The Heart of Raisya

At school

I walked by the beach with my favorite color. Sky blue color with a combination of abstract motif blue hijab. As I played sand on the beach alone, I saw Mas Firman coming over to me.

"Reverend..!" Call her.

I looked up at him who was standing in front of me. I was silent when I saw that face again. I am not trying to forget, but learning to face. Firman smiled at me, that smile that I used to rarely see.

Mas Faisal came from another direction and approached me. "Rai.. Let's get up!" He extended his hand to me.

"Don't Rai!" Prevent Mas Firman.

I turned my head in two directions, where the right side was Mas Firman and the left side was Mas Faisal.

There came a woman with a one-year-old boy. It's probably his wife and son."Mas Firman! I'm looking for you daritadi, your son wants you to carry!" Said the woman.

"Come, Rai! stand up! Come with me!" Mas Faisal took me in and extended his hand back.

"Don't, Rai! Stay away!" Said Mas Firman preventing me

"You! Never interfere! You're just his past!" Reply Mas Faisal.

I am confused by these two people. I finally stood up without receiving Mas Faisal's hand.

I ran away from their existence. When Mas Faisal was about to come after me, Mas Firman and the woman prevented him. The two of them tightly held onto Mas Faisal's hand in order not to chase after me. Until I finally ran away from their sight. And because it was too far away I ran until my chest felt tight and....

"Astagfirullahal adzim," I grabbed my chest and woke up from my sleep.

Oh my God, just a dream. But what dream is this? Why should I dream of people in my past, when I ask for clues about my future. Maybe this is because I forgot not to wudu when going to sleep. But my feelings have ablaze. What does this dream mean? It felt like real. My inner.

After gathering my consciousness. I saw a wall clock in my room, it's 00:04. I went to the bathroom to pee. And it turns out my monthly guests are coming. I immediately ablaze again and return to bed. Going to bed again can't. Tomorrow is the first day of school after class. I look at my HP. Apparently there was a message from Mas Faisal three hours ago.

💌Faisal

Assalamu'alaic...

Mlm congratulations, sweet...

Sorry to interrupt your night. Maybe when I sent this message, you had a good dream.

I just wanted to say, don't forget my dreams. May tomorrow be better today. Amyn....

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I am your dream, Mom. But the dream was strange. My inner

Because I couldn't sleep either, I ended up replying to the message.

💌Raisya

Salam wa'alaikum.

I was sleeping, but I woke up. That's why I opened the message.

Thank you for praying. Good prayer goes back to the praying.

Five minutes later...

💌Faisal

Why don't you sleep Rai again?

Tomorrow you're in, don't stay up.

💌Raisya

By yourself, why not sleep?

I'm not staying up late, but it's hard to sleep anymore. Maybe because of his sleep. From the end of the prayer, Isya went to sleep.

💌Faisal

I'm finishing the job, because tomorrow morning I want to be taken with the customer. So chasing this target is just finished.

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I don't know until what time we send a message, until I finally fall asleep and wake up at 6 am.

When out of the room and ready to leave for duty, Sofi and Baby Zie were already playing in the family room.

"Aren't you praying at dawn, Mommy?"

"For dapet!"

"Pantesan, the afternoon of his awakening! Last night was it still prayer?"

"Starting last night, two dozen o'clock about. Pas want to urinate, it turns out the arrival of monthly guests. Three days late, but it's normal."

"Are you leaving, Mother? No breakfast yet?"

"Yes, today there is MOS for new students. So it should come early, as there will be the introduction of the entire teacher council. Breakfast in the cafeteria!"

"Yes, it's late. I want to go home again! Don't look for Zie!"

"Yes-yes! Come on, Ikum first, Auntie's leaving." I said take Zie's tiny hand.

After saying goodbye to Ummi and Abi, I went to school.

First day of school. This time, the students reached 200. It will be divided into eight classes. Today's activity is an introduction to all the teacher councils and principals. New students are enthusiastic about following orientantasi.

"Mom Raisya!" Mr. Gunawan, one of the gym teachers at our school greeted me.

"Yes, Sir! What was?

"This is Ma'am, I bought two drinks in the cafeteria. One for Mom!" Mr. Gunawan gave me one cold tea bottle.

"Thank you, sir." I accept it even though I don't actually drink cold drinks during menstruation. Because I don't want to disappoint Gun sir."Come, Sir! I'll go to the office first."

"Come, Mom! I'm going to the office too." Gunawan stepped beside me. We walked together to the office.

Gunawan is one of the young teachers, he is 25 years old. From the story of the senior teacher, Mr. Gunawan never failed to get married one year ago because his future wife died due to a single accident. Gunawan became traumatized because of the incident. Until now he has not been able to open his heart to other women.

By the time he arrived at the office, many teachers had gathered there.

"Sir Gun! How not to hold? Lose the same truck! Just a truck with a sidecar." Said one of the teachers who was sitting in the office, they really like to joke.

Gunawan turned towards me.

"Bu Raisya does not want me to join Pak, mending directly diijab he said." We laughed at the jokes they made.

"Revelation! mr Han will be jealous! Gunawan compete sportively. Don't turn from behind!" Said another teacher chiming in." They often match me with teachers who are still bachelors. Including this Mr. Hendrik, his money is 27 years, but he is not married. But I never took it seriously.

"Bu Raisya, which one to choose? Mr Handrik or Mr Gunawan? The one pulses the one damned master." Said Mrs Lilik in nimbrung. Such is our excitement when being gathered and relieve stress due to the many tasks and problems at school. I can only respond with a smile.

"Mom Raisya, don't keep smiling! Later Mr. Gun and Mr. Han can not sleep because of the dimples shadowed his cheek Bu Raisya." Once again we laughed hearing the speaker Ms. Lilik.

"Yes ma'am, I'll wear my veil tomorrow." I responded to Bu Lilik's joke.

It did not feel like it was 1pm, we were ready to go home. At home no one came. Ummi and Abi have not returned from the store.

I always carry a spare key. Just in case no one is home. I immediately took a shower and took a nap, my stomach ached because it had just come to the moon. And usually I will feel this for 2-3 days. When you are taken to sleep, it will reduce the pain.

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Seriate....

Who knows the meaning of Raisya's dream?

Look forward to the continuation of it, brother.

See you again, thank you.