The Heart of Raisya

Mother crybaby

The next day, the,

because of the weekend, we will invite the twins to play at Ummi and Abah's house. We haven't been to their house for a month. Aan and Nina purposely did not bring us, so they could rest for a while. We use motorcycles, because Salman loves riding motorcycles. When he gets in the car, he likes to be fussy. Salman sat in front of his father, and Salwa in the middle.

After a while, we arrived at Abah's house. Fortunately, they had not yet gone to the store.

"Assalamu'alaikum."

"ituum...." Salman shouting.

We went straight into the house, through the garage, because the door was open.

"Wa'alaikum hail... uh there's Grandma's granddaughter, come here and there! Sump.. This is Raisya!" Ummi looks so happy."

"Not yet to go to the store, mi?"

"It's 8 o'clock, but because there you may not be. Ummi kangen with the twins.

"They can walk, Ummi." Mas Haris.

"Oh yeah? Masyaallah, Alhmdulillah. Right with his age."

Abah had just finished the Dhuha prayer and approached us.

"Eh Grandpa's grandson, let's salim first!" Salman kissed Abah's hand. Salwa looks shy.

"Come on Salwa, salim grandpa first." My word.

Shamefully Salwa finally kissed Abah's hand.

We chatted in the family room. Salwa and Salman are engrossed in their toys.

"Where's the business, Haris boy? Smoothly?"

"Alhamdulillah, Bah. Thanks to the parents' do'a. Thank you for always praying for us."

"That's our duty, son."

"Bah Haris has a gift for Abah and Ummi. Haris knows that Abah must be very capable, but this is a gift from Haris. So Abah and Ummi must accept it!"

Haris handed me an envelope. I don't know what it is either, because Mas mustn't tell me.

Abah received the envelope and kept it in his pocket.

"Open up first, Bah. Rai wondered what it was?"

"So you don't know 'Rai?" Ask Ummi.

I just shook my head.

Abah started to open it. Ummi was curious, and approached Abah.

"God, Alhamdulillah! Umrah, Ummi." Package."

"Huh? That's right, Bah?"

"Yes, we're going to the holy land again. Haris son are you sure you gave this to us?"

"Not only for Abah and Ummi, but also for my Dad and my Mom. So you'll leave together. It's okay, bah?"

"Thank God, you are very wise, son." Abah patted Mas Haris on the shoulder. Ummi is already glazed. I-I was moved too.

You're always full of surprises, Mom. So more love.

"I know Ummi and Abah must be very able to pay the Umrah fee, but must want our four parents to leave together. Actually, Mom and Dad had a list of Hajj, but I still left, Bah. Because I have a windfall, so I'll let it go."

"Then how are you guys? why not come too?"

"I've got a plan, too, Bah. But wait for the twins to get a little big, I want to take them along, too."

"You've got good thoughts, thank you for appreciating us as parents. May you be a Suri tauladan for your children later.

"Amiinu.."

Suddenly I had a stomachache again. At home, I defecated twice.

"Dad, I'll go to the bathroom first! Stomach pains again."

A few minutes later I came out of the bathroom.

"You eat spicy, Rai?"

"Iya Ummi, yesterday pingin rujak mango same sugar Java. It's delicious, Ummi!"

"What the hell, that's it! That's why you have a stomachache, Bund!" Mas Haris.

"In the meantime, are you eating mangoes? once tumben? You do not like mango the most, he said that after eating mangoes continue to drink bitter-tasting water!"

"Ah yes, since when does Rai like mango?" I remember myself.

"You're craving, Rai?"

"Rai's not pregnant, Ummi."

"You sure?"

"Well yeah. grandkids." Salman asked for his pacifier. Mas Haris gave it to him.

"They, have you taken off ASI, Rai?"

"From a week ago they did not want to with ASI, Ummi. So I'll just sweep it all away. Now just drink formula milk. But eat it doyan, Ummi."

"Later home from here you buy a tespeck, Ummi suspects you're here again."

"Yesterday he was nauseous after eating boiled eggs, Ummi." Haris complained again.

"Yes already! Anyway buy tespeck later, let's forget!"

"Ummi, what if the result is positive? Rai's taking pills?"

"Yes, how does Ummi know? What is impossible for man is possible for God. Remember Rai! You understand the science of religion. Don't kufr scrumptious!"

"Yes yes, Rai understands."

In the afternoon we came home from Abah's house. Mas Haris asked me to stop by the pharmacy to buy a tespeck. Right now I'm looking forward to worrying. 20 minutes later we're home. The twins are asleep.

Aan and Nina immediately walked up to us and took each other's ensembles. They sleep with each other's baby sitters, but every once in a while they sleep with us.

During the afternoon shower, I felt the first smell of soap that Mas Haris just opened and used to take a shower before me.

"Huwek.. huwek..."

Am I really pregnant? When I was pregnant with twins, I didn't feel sick like this.

At dawn I woke up and went to the bathroom. I remember wanting to test this morning. After doing so I closed my eyes. My heart dag dig dug it feels. Whatever the outcome, it is God's will.

When you open your eyes and see the results, it turns out that two red lines are visible in front of your eyes. The color is so bright, it's a sign I'm positively pregnant. I hurried to bathe and wudu', then woke up Mas Haris.

After the Shahid prayer, I taught for a while.

When I finished teaching, I made my face.

"Bund, have you used the tespeck?"

I just nodded.

"Then?"

"Hiks hiks.. I am positive, this is because I forgot to take the pill at that time! Only once have I forgotten!" I cried like a child asking for candy.

"Lho, how about crying? You're not happy to be pregnant again, Bund? That means mine's a fucking tokcer!" Said my husband with his peda.

"I'm happy, dad! But don't know why I just cry! Hicks. hyx..."

"Cup-cup baby!" Mas Haris kissed my forehead and then my cheeks." You don't have to worry, the twins won't lack our affection. I'm sure, my wife is I u wise. This is God's titipin, we must take care of him." Mas Haris stroked my flat stomach, then kissed it." Hey kids Dad, you're healthy in there, right? Don't bother the mother, pity! Mother still has to take care of sister."

"Why did you say kids, Mom? Am I pregnant with twins? Not like it!"

"Yes..who knows, right? I'm just keeping the odds, who knows if I could have twins again?

"It looks like I'll have to retire early if that happens, hiks...." I was crying again.

"Lha, how are you crying again? Shame on the twins, not pa-pa if you really have to retire early, maybe this is the way from God. We just go first now. May you and our baby always be in the protection of God." Mas Haris wiped my tears, then hugged me tightly.

"Amen."

"Sys..nda!" Salwa.

"Dear, what's up, kid, hem?

Too bad, you guys, are little already want to have a sister. Forgive me, my child! It's worth it that you don't want to drink ASI, maybe you already understand there is a sister who needs more nutrition in here."

"Dong nda." He asked to be carried.

"What if you just carry Daddy? Mother again the messianic seals."

"Well yeah." Salwa nodded.

Salman, who was playing with robots, suddenly woke up and stepped towards us.

"Well yeah, dong!" He also asked for a sling.

"Oh my hero doesn't want to lose apparently? I'll carry both." Salwa is on the right and Salman is on the left."Come on, let's feed the fish in the aquarium first, let's go!"

"Goo!!" The twins raised their hands.

I just smiled at the sight of Father and son in front of me.

Thank you, Alkah, once again You have given us trust. I drift in my heart, then stroke my own stomach.

Seriate.....

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