THE HEART PILLAR 3 KNIGHTS

What about Jealousy ?

In the end, all realized one thing that was slowly developing into something like a flower bud that was starting to crack. Haidar's happy face was completely unobscured, and the man also made absolutely no attempt to hide or cover it up . Fragrant happy feeling that the man really out with the air around him, so that other people can smell it.

" Assalamualaikum .. ", greet Haidar when entering the living room of his cousin's house.

" Wa'alaikumsalam" Sabina and Arya answered simultaneously.

" It must have been dinner" guessed Sabina, who was answered with a grin meaning 'yes' by Haidar.

" Same with Nania ... Hanin ", Haidar continued later.

" and ... ".

" Yes mas ".

" Can sit for a while, someone wants to ask ".

Haidar moved closer and sat at the end of the sofa while putting the backpack he was carrying.

" There are already plans to go home to Indo...you can't possibly miss the wedding of Love and your brother right? ". Arya immediately asked seriously as soon as Haidar sat down and leaned back.

" It's a mas. I still go home, at least can come wait until the hijab-kabul. If the reception .. may pass. The new office can't stay long ".

" You came home .. um, you took Hanin home too?", continued Sabina.

" I took her home .. but she couldn't seem to. And again .. I'm not long either. Home Thursday, Saturday night has left again ".

" In that case .. let it be Saturday to Monday , Hanin stays here. Rama and Celia can't come, they have an event at the school that can't be left behind" Sabina said again .

" Oh ".

" Why ? .. do you regret, or envy your two nieces ? ". Obviously this is a trick question. Look at Sabina and her smiling husband.

" How has your relationship developed ? ". And Arya was to the point.

" Slowly ngapa' mas. let me be content to tempt him ", protested Sabina.

Haidar chuckled as he shook his head. Facing the pair of dubes who originally gokil abis. The karma had already begun to approach him.

" It is also only one month .. there have not been five-six new times met. Too far to build a relationship ". Haidar means certainly a love relationship. " Kentara really is it... This loving ray of my eyes ? "

　

" Helmes ... ", Sabina sneered.

" Every weekend you go home, then all day disappear. Some of my staff .. saw you, in the hospital, in the supermarket... also ..in the cafe where Hanin works ". Arya is after Haidar.

" We don't ban you, it's your right and you're an adult. Our message is only one .. don't play with the heart that has just fused it. Yes ", Sabina chimed in while looking at her cousin's sister with an earnest look.

" Hanin. I'm still out of the fence .. still trying to get his attention. She .... only accepted me as a sister ".

" Oh yeah? but you look so happy, like a young man in the kasmaran "

" I am indeed kasmaran mba .. but not with Hanin, he still sees me as big brother ".

" Not no, Dar. You just need to be patient and show sincerity, that's all ". This time, Arya added.

" Heeem ". Sabina elbowed her husband's waist slowly.

" Loh .. yes dong, useful knowledge that must be shared. In fact.. I succeeded 'kan dapetin young lady of the Arsenio family. No need to bring a big company. Just bring a small attention wrapped in sincerity... directly berkinthil-kinthil .. he. he...he... ".

" Waah .. I'll be a private lesson ya mas ", Haidar joking with passion. " There's more to talk about? .. If I don't want to take a shower, keep taking a break ".

" I forgot to. Please say Hanin. That was ... I'll call him. But you are direct, yes... let there be a reason for the meeting, right ? ".

" Ha.ha.ha ... I like it. Siiiap mba .. what the hell is not for my dear mba ".

Sabina only sneered which was greeted by an explosion of laughter by Haidar. The man then took his leave and immediately ran down the stairs and placed himself comfortably under the warm water, as soon as he entered the room. Refresh and recharge, preparing the beautiful story that will be carved tomorrow.

Meanwhile, under the same shade of the sky, in the stretch of the horizon that began to blacken because the sun was already blocked. Hanania Hanania had just brewed hot chocolate for herself. While drying his hair that looks dangling until it passes through the shoulder. He grabbed a book with a colkat cover with a sweet leaf print pattern. Open sheet by sheet slowly, observing one by one hand strokes and then smiling by yourself.

The cover of the book is written .... 'DREAM'S'. Who had accompanied him almost half his age, or almost two. Being the media of all the delusions in his dreams, at least there will be no one who laughs at him while he is revealing everything he dreamed so much. Including him writing a word on the first page of the book ... 'Father'

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It would be great to have a father like any other friend. If it rains someone picks you up after school. Selfi said, I can have a father if my mother marries again. But Bayu said, his name is stepfather, and usually evil, because he will only love your mother.

Hanin smiled and reopened the page, page by page. Reading at a glance, but sometimes also reading it attentively. As if absorbing information of his feelings while writing all those things.

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Said mother, father and mother Mandala can think of them like my own father and mother. But mother said again, I should not be too indulgent to them. But Kirana and sister Cinta are very kind, not like the fierce tea Kingdom.....

......... but I love tea Raya. Having an older brother like Kirana must be fun. One big brother is enough for me. The one like Brother Namu can, the one like Brother Haidar can too. Oh yes, if Namu's brother is too quiet, Brother Haidar is more funny. But both equally. If I had two brothers like that, I might not want another father.

This time he passed through several pages quickly, until he was glued to a photo. A little girl with one middle tooth that was dated, seemed to be smiling widely. While in his deck there appears a trophy with a red and white ribbon, it looks beautiful as beautiful as it carries. In front of him, on a small table is seen a pudding in the shape of a rabbit with a garrison of various sweets.

.......The Princes Of Pudding....

As soon as Hanin wrote, with black ink that fenced off the gold ink. That day was the turning point for her, the little girl who found her ideals. Then with certainty everything that happens to him, leads to the crown of a talented cook and always adds loving spices in every dish.

...... The Congress for joining Germany Ausbildung ....

Demikain marked a picture of three women of different ages who were laughing. It was her mother and sister, flanking her cheerful looking self. This was the starting point of a big leap for his dream. Finally the steps for that bring him to get closer to the dream, the more purposeful and certain.

The next sheets contain photographs of his memories of the last two to three years. He who laughs cheerfully with fellow students ausbildung, or candid camera that shows how serious he is about taking lessons or working under the direction of famous chefs. Hanin smiled at the faces that most of them had now returned home. There's only one, two faces left here. They are all comrades, supporting and supporting each other like a cartilage matrix that eventually forms a solid bone structure. Laughing, crying together, standing up and supporting one another. Once the bond of friendship is established, Hanin touches the ends of his fingers slowly on the faces.

' Ting - keg...'. It was the classic sound of a bell in his flat. Making Hanin distracted, staring at the door that was still closed. But not to mention he got out of his seat.

' No. .. jglek! ', that streak sound was so familiar to him. His feathers bristled.he stared pushyly at the door, then walked quickly to him. While continuing to curse himself who constantly forgot to change his access code, until finally he forgot. One more year to underestimate him.You're so sloppy.

And he did not want to speculate anymore about who had opened the door to his flat.  Febi, Mr and Mrs Hover .....

" What's Hanin saying. I hope I don't bother you ".

He, standing there with a face he wanted so badly to get rid of. He smiled, but his wife was agitated at the perfect pull of the two lip lines. As the figure slowly approached, Hanin reflexively retreated. The entire oxygen reserve in this room feels so depleted, it's congested.

" Hanin. But .... There's something I want to ask of you. Can I sit down for a minute ? ".

Hanin felt that the floor he was on was instantly turning into like his homemade pride pudding, he began to stagger. Like an innocent girl who was drugged by wine, her head was dizzy, her ears were ringing, her body was light weightless which made her stagger, while her stomach seemed to be stirring.

" Hanin.. Are you sick ? ". The figure slowly began to come closer.

" Stop!!!. stopped there", he jerked while holding the air with a bang on his palm. ' What are you coming for again ? not enough yet ? ', his his hiss in silence held the turmoil in his stomach that began to crawl up to the throat.

" I'm sorry .. I'm Hanin ".

" Go .. I've forgiven you ... ". Even Hanin shouted.

" Hanin.. I want to .. once again listen .... please give a chance ". But the figure did not care, he just slowly came closer.

" That's it ... I beg you. go. There is no grudge..we start again all ... alone ". And Hanin increasingly unable to bear the nausea, he also retreated staggered.

" Hanin.. Are you sick ... ? ".

Hanin really did not care anymore about the worried face that looked at him full of pure sincerity, he was too busy overcoming himself. He turned around quickly and ran away with his own mouth. Not caring how the figure followed him with a worried look on his face.

" Hueeeekk ". All that dinner was spilled back. Hanin clung tightly to the lips of the closet. His shoulders were violently shaken, he vomited all over his entrails. Until the bitter-tasting yellow liquid came out.

" Hanin. You're sick ".

Instantly Hanin flinched, the touch on his shoulder made his hair bristle. With one quick move he brushed aside and stood away. His face and nose were flushed, while his pair of eyes were glazed over. He shivered, his lips trembling.

" You ! .... still dare you come?.... go jerk!!!! ". Mr. Hover was already standing on the doorstep with a base ball stick in his hand. The middle-aged man stared in anger.

" How dare you Dave ..... stay away !!! ". Hardiness returned.

" Mister Hover .. I .. I'm sorry.. I just ", he, Dave. " I just want to meet Hanin .. once again ... "

" You think it's still worth it ? !! ", and Mr. Hover begins to threaten with his base ball stick. Suddenly a woman with blonde hair that began to look golden and gray came over. She is Hover's mistress who is in a frenzy following her husband.

" Dave ... Go first. I'll talk to you. Go !!!! ". 

One firm jolt from the middle-aged woman who had just appeared made David finally move away. The young man's face revealed great sadness, worry and guilt. But he eventually turned his back and walked towards the bathroom exit in Hanin's room.

" Good madam ... I'm gone .. I'm waiting for you. I really didn't mean to make this mess ".

" That's it .. go first. You didn't hear ya ", this time Mr. Hover is back to bluffing.

Meanwhile Madam Hover hugs Hanin, helping the girl clean up. Then take her to get out of the bathroom and sit in the living room chair comfortably. Giving a warm hug, while her husband took her a glass of mineral water.

" I'm sorry dear... I was late to notice her presence ", said Mr. Hover as he handed Hanin the glass of water.

" Thank you, sir... ", Hanin accepted it, and immediately finished off half the glass. " I'm wrong .. I'll change the pass code immediately ".

" Dear ... You must be very scared ... ",  mrs Hover stroked Hanin's back trying to give her some comfort.

" Honey, is it true that you need to meet that jerk ? ", Mr. Hover was visibly riled up and disapproved of his palace.

" Of course .. I have to make sure he doesn't bother our Hanin anymore. And .... we should know what the purpose is here. You don't mind, baby ?. Leave everything to me ". Hover's mistress stroked Hanin's hair and looked at the girl's face for approval.

Hanin let out a long sigh, slowly he nodded. But there is a sense of worry and pain that attacks his heart. However, he had to fight alone, defeat the fear, anger and hate wrapped in disappointment that traumatized him. He .... must not be outdone by all those toxic feelings.