THE HEART PILLAR 3 KNIGHTS

THE HEART PILLAR 3 KNIGHTS
Stringing the Feeling of Bridging Love (3)



The room was like a display case for the roses neatly arranged. The rows are quite long, from which only one, two stalks, then into dozens and dozens. Hanin looked back at her one by one, touching her slowly and reading every message along with the red florets.


I miss your fresh scent


which reminds me to go home.


I can never forget either


Glow your holy white petal swing.


Even your laughter never stops.


When I close my eyes.....


Then I feel you getting stronger pulling me in delusion.


All the time, I painted you beautifully with long brush strokes.


During that time I prayed so I could look back at you.


Orchid of the Moon in the jungle of my heart ......


(I wrote about the longing when I first arrived at this place. While thinking about how to meet you. In 27 days of reaching for your love)


The beautiful one who lends the sunshine with a soft sheen bias.


Walking split the crowd with her small legs, like a light-jumping princess of the east wind.


When she smiled, it was as if the world was happy.


The shining princess with a light that sniffled slowly,


touching the heart of someone who is now pensive in disbelief.


I am a man who can only stand still.


Silenced by his own shock.


Or the time and the space that has not given him a chance.


When my hesitant hand began to stretch.


" Annan .... Hananja ..... ",A,


And a pair of my dark eyes became sad.


A pair of my hands clenched tightly, dampening the raging feeling.


I wanted to run after .. but the earth nailed me to an incomprehensible pain.


Just take a deep breath and breathe it out slowly.


I am the man who was struck with his disappointment


(My misunderstanding of the tears you shed. I thought I lost you. In 28 days of reaching for your love )


" I'm leaving yeah ... don't cry anymore. If anyone bothers you again. I'll beat him up ".  That heavy and distinctive voice still gnashed warmly filled his eardrums. That was the first time the sender of hundreds of flowers gives a warm embrace that is very melenakan.


And from that day on, his life that had been wallowed in darkness and sadness began to change slowly. Like there was a clattering sound of bells that accompanied the breeze of pleasant fragrant wind. He began to look forward to Friday afternoon. Waiting for the train from Heidelbergh carrying the pleasant comfortable figure.


" You stole my first kiss !!! ". And Hanin covered her face with both palms, bergidig in embarrassment, remembering how she let out a small scream back then. And he, the dashing guy actually looks very happy staring and holding both shoulders.


Hanin shook his head repeatedly, hoping that all the shadows would disappear like a torn image on calm water by touch. But it's useless.it seems like every neuron in his body has remembered that memory perfectly.


" I'll be your husband ". And those beautiful eyes held him in a softness of melancholy.


" It's delicious!!. Why did you decide my life. Who are you, anyway ? ". Hanin laughed, precisely laughing at himself who screamed like that, but without breaking away from Haidar. You stupid !!!!


" I luve you .. so much. Will you marry me ? ".


" Yeah....... I must be entertaining me .. I hate it. You always have been so ".


" Because I've loved you a long time. You think ..... What is Dave' I boxing ?. Then first ... why do I always enjoy Friday and Saturday afternoon in the office cafeteria ?.  Consider me .. to be your husband. Give me a chance to make you fall in love ... ".


And since that day ..... has been through twenty-nine days without hearing the typical heavy sound and always managed to make his heart warm up instantly.


' You !!!! stupid .... how could you think it was enough to just send the flowers ?!. Though you want my heart,mas .. but you didn't call me. You think I'm a cute girl what?... just wear a flower delivery every day. Cih'.


Hanin threw himself on the sofa of this sad room. Suddenly he heard a knock at the front door.


" Yes" he exclaimed.


" This is us Hanin ". There was a soft voice from out there. He knew enough of that voice. Gee whiz.....


" Mba Love, my goodness ... ".


He immediately jumped up from his seat, darted quickly and opened the door. There were two faces in front of him now. Namu and Love stood with a smile.


" Ta Da.. surprie.the 29th rose", Love thrusts the big flower right in front of her. " Included an apology from the prince who is kasmaran, because he will not be able to come on time. Still sibyuuuk in Indo ".


" Ah imaksih, let's go in first mba, mas ".


" I'm sorry Nania .. It looks like we should reject it. There's a dinner appointment with her brother's colleague, tonight ".


" Yeah ... ", Hanin was disappointed.


" In return, tomorrow night you will be a special invitation for us. Come yes ... ". This time Namu who gave a very elegant invitation black with golden printing and smelled fragrant and soft.


" You must come yes", Love smiled but affirmed his request. " You're a special guest, don't go alone. Someone's gonna pick you up later. Eits.. can't refuse ".


Not to mention Hanin expressed his surprise and also his objections, suddenly Love had reached out a gray box with a purple ribbon as a decoration.


" It must be used yes .. let uniform, let twin with others yes ".


" Okey Nania ?. Now we say yes first ", continued Namu quickly.


Hanin was still speechless, as he was completely confused. Love hugged her tightly while whispering the words that made her even more swayed by the wind of confusion.


Hanin was still silent as he waved with an empty eye, while the two lovebirds of Love and Namu had already disappeared with their vehicles. He felt himself standing among the stars and swimming in a sea of cosmic dust in Saturn's rings. Feel very .. I don't know.


' Mad!!!, is it so hard to just call me. You are willing to fight from Indonesia to find me, train every Friday afternoon and Sunday morning, never lost also because of our first kiss. Then .... You just disappeared. Going home to Indo is no surprise, no call at all. Mas Haidar... You are evil !!!!!!. You tortured me ..... '.


And the girl turned around quickly, with a disheveled and irritated face. Kicking an innocent flower pot in front of the security room door.


" Auch ... ", Hanin grimaced in pain.


" Why Hanin ?. You stumble ", a friendly face poking out of the room and watching him who is hissing in pain.


" Yes, but it's okay, sir, I'm fine. Good night ... ". And he waved his hand while trying to smile sweetly at the guard father. But his heart grumbled for a long time.


' I hate you, mom!!!!!. You tortured me .. I miss you '


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Haidar kissed the back of the woman's hand with reverence, while she got a caress in her dense hair. Tonight, he deliberately visited Bu Firman at the woman's residence. A fragrant house with a delicious sweet fragrance, typical of cakes that are baked.


" You'd better ask for the blessing of Ms. Firman, if Nania rejects you at least her mother approves. There's gotta be another way for you ".


And here she is now, following the advice of Orlin's beautiful and kind mother. One blessing from heaven in the world has been received, now he hopes for one more blessing. At the house of the Firmansyah family, where not only the mother of the beautiful was welcoming him, but also Narila's sister who welcomed him.


" Waaah... seriously ?. I'm not dreaming, am I ? ". Narila a few hours ago still gaped in disbelief. When Haidar told me everything that happened between him and Hanin Hanania.


" But you know the story he told David ? ".


" It turns out you already know 'mba ?. I think Na' is red from you and mom ".


" He kept it a secret from us. But I managed to find out the real reason. You know .. seoarang his best friend told me all. I decided to pretend not to know. Because I understand that boy well ".


" We had a fist fight ..I'm with David ".


" Oh yeah ?. Why don't you just kill them all ". Narila's eyes glittered. " Eh don't ding .. later even Na' lost you too. A beautiful revenge is success. Success gets a lot of good .. like you for example ".


" Ha.ha.ha.ha.ha." and he could not help but laugh at all that this beautiful sister said.


" But I know enough that Na' and Dave aren't together. Else no!!, okay brother ?".


" Siaaap sister ....".


Bu Firman or who was also called by Miss Rury, was seen smiling happily while holding the hand of the very towering young man. Makes him have to look up a little while they are still talking while walking.


" Sit down, son, you're so tall. Here near mommy ".


Haidar obeyed, sitting comfortably next to the candidate.


" You first came to this house, you asked for barter. Asking for a tailor, Kirana, who was only two weeks old, was exchanged with Nania, who was almost three months old. He said because it is whiter and can already sound .. ha.ha.ha.ha ".


" Yes 'does it ?. Means it has fascinated me since the baby yes, mother ".


" Maybe .. ah, Narila told me a little bit. Mom ... It's like a moon fall boy ".


" But the beauty has not accepted me, mother. That's why I came here to ask my mother for her blessing. May this intention of mine, to bind our hearts in a holy marriage, be fulfilled. May Nania, accept my love, ma'am. I ask your blessing ".


" If this is an official proposal, the mother's answer must be 'yes'. But you're still patiently waiting for the boy to open his heart for you, aren't you ?".


Haidar nodded, assuring. Of course, with a big smile.


" Mom's message, don't give up easily. If at a later time he can not accept you.. persevere with your sincerity as patient as water droplets on the ceiling of the cave, forming a strong stalactite cluster. Segigih sea water that caressed the coral until eroded. You know, kid, that woman is a rib that's stuck in you. He's fragile too, so you have to take care of him. You may seem like you're losing, but really, when you beat her by crowning her victory, that's when the woman made you king in her heart ".


**That love ......... **


Thin border with hate


Sometimes the two even join together


Like intentionally messing with the heart


That love .......


There is no mathematics that can calculate the percentage probability


No physics can determine the direction of its momentum


No chemical can stop its reaction rate


That love ....


Sometimes time can make a wrong estimate


***Because of love .. he breathes with his own life  ***


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Twenty-nine roses on the twenty-ninth day


The Narindu


It's no exaggeration to call you that


Because my heart keeps calling out your name


Maybe I'm far across the continent


Where the great ocean also makes a distance for us


But your smile never leaves my eyes


Stay the one I miss 


Even if there is a time when it will dock


I wish I was the champion


The Nararindu I was waiting for