The Heart of Raisya

Dream again

I remember my dream a week ago. I was confused to interpret it, not knowing who to tell. I finally got to sit by myself.

After my dream one week ago, I haven't had any more dreams related to Mas Faisal. Today I have been holy from menstruation, it feels very relieved. I can perform the worship back. Tonight I will pray Istikharah again. Because I can't get the answer I expected.

We have another week left. So I don't want to make the wrong decision.

Tonight exactly 00.30 jm I woke up. did not want to sleep again, I finally woke up to perform prayers istikharah for the second time.

Bismillah, may Allah guide him this time

As usual, I offer my prayers to God. Begging for mercy and asking for his guidance. I ask to be given a clean heart so as not to hold grudges in the past. Maybe my heart is still not sincere, so I still dream of my past.

Finished my piety, I felt sleepy, and fell asleep on my prayer mat.

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On the beach, I ran because there was a snake chasing me. The snake reached four meters in length. I ran away with all my might for fear that the snake would bite me. I fell because my legs were sprained. But when the snake approached, he just silently stared in front of me. I was so scared, but the snake was watching me.

Suddenly a horse came running towards me. Not just a horse, but someone was riding it. A man in all white clothes, and a white victim that he wrapped so that it covered his face. And only the eyes are visible. He carried a bow and arrow on his back.

It seems that if I look at her posture, it is not foreign to me. The horse continued to rebel not wanting to get close to me. Until finally the fighter aimed an arrow at the snake, but not at the target. And the serpent went out to the sea.

"Wait on! who you?" I stopped the man, as he was about to leave with his horse.

"Your fool! I'll be gone, someday I'll be back." The man drove his horse very quickly.

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"Tie! Rai... wake up!" Someone touched and touched my body. I opened my eyes. Surely I overslept when I finished praying earlier.

"Nnnl..." I rubbed my eyes, to convince my vision.

"Yes this is Ummi, who do you think you are? Come on get up!"

"Yes, Ummi." My answer is still not standing.

"It's dawn, let's get up! Take wudhu' there'! Your Abi is done soon."

"Yes, Ummi." I take off my face and immediately go to the bathroom to take ablution'.

Today I have to go to school early. Because there was a flag ceremony, and this time I was appointed to be the ceremonial builder.

At school, I prepared myself to be a coach. At 7:15 we had gathered in the front square of the school to begin the ceremony immediately. For approximately 30 minutes the ceremony was held, and went smoothly. Without any fainting drama and anything else.

After the ceremony, the teachers enter the class to give the subjects according to their respective schedules.

Home teaching me to meet the Princess at a meatball stall usually. We haven't seen each other for a long time because of the school holidays, Princess came home to her Grandma's house. Currently the Princess teaches at Junior High where she used to school.

At 13:45 I arrived at the meatball stall. The princess arrived 5 minutes later.

While eating meatballs we told stories. I did tell the figure of Mas Faisal to the Princess when we called. This time I told him my dream.

"Maybe not Rai, if the one riding a horse in your dream is Faisal?"

"If I look from his posture almost the same. But in the dream he wears a layered shirt, so I'm not sure. His voice was also because he was closing with a sacrifice, so it sounded different. You know what I mean, Put?"

"Here I am Rai! In the first dream why there must be a flea kupret Firman yes, Rai? You still have that same feeling, Rai?"

"No, what's wrong!"

"But Rai, people say that someone's dream, if not a sleeping flower, sometimes also because before going to bed we think of the person.

"Maybe it's because my heart is still not clean, Put! Maybe my subconscious has not been sincere with the heartache I have ever felt. I don't know...."

"The good guy, the hard worker, the humorist can make me laugh. And most certainly he's serious."

"Well, what are you waiting for? handsome too, right? Keep on lacking what?"

"Yes lack is in me. I am Put's widow. Not everyone can accept my status. Maybe Mas Ical can convince his parents. Okay say so, yeah! That is why I am still asking God for guidance because I do not want to make any more wrong decisions. And I don't want to let anyone else down either.

"Remember, Rai! You flower widow, untouched! If they know your true situation, there will be many who want to stay. I already know that widows only want a lot, what else if they know widows ting-ting." The princess lowered her voice while looking to the right and to the left.

"Sembako Put time, dianiriin!"

"Hahaha." we both laughed.

"That means at least you have feelings for Faisal?"

"It seems so, I'm not a hypocrite huh. Only a stupid woman doesn't like it. You know for yourself, right? My parents were very happy with an independent and hardworking person. They will not look at people from their property, but their responsibilities. I think it's in Mas Ical."

"Well that's you know! How do you make the same decision as Faisal?"

"I'm less than a week away, maybe God will open my heart if it's the best for me. So in a week I'll convince myself."

"I will always support you, Rai! Already want Ashar let's go home!"

"Luckily, I prayed Dzuhur at school, Put. If you like to talk, like to forget the time?"

"Yes understand, girl! Yes it is yuk! Who's paying?"

"I'm-lah! sook-sook and ask that! I usually pay!"

"Style a bit, Rai! uhhhh..."

After paying for our food, me and the Princess left the meatball stall and went home to each other.

At home, Ummi and Abi are already inside the house.

"Nearly afternoon, Rai?" Ask Ummi.

"Yes Ummi, sorry I forgot to tell you. Rai make a pact with the Princess to eat meatballs."

"Oh.. Ummi guess, there's an event at the school. Yes it's there, you take a shower first! it's Ashar too."

"Yes, Ummi." I went straight into the room, took a bath and prayed Ashar. In the afternoon I usually chat with Ummi and Abi if there is no work brought from school. This afternoon I was watching TV with Ummi. Abi was resting in his room.

"Rai, Abi's friend came to the store. Mr. Handoko's name, he wants you."

"What is Abi's friend wondering Rai, Ummi?

"Ep... He told me earlier, he said he had a son. Already 1 year old and have 1 child still Kindergarten, left his wife died. It's so hot, Rai. Ever since his wife died, his son has lacked a mother's affection." Ummi paused his words. "Yes.he asked about you, maybe want to mate with his son. But Ummi has said that Ummi and Abi do not want to match you with anyone. If you really want to know nothing said Ummi, maybe there is a match."

"Ummi, Rai doesn't mind people's status, as long as he can be a good priest. Even the widower has children, if the person is responsible I don't care. But for this time Rai apologized Ummi, because he could not get acquainted with other people, because Rai was convincing the heart. Do Rai ya."

"Sure, Rai! Ummi will pray for the best.

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