The Heart of Raisya

Distrusting

Today Bibi will come home, Abi will take her because I have a lecture later in the day.

Actually I want to take Aunt because I'm still at 10, I can go to college from Grandma's house. But Abi forbade me, because I was afraid of soy sauce.

"No pa-pa Rai, right Abimu said. You're tired, Auntie understands. Let Auntie take Kak Aji, you just take a break."

"Yes Bi, then Aunt be careful."

"Yes, anyways your Abi brought a car anyway, so Auntie won't be afraid of falling, hehe.."

Finally, Abi brought Aunt home. I entered the room and collapsed, still very tired. Want a massage, but the masseuse again go home he said. Actually from SD I was easily sick, but now Alhamdulillah has reduced. Most are still cold allergies that cause colds, and easily tired. How not to crumble the taste of this body, home KKN directly there is an event at home. Although according to others, my family was quite in our neighborhood, but I was not taught to be lazy. I'm spoiled, but I don't want to depend on anyone else. Because my parents taught me simplicity. So that I can keep myself wherever I am aberada.

So remember my ex-husband, who seemed to be staring at me arbitrarily. Considered me the most powerful. Only then did I know the cause of his Grandfather wanting to match up one of his grandchildren with the descendants from our family. It turned out that his grandfather was in debt, and my Grandma helped pay him. My grandmother never asked for anything in return, but her grandfather felt deeply indebted. Apparently maybe he was angry because he thought he was just a tumbler of their selfishness.

Stop Rai, don't waste time remembering the past! He was happy with his choice.

Back then when I was in Elementary School, I was living with my grandmother. Grandma hired ART who did not stay sedentary, but came every morning and went home in the afternoon. Every day ART comes to clean, wash clothes, or shop. Even so little Raisya still learn to wash his own uniform and iron himself. I also pout my own hair and prepare my own school supplies.

I want to go back to my carefree childhood. I don't know what love and heartbreak is.

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Today I went to college, not forgetting I brought the rest of Sofi's application cake that I put in the refrigerator. Some have been divided into neighboring and kinsmen. I promised to give Princess Sofi's proposal cake. There are five pieces that I put into the box of cookies.

On campus

Today the announcement of group division for lecturers who will accompany us in the creation of thesis.

Me and Putri immediately headed to a special notice board majoring in Mathematics education, to find out our supervising lecturer. Because of the jostling, me and the Princess waited until it was quiet to make it more comfortable. It seems that students and students cheered when they found out that the teaching staff they thought was good. There are also those who seem frustrated because they get a guidance counselor who does not match their expectations.

"Come Rai, let's see our Nma!" Me and the princess came forward, because it was getting quiet. We examine the papers that are pasted one by one.

"Meet Rai! it's my name here! Lecturer Intan Maheswari, M.Pd." The princess pursed her lips." Well.finish my history!" I saw the Princess patting her forehead with her palm.I just chuckled at her.

"Please Put, this is a test! Look at my name there too! there's under you one term." Bu Intan is one of the lecturers who are quite respected, if my classmate said the killer lecturer. "May our luck be good huh Put, hehe."

There are Four people that Mother Intan will guide, two people from my class and two more people from other classes.

"Udah Put don't pout! she will be beautiful. Mending eating cake, I brought it I put it in the seat of the white. The gazebo yuk! we're in there." We also walked into the gazebo. It turns out that today there are no lecture hours, because the lecturer is meeting.

"You wait here, Put, I'll go to the parking lot and get the cake."

"Okay, you guys stop by the cafeteria for drinks, Rai! Thirsty, the throat immediately dry from shock at the reality haha."

I just gave a thumbs up, and passed away.

Five minutes later I was back in the gazebo, I saw the Princess sitting and chatting with Taufik.

"Hi Fik! just come by?" my broom.

"Hi Rai! Yes, it was still to the workshop first, my tires are less wind."

"Oh yes I brought a cake, shift dong Put!" I sat next to the Princess. I opened the box of cookies I brought. "Fik, who's your instructor?" my many.

"Sir Muhram, Rai!"

"That's a hell of a boy! we're Intan's mom." Princess scowled.

"No need to be dizzy, whoever the lecturer is! what matters is that we do our best. Instead of dizzy mending eat cake!"

"Yes, sorry just the rest of this Put. Yesterday it was distributed, let's eat the cake Fik! it's good." I offered it to Taufik.

"Yes Rai!" Taufik took saru cut the cake and ate it."This was said Princess Sofi's proposal cake! Sofi your sister opened Rai?"

"Yes, my sister was Fik's fiancee yesterday."

"Oh, which person is Rai's candidate?

"People are here, their homes are near Fik's square."

"Yes Rai's boyfriend?" tanya Taufik was curious.

"Yes his girlfriend, where would Sofi be fooled!" Princess chimed. Taufik only beards. After finishing one piece of cake, Taufik decided to go to musholla.

"Put, the rest you bring home the cake. Sorry I can't say much."

"Yes Rai is okay! you're okay, aren't you, Rai?"

"I'm fine Put, don't worry about me."

"Put, I broke up with Mas Andi."

"What's? seriously you Rai?"

"Yes Put, sorry I haven't told you yet. Because of his position at that time we again KKN, you are difficult to contact."

"Yes, the signal in my place is not good Rai. If you want to call, you have to find a place first. Now you tell me the same!"

I told the Princess everything. The princess is very serious about listening to my story.

"Bas based on the fleas! I thought he was a good man, it was no different from the Word. Basic PHP builder! if I were you, I'd reply to the SMS at length. How easy it is to say sorry, he thinks your heart is steel? can't get sick. Don't think I'm Rai! you're too good, so he's a freak. Her mother too, she doesn't know that you're a high-ting widow." Spontaneously I covered his mouth with my right palm.

"Sorry sorry, forgot me Rai! my heartache is with him, what else do you do with Rai!"

"It's Put, it's all happened. Perhaps this is a rebuke from God, I am so overwhelmed by my feelings that God is jealous" I replied with a smile

"Ouch! Miss Ustadzah if it's this, I can't say anything else."

"I'm really hurt Put, even I had a chance to cry. But when I weep in my prayer, I am ashamed that the moment I cry out of love for His being is not my infinity."

"I became slapped with your words Rai, you who are diligent worship still feel inferior. Especially if I rarely pray? duh so embarrassed!"

"I only carry out my duties as a Muslim, Put, I still lack a lot."

"Oh yes Rai! by the way I have the intention to wear a hijab, but my clothes are rarely long sleeves. I want to buy it, but slow down."

"God, I'm so happy Put. Good intentions should be encouraged. It's not what clothes he used to wear. The long-sleeved shirt or long-sleeved outdoor shirt you normally wear can be combined with its short-sleeved hem. Try our size the same, I'll share my clothes for you."

"Thank you Raisya, my dear! you are a brother's friend. The princess hugged me from the side. After being satisfied, we went home in our own vehicles.

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