THE HEART PILLAR 3 KNIGHTS

How about Jealousy (4)

It was fun to come to this place on Saturday afternoon. Although this is not classified as a luxury restaurant, even her Nania invited her to sit on the outside. The reason is so that you can enjoy the atmosphere that began to wind cold. Haidar laughed at the girl's teeth starting to curse from the cold. But still remain steadfast to sit on the bench outside the restaurant. Until finally Haidar forcefully pulled him with a friendly, clad with the exit of their winning number on the monitor screen.

El Reda Restaurant serves a variety of Pakistani, Lebanese, Persian and Iranian dishes alongside a variety of other Mediterranean dishes. Carry the concept of canteen, so that customers can freely order and then take their own food, and then, After the order queue number they appear accompanied by a distinctive tone of the monitor screen which is also installed on the outside of the restaurant.

" We moved inside yeah ". Said Haidar with laughter still adorning his face, as they picked up the order food that had already been prepared.

" O good sir", the servant smiled kindly. " Please two rice with roasted beef youghurt, a plate of vegetables and a special one today ... Abgoosht "'s ".

Haidar was wide in disbelief when he saw the food coming at them. This time Hanin who turned to laugh while moving agilely ahead of Haidar who was still lying low. The girl simply grabbed a plate of vegetables and a plate of rice with a smaller portion. Intentionally let Haidar bring the rest.

" I'm not actually hungry .. but there is a mas, which can definitely spend all the large portions here" Hanin said as soon as they placed themselves in the chair right beside the window.

" Heeem ". Haidar seemed to be grumbling a little, but the glint of eyes with a whim full of pleasure when looking at the dish, did not seem to be in rhythm. The young man had even been seen gulping down spit many times as tempted by the deliciousness that awaited him.

" Eh .. what is this ? ... like red soup", asked Haidar again,

" Oh this. abgoosht, a traditional Iranian soup made with lamb, chickpeas, white beans, onions, potatoes, tomatoes  ".

" Waaah.. Let's eat ". Haidar glee.

And Haidar did not wait any longer. The young man greedily scooped the abgoosht alternately with beef rice with a pleasant aroma of spices. While Hanin was still with her sweet smile, choosing first to enjoy a fresh batch of green vegetables with a refreshing light salad dressing.

" Like the gym ? ", Haidar asked in between his mouth answered with a sluggish head.

" It used to be. I've been to such a place several times. Invited ...... friend ".

Haidar clearly heard a slightly discordant tone on the last word. His pair of eyes also caught the change in emotion that was lying on the face as white as a pearl. Her Nania now seems to be hiding uneasily.

" There are bad memories with that place?, or with friends.". ", Haidar deliberately puts emphasis. ".... a friend who invites you to fitness ".

Hanin smiled slightly and continued to chew savory basmanti rice rice with slices of youghurt-flavored beef and savory spices from his plate. Occasionally interspersed with crispy green rocket leaves. But then he looked at Haidar.

" A little. That place made me .. remembered all the lies that had been done to me .. ", Hanin finally said.

The girl decided to try, as her psychiatrist suggested. ' Try making peace by daring to face it head-on, and also telling the people you trust '. And he very impusively decided to try to tell Haidar. at any risk, but at least .. he would be more free to tell this man according to his point of view. Without the gaze of judgment or mercy as it has been accepted all along. Yep....  Hanin had already taken one bold step. Now or never !!!!!!.

" In that place .. I am a fool, do not know if it is being a laughing stock of men who like men. It turns out that in that place ... I. is being judged .. whether it is appropriate to be a female ".

Haidar stuck, the esophagus that was filled with pleasure, suddenly became like a long and narrow dark passage. He hurriedly took a glass of water and drank it slowly. Then he looked back at Nania - her who was staring far away, as if she was exploring a past path.

" Dave... and his friend ... who unfortunately is Leisel's father .. who unfortunately was the one who made Selma what she is today. Them .... ".

" Already... already ! ". Haidar hastily touched Hanin's fingers and stopped all the distressing memories from slipping from lips as red as a blossoming sakura which now seemed to start to tremble a little.

" mas ... do I .. have to forgive him?. ... do they ? ".

" Of course not. But ..... ".

Hanin raised his head slightly, staring straight into Haidar's eyes while waiting for the man to continue his paused sentence.

" You have the right not to forgive them, but. Said a beautiful woman in my life ... Forgiveness is the most efficacious remedy for wounds. Maybe you can't forget, but by forgiving, you can at least make peace with the grudges in your heart. But ... If it was me, it might also be unusual to forgive ".

Haidar, as soon as he finished saying at length, immediately went back to enjoying the dishes that were in front of him. Making Hanin chuckle, but then also do the same thing back.

" I will try to forgive him .. ", said the girl later.

" Do it to help yourself, not because of him. You need to make peace with your past. So says ... ".

" The beautiful woman in your life ?. Ha.ha.ha.ha..he will be angry and misunderstood if you see us who are often together like this ". Now Hanin who laughs with a slightly cheerful face but it makes Haidar stop chewing.

" Hem ... Why ? ". Ask Haidar. " The beautiful woman is mamah koq .. misunderstand also biarin, Most ordered hunted ngelamar you  ".

" Uhuk.. uhuk... uhuk. " Oh ... auntie - uh .mrs Orlin. Kirain ... her boyfriend mas ". Hanin laughed, sounding crisp and slightly misbehaving.

" Why ? ... would you like me to apply ? ".

" Nhgacu ah ... ".

" Seriously Na' .. want yes .. I apply, we marry ". Wink .. wink. and Haidar also make the most ridiculous blink ever. " Madah seneng terribly. Aiih... mama's son, from Germany directly dapet wife ... ".

" Pfffffft. hi. hi. hi.hi. ngaco ah sir doctor nih ". Hanin could not help but laugh. " Don't make a love comedy in front of a girl .. what else on a Saturday afternoon ".

" Why indeed ? ".

" Gariiiiing ... abaaang ".

" he..ha.ha... ". Haidar's laughter also broke out in conjunction with the cheerful naughtiness of Hanin who adorned the pearl-white face.

Laugh like that, you look so pretty with all that and I mean it. Surely you don't beat my heart that starts racing. You must not have seen the cold sweat that began to drench my palms. But at the very least, you're not sad anymore Nania - me.

" Mba Sa' has asked you to stay, hasn't he ? ".

" Yes, and I agreed. Come home, then ? ".

" Hem. Could have chopped that hot couple if I hadn't come. Oh yeah, you remember Raka ? ".

Hanin seemed to think for a moment. " His sister is in love ? ".

" Yup ".

" Why is he ? ", ask Hanin again

" He is also soon to be married ".

" Oh .. hah.. heiii.. is tomorrow's wedding a double ? ".

" No..... Raka and Delia are getting married after Love and Namu's sister. But maybe I can't attend Raka's diacaranaya ".

" Why not double all of you ? . The wedding ceremony .... ".

" You should understand how mothers who have daughters .. especially those who are almost late to marriage .... would you be .. if it is preceded by his younger brother  ?. Although maybe ... mba Love is not like that. But aunt Hana is clear ...... ". Haidar chose to hang his words. But Hanin understood enough, evidently he nodded in understanding.

" Titip my two nieces yes... love him as much as I love you.he.he.. ".

" Well right here ... wait for brother to come home, baby... do you want the moon or stars for souvenirs later ? ".

" Hua. ha.ha.ha..... haluuuuu ". Make Hanin widened. do not take the property of the world that is intended for all the people ... can be cursed to be the prince of frogs later ".

" Casual.there's an orchid princess this month ".

" Oh yeah...... ", Hanin spins both balls of her mut with a very adorable sweet expression. "who ? .. know dong .... ".

Of course it's you, a girl like a beautiful fairy who makes moon orchids bloom. The princess who disappeared, and I finally rediscovered .. was crying, do you really not know ?. 

" Ha.ha.ha.ha..ha... ". But Haidar said, he made it all like a joking joke. Although at the bottom of his heart there is a thrashing, writhing , urgent want to go out.. but keen mind will how the attitude of the young woman in front of him this.

Hanin Hannia was still laughing as she continued to tease Haidar, as her mobile phone called for attention. With the rest of the smile the girl saw a message coming in. But then his forehead wrinkled, and his facial expression turned very serious.

" What's up ? ", Haidar was no less curious.

" From the hospital where Selma was treated ... notification, payment. Hey... is .. maybe Selma's parents did. I told you, let me just ".

Haidar noticed how sweet the girl was as she spoke to herself. Slowly, maybe just feeling ... This Nania looks more and more cheerful day by day. It's getting better of course, after all the pain this girl is going through. It was time for the cheer that used to be inherent in his memory of Hanin Hanania to return properly. May this all be a good start for this beautiful one, and of course for a relationship that is slowly being built.

" How about we go to the hospital after this.?. All ensured .. ". One blink of an eye was given Haidar with the intention of convincing Hanin.

" Eh... mas, not looking for me an enemy right ? ". But ... presented Hanin precisely the thing that makes Haidar frown, folded, confused.

" It's Sunday night mas ... last week's night will have ushered me home. Could-can people on the wrong thought loh .. could-could soon form a line of obstacles Nania .. ".

" Huh ? what is that ? ".

"  One.. uh. one of the three ding' candidates is heading here ". This time Hanin whispered a little while glancing in one direction.   " Eeeitts.. don't look .. just wait... ".

" What the hell" Haidarr screeched.

" Hey .. can I join ? ".

" From Southeast Asia, right?. we are from Indonesia ".

" You guys are from there too, right ?. Philippine' .. or Thailand ? ".

Hanin held back a smile as if he was calling for her pleasure, but not with Haidar who was a little careless about the situation. The young man was clearly disturbed. But Hanin looked so excited.

" We are also from Indo" Hanin replied cheerfully. Of course, immediately reply to the joy of the three girls who came to approach earlier.

" Wow... How long have you been here ? ".

" Oh yeah.. This is your sister ? ".

" Introduce .... ". Suddenly Haidar took over the lead role. He reached out politely and slightly wrapped his charming face with a deadly grin. Making the three young girls who approached it instantly melted like butter on a frying pan exposed to the heat of the stove.

" Ah . yes. I am Diva ".

" Sarah.. "

" Lana .. We're from HUB ". HUB is the Humboldt University Of Berlin, one of the oldest universities in Germany that has a percentage of foreign students around ten percent, a fairly high number.

" Haidar .. and she's Nania. My boyfriend, introduce ".

' What ?!!!!'. Hanin glared, but then hurriedly smiled after getting a fierce gaze from Haidar. The man took out his mainstay stance, intimidating by raising one dense eyebrow like an eagle hovering in the sky.

" Oh .. I'm sorry. I thought you two were sisters ".

" We were just a friend of my sister's, and I fell in love. Oha yes . Nice to meet you ladies.

One danger had just been removed, and Haidar smiled quite satisfied. It is true what Keanu said, sometimes women are the most powerful protectors for the effects of a spilled charm. Haidar again smiled wryly, but not with Hanin pouting.

" When have we been dating ? ", the girl grumbled while wearing the helmet Hiadar had just given her.

" Since now? ... want to ? ". Hiadar smiled nosily while looking at her for a moment to make sure that the beautiful girl was ready in the arms.

" Ish!!. . delusions and obsessions that reach chronic levels ". Hanin was still pouting when he finished placing himself sweetly in the splotch. " Come ".

" Where is the princess going ?. So to the hospital ? ", Haidar did not care about pursing Hanin's lips, instead he was preoccupied with teasing the girl.

" The end of the rainbow ".

" Sheap !!!!!!! uh ... where is it ? ", Haidar pretends to be surprised, but he smiles knots.

" The Ambassador's house, I'd like to see Arya's mom ".

" Oh .. is that the fairy godmother of the golden pot collecting rabbit ? ", said Haidar is still in fairy tale mode.

" Ihh. 'had been his joke' to hunt this night ".

" He. he. he. siaaap ".

There was not a pair of tiny arms encircling the pinges, as Haidar had dreamed. The girl behind him was only holding the side of the clothes he was wearing. But the young man was no less resourceful, a beautiful maneuver he made, making the girl stuck on his back. And give one to her to reach for the fingers slowly.

" Close grip .. ', Haidar pinta in a flat voice as she grabbed Hanin's hand. Making those tiny hands intertwine and encircle her waist. Yes!!. the young man cheered in his heart.

Invisible tendrils suddenly crawled over Hanin's cheeks, making a warm tinge on the white face that seemed to start paling because of the cold twilight breeze. This back is so wide and sturdy, in contrast to the one a dozen years ago, but the warm attitude of this man is the same as before. Not changed at all.

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" If you want .. just take Hiadar's brother. he's naughty. like to bother me. I'm quite Namu's brother ".

" Is Rana really?. but Brother Haidar it... It is good if the same me ".

" Yes .. Maybe you're better suited to be his sister. I am Brother Namu only .. Brother Raka and brother Haidar. for you only ".

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He's always as good as he used to be, not changed. Still a sweet and warm brother who always likes to tease his little sister. Does not change at all. This man ... is just an older brother who loves his little sister very much. Look at you Nania ... You are her sweet sister. This warm feeling in your heart, isn't it the same as it was years ago?, when she always grabbed your fingers and guided your steps.