now will work continue to follow the father ? ". Mother Word asked in a very subtle tone.
" Yes, but still can be a doctor. Papa is also not stiff ... ".
" Mr Mandala is a very strict and disciplined person. It feels like just yesterday I saw you in your high school uniform carrying a backpack and a stack of books. Then look at you who like you do not have time to just smile .. because you must always run hastily following your papa. It feels ... if it's someone else's child, it certainly won't be able to. Fortunately, you and Namu are the sons of Mr. Mandala, so they can ".
" Ha... ha... ha... Is that right?. Shhhhh..my father was a little cruel ". Haidar whispered with a special smile teasing him.
" For in order to educate heirs like you ".
" Well, I thought mom was on my side ".
Haidar's expression that showed disappointment made Rury or familiarly called Bu Firman to laugh. Then he touched the back of Haidar's hand and patted him slowly.
" Mas Namu, Mas Haidar and mba Kirana. Of course it will lead to extraordinary learning. Outsiders who only see the shell of your success. But what your papa-mama taught you is amazing. Able to make the heirs to the throne so polite and humble.it is the main capital to become a beloved leader ".
" Am .. Mom could have been. I became ge'er nih Bu ... ". Haidar felt his face warm up, and he even slightly blushed.
" There's proof. The son of a big boss still likes snacks in the canteen. would like to sit chatting also with his canteen mother .. ha. ha. ha. ha. ha... ".
" Habiiis ... his cuisine top markotop steady surantap siiih.... ".
" It was so exciting to talk" Narila came up with a big blue totebag. " Have you started talking 'eneng ? ".
" Not even. this.. mother is amazed by the same son Haidar and his family ".
" Yes, my nose is getting bigger, praised constantly. If Nania... until when is the plan in Germany ? ", asked Haidar later.
" If it's smooth .. later this year she's finished" Narila replied representing her mother.
" Coincidence ... I am also going to Germany next week. Can I have her address and phone number ? ".
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The whistle's whistling sound blurred the night apart along with the drizzle that began to fall enlarged. Delivering a man who is still breathing while wiping the remnants of water soaking his hair and face. When the train began to move slowly leaving behind a row of station lights that like running first left it, Raka began to lean her back slowly.
" You're in too much of a hurry to interpret your own feelings. It's just one-sided ... It's not love like you think ".
And Raka closed her eyes, while her lips still trembled. Not only because of the taste that was left behind from the results of his union with Ardelia a moment ago, but also the sense of crashing that drove him to the bottom of the cold trough.
What was that?, even though Ardelia did not reject her touch at all. The girl complied as she grabbed and drowned the pretty face in her chest. Raka really did not expect that from the lips that were swollen and slightly swollen due to the impulsive actions full of his feelings earlier, actually sliding such words.
And you're suddenly the stupidest person in the world. Raka froze, staring at the line of thin smiles that were too ordinary, without any vibration. Though the long and deep kiss he had just done .. he was very sure, this girl gave a reply. But what's next.I'm sorry, this girl's apologizing. Aaah ... What's wrong ?
" Go ... soon your train is leaving. See you soon ... ".
" Delia."., and Raka was only able to sizzle that name. He was too frustrated to be able to think about what steps he had to take. His heart was pounded too hard, thinking it was already above the wind. But the truth is, he slammed so hard.
So late that it stoned the taste in his chest. Raka closed her eyes feeling the body that began to carry away from the figure left behind there. His heart was completely torn to shreds by the cold gaze just now. No. .. This is not what he expected. And he had a wonderful dream about his hopes so early and last night, but tonight.
Does he really have to give up now ? ......
...And I'd give up forever to touch you ...
...'Cause I know that you feel me somehow ...
...You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be...
...And I don't want to go home right now...
...And all I can taste is this moment ...
...And all I can breathe is your life ...
...And sooner or later, it's over ...
...I just don't wanna miss you tonight...
...And I don't want the world to see me ...
...'Cause I don't think that they'd understand ...
... ...
...When everything's made to be broken ...
...I just want you to know who I am...
...And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming ...
...Or the moment of truth in your lies ...
...When everything feels like the movies ...
...Yeah, you bleed just to know, you're alive...
...And I don't want the world to see me ...
...'Cause I don't think that they'd understand ...
...When everything's made to be broken ...
...I just want you to know who I am...
...And I don't want the world to see me ...
...'Cause I don't think that they'd understand ...
...When everything's made to be broken ...
...I just want you to know who I am...
...And I don't want the world to see me ...
...'Cause I don't think that they'd understand ...
... ...
...When everything's made to be broken ...
...I just want you to know who I am...
...I just want you to know who I am ...
...I just want you to know who I am ...
...(.( IRIS - Goo Goo Dolls )...
And solitude is like throwing it at a very painful reality. Although he had fallen asleep for a moment just now with beauty when he was taken to the sky seven by the mighty Phoenix. But very cruelly, he stabbed the firebird right in the heart .. with his snow-cold dagger frozen. Then made them both fall and get hurt very painfully.
Ardelia stared blankly at the row of lights that made a long line, while the shrill sound of the car whistle was like a long howl of sadness. He was no longer able to stem drop by drop of tears that slid down. Intrigued in grief, the girl squeezed her own chest which felt extremely painful. Regret ? ... I don't know, all he understands now .. is pain, sadness and pain too deep.
Though earlier he felt a very warm feeling when his nape was held back with such a strong tenderness from Raka's palm. Men who deliberately perfect their positions so that they can cling to each other more tightly. A soothing fragrance from the body that also gives off warmth, especially when he feels branded with intoxicating warmth.
Doesn't he often dream about this. Fused together in the bubbling tenderness and tempest, feeling how sweet and domineering this firebird was leading him in the overflow of desire. But now when he really felt what had always been his own dream, suddenly the sadness was like a flood that extinguished embers. His heart was like being squeezed by the hand of an invisible snow phantom, pained, lara and full of pain.
When the pair of eyes looked at her with a warm gaze accompanied by an expanding smile, her heart was even more torn apart by lara. When the tip of the mighty fingers gently touched his lips that felt numb and swollen, he was actually unable to cover the warm waves that then danced like the braids of thousands of butterfly wings on his stomach. But the snow florets growing from his wounds whispered something very poignant .. 'realize Ardelia'.
He immediately turned his face when the man approached. Irrespective of the warmth of the lips that are still warm and moist it is still able to land perfectly on his cheek. And the breath that felt a little hot was now stroking his nape.
Ardelia still clutched her own chest with sobs that began to unstoppably sound her voice. Like accompanying the departure of a night train that roared its iron wheels haughtily. It hurts so much .... why is it like this. I really don't want it this way ...I hate .. I miss. I'm afraid of losing you.... but I'm not worthy of you. And Ardelia wept for the pain and longing that rolled her conscience.
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When you don't want him to get hurt, then you hold the noise with a smile.
Verily at that time, your heart has sown a sincere feeling.
If you prefer to pass so that he can go, pursue his dream.
That's when you have crowned him as the owner of the throne in your heart.
That love .......
Makes her happy, makes her smile, keeps her alive, makes her valuable
Without ever looking at your own languishing heart
That love .......
As long as he knew he was there, laughing in a peaceful and desperate shade
No matter how the heart breaks
Because love is ... make you understand, live to love.
