
Staring at his own face that looked like there was no blood flow of life, like a cold marble in the middle of the ocean. Sturdy but, not hidden and so sad. He came to understand how the pain had haunted him so massively in his life so far. Apparently, when he was not with others, facial strokes and body gestures can never lie, he was very injured.
Somehow the man was able to piece together those pieces of reality about his extremely pitiful self. The man who should be here is now meeting him. The rosebud man, who was supposed to keep the promise to bring directly a bunch of roses numbered thirty stalks. What he imagined would look at him gently, showing a line of smiles that lately often made him smile himself. He was even able to make his cheeks flushed red, and he blushed in embarrassment from his own delusion. But the man did not keep his promise.
You tortured me . Hiss Nania without releasing her gaze from the white screen that shimmered with a round slide about her.
.................
I promised him that we
Will Fall in Love with Each Other
At 30 days full color roses are roses
But I was blocked by a distancing dimension
Which blocks the 30th bundle
Which blocks the 465th
Which stifles my true love
My Heart ....
Hoots
You made me feel lost in the dimension of space-time
which I don't understand
...............
I, may miss you too. But I need your presence right now. I need to look into your eyes so I know about my own feelings. What's this about?, I'm afraid of getting hurt again.
And Hanin Hanania did not realize that suddenly two clear water circles slid slowly, then became uncontrollable when she was freed from the valley of the corner of her eye. While the slide is now moving in a rain of rose petals.
" Hello beautiful.... ". That greeting sounded like the clanking of bells that suddenly calmed him down. A very distinctive heavy sound and whether since when has become a favorite sound that is so missed by every cell nucleus in his body.
" You know how I miss you ? ".
Aaah. Of course it was the full shrillness of spirit and the envious tendencies of the people in this room. Nania bowed slowly, smiling shyly while cursing herself. Exorbitant!!!, why be ashamed of this, after all the person is not here. Once he tried to strengthen himself while trying to look back, staring at the white screen that now displays the dashing figure.
" I'm sorry I couldn't keep my promise. You know, how much I wanted to be able to give this to you right away .... ".
A bunch of fresh red roses, even though it only appears on a stretch of white screen, but enough to make Nania smile. Even he was again blushed because the behavior of the audience who was none other than good people who loved him very much. The sound of their screams and shouts, made Nania blush.
" Watching as you deeply in sadness. What I'd give if I could keep. Just this moment, if only time still. But the colors fade away. And the year will make us gray. But baby in my eyes., You'll still be beautiful..... always beautiful .. and i'm falling this love with you ".
Out of nowhere, Keanu suddenly stood in front of Hanin, carrying a mobile phone with a handsome face. Haidar was seen waving, smiling and staring with her pair of beautiful eyeballs. Nania felt her palms go numb, and she could not breathe freely.
" Hello beautiful .. ", hello back heard. " While not one hundred percent, I keep my word ".
Haidar on the phone screen seemed to be thrusting a bunch of fresh red roses, along with Namu who came and gave the flowers of love in real.
" If what you feel is the same as what I feel. accept it. If you're still in doubt, I'll be very patient waiting for him ".
" Receive.take ... ', and the members of the unifying genk even more provoking. Making Nania stare around like she was looking for support to convince herself.
" If not accepted, Indonesia will mourn loh Nin. For losing one dedicated young doctor, who suddenly became a torpor without the spirit of life ".
Hanin Hanania finally chuckled, Keanu's curse was able to melt her heart full of foreign stifling taste. He looked at Namu who was still faithfully thrusting the rose.
" Nin. Throw away .. or what ? ". this time it was Namu who urged him.
" Receive..receive ... accept."., ", while the cry of the bucino provocateurs grew louder.
The man who is now far across there, is a life story that was forgotten by him. He never even imagined he would meet again. He will be rediscovered by that man. He who is dying rises from pain, rebuilding a life that had been destroyed. Men are sharp-eyed but will turn out to be very gentle when looking at him.
A very warm smile rang out for him, every time they spoke. The man who came picked it up from a dark cold corner, grabbed it warmly and looked at it gently. And he longed, longing for all that moment togetherness. Missed the moment the man picked her up, missed the moment the gentle warm angain touched her cheek as the man spoke from a very close distance. Missed how the wide palm was grasping his fingers, tightly yet very comfortably. Very longing for a moment like being in the clouds, when the man clings to him tightly. He even longed for the fresh fragrance of wood and tropical forests that were present with the burly figure. He even misses his prank, misses his nosiness.
" Nin.... ". Now the beautiful figure of Love slowly touched Hanin Hanania's back, and made the girl turn her head for a moment.
" I .... ". Nania stood up, took a slow breath and exhaled as if she was casting a sagging doubt.
" I'm so happy with you .... ". Speak loudly to the man who appears on the screen. His right hand confidently grabbed a rose from Namu's grasp. He quickly approached, then drowned his face in the fresh red blooms. Hiding the red hue on her cheek, hiding the shame that ran through her entire body.
" Ciyeeeee... alhamdulilaaaah ... yuuuhuuu..... horeee.......". Of course it was the cheers of the members of the bucin provocateurs.
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After waking up from midnight, until the early hours of this day, then continued at dawn, which in the end made him a little late for jogging in the morning. Then you have to rush to shower and breakfast, then prepare for important meetings with clients who have already put their trust in him. Hadeeeeeh .... until forced to ignore his personal desire to call 'ayank' . Ahey !!!! sok iyee really.
Haidar let go of the fatigue, by throwing his back on the back of the chair. Stretching his shoulder muscles, so that the sound of his joints rattling. Shown, right ? how tired and tired the crown prince of Ars Group's business empire.
" Hello .. ", there's a greeting across the street.
" Hello beautiful .... I miss you ".
A moment of silence, without authorization across there. Making Haidar look wrong on his chair, as if he was faced with thousands of pairs of eyes staring at him. Make him take a seat, behave perfectly like a soldier.
" I miss you too ".
And the man's chest seemed to be breaking because it could not withstand the overflow of his happiness, when his reply from the beauty who was across there. So happy, Haidar punched the empty air in front of him filled with a triumphant expression.
" It goes in the morning or evening", not a pleasantry question actually, but somehow it sounds like that. Even by Haidar himself as the questioner.
" Morning in, just got home ". Nania's voice sounded clear from across there.
" Oh, can you dong video call ? ".
" Ah don't !! ", there was a slight panic in Nania's voice. Making menstruation frown and filled with an unstoppable curiosity. "I ... I just finished the shower ".
" Oh .. ma-ma-saf .. ", and Haidar became smiling. He believes that the girl must be embarrassed. Ah if she could see a pair of cheeks blushing with embarrassment, what else she had finished taking a bath. It must be that the skin on his shoulders looks so white.
" What are you thinking, Mom ?. You've been quiet for too long ".
" Ah .. no, no really. Sorry, but the wind will catch on. Dress first ", but Haidar keeps smiling knots with a blushing face anyway. Look!, who is now blushing in shame.
" You think I'm not wearing anything ?. You pervert!. I only dress in inappropriate clothing, especially for you to see ".
" he.he.. "
Of course the voice of the beauty changed like a female lion's cup, and Haidar was only able to chuckle while scratching the tip of his nose that did not itch.
" Since this will be bobo directly' huh ? ". Haidar asked while still smiling wryly.
" Yes, I want to do it again. It's been almost eleven o'clock ".
" Can you ask for one thing.. One thing, is it beautiful, can you ? ".
" What ? ". Of course Nania across there became very curious.
" May not?, may yes ... please ".
" Yes, I can "
" Let me kiss you, in your dream ".
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Whereas previously he expected the drowsiness would strike violently, of course after his body was refreshed by a warm gulan of water. After a day of taking care of the stock of staples for one month, do an evaluation for distributors of vegetables and fresh fruits, then do a thin training for a new menu at the cafe. All the beautiful shadows about warm, nyam and the soft mattress and the aroma of spices that will immediately make him fall asleep was not proven the truth.All because the phone of a man who has been successfully stirring his feelings in almost a month. What was that?, what kind of request was that.
" Let me kiss you, in your dream ".
Before that, the man never asked for permission. By arbitrarily stealing his first kiss, and it's in real life, not just in dreamland.
" You are .. ", only those two words can come out of his lips. The sound of laughter was heard from across the street. Surely the pair of eyes on that handsome face was now slightly narrowed.
" So it was promised, it is not good if you have to deny ", still with the rest of the laughter that tempts Haidar to find it.
" Yeah.... ".
" He.he.he.thank you so much. I miss you ... ". The voice now softened until his heavy breathing was heard so clearly.
Hanin Hanania covered her face with both palms, her cheeks were hot, that shame completely invaded the entire form of taste in her heart. Although the inavator is now not close to him, but all nature seems to have really been a spy for him. Making Nania helpless, like a prisoner of war who can do nothing.
" You're a mas, can you stop torturing me ? ". Nania muttered as she pulled the blanket, tilted her body and looked for a comfort point for herself. I hope to fall asleep soon in a dream. But her marble-white cheeks reverted to a red hue, and a faint smile re-emerged at the corner of her lips.
Let the people defend you
I have left it on the stars all longing
Let the clouds whisper to you
I miss saying it to you
If anyone asks me how I breathe
Of course, every pull and blow is you
Tighten your heart to make you free
For I have tethered my search to your heart
*** (Haidar_)***