The Heart of Raisya
Sofi complains
Finally at 9 we are ready to go to SMP to run our program. We got on a pick-up car owned by Mr. Kades. On the way we always laugh cheerfully, because there is one of our friends who likes to be funny. At least I can take my mind off and forget about my problems.
Arriving at the school we were referring to, we were already greeted by the principal and the teachers. We deliberately took a break to give counseling for 30 minutes, so as not to interfere with teaching and learning hours. The source was immediately taken over by our group leader. As the counseling progressed we were listening and taking notes. There is also a documentation section as well as the distribution of snacks to students.
At 10 o'clock we resigned from Junior High School. Arriving at the post we relax while waiting for dzuhur time to arrive. My HP rang, I saw Sofi's name plastered.
"Hallo Assalamu'alaikum mbak."
"Wa'alaikum salam dik."
"busy yet? I'm gonna have a chat."
"No, no, mbak again just returned home counseling at Junior High School. Want to talk, what would you like to confide in?"
"Emm, why hasn't Brother Andi heard from you?"
" E, it's brother! I sent a message to Mbak this morning. Why why?"
"Excuse me very much if I kepo, but this is also for the good of mbak. just opened Facebook I accidentally saw a photo in Branda. Someone marked my friend. Photos of the engagement event, indeed the photos are not side by side. But clearly there are photos of both parties and the engaged couple. My friend who was tagged also commented there. Long story short the fiancee was Kak Andi." Sofi paused her words. "hello mbak, mbak denger right?"
"Yes, I'm afraid, I'm still here. Continue the story."
"Pas I asked my friend who marked his name was Ririn yes, who nandain was his cousin he said his name was Vienna. This Viennese sister is Laras, well Laras is the same fiancee Kak Andi. Very long my explanation is mbak, but I don't understand what I mean?"
"Yes dik mbak understand, mbak also already know from earlier malem."
" So Brother Andi who told you himself?"
"Not but his friend, his name is Taufik. Taufik is also known as Dawn. He just texted me sorry."
"Yes honestly very disappointed, I think Mas Andi can not believe it. But the truth is he did something like this. Whatever the reason, he should not have avoided it and made the reason his HP was damaged. If it is broken down well InshaAllah mbak will be able to accept.
"Based on a fake hopeful guy, I'm suspicious of him. Did I say it was the same Vienna that she had a boyfriend."
"Neither, it is not good to ruin people's relationships. Maybe it's just his girlfriend, not his wife. Ma'am no pa-pa, maybe this is the best for mbak. Anyway you don't go back to him, okay?"
"Huf! you can't wait to be a person, if I were you I'd hit that Andi. By the way it's very sweet to make diabetes" said Sofi with a tone of emotion.
"Free dik, for what we humble ourselves only to people who do not expect us. There will come a time when we will be privileged the one who truly loves us."
"Duh words praise came out, I salute the same mbak. I know very sure mbak heartache, but mbak can still be excited yourself. Yes already if that is mbak, take care of health anyway do not mind the same flea kupret, miss you my sister emmuah."
"Yes dik you also take care of health, greetings the same ummi and abi. Titip them yes, Assalamu'alaikum."
"Wa'alaikum salutations."
After closing the chat with Sofi I tried to open my facebook app. I looked up Sofi's name and started opening her brand. I'm looking for Ririn's name. There are two names of Ririn in friendship. Ririn Maniez and Ririn Dwi Hanan. I tried to click the first one, and check the brand no one Sofi meant earlier. Then I clicked on Ririn Dwi Hanan's name and checked the brand. Surely the post that marked Ririn with Caption 'Alhamdulillah will sell out my beloved brother' there are 5 photos and one video. There I saw some people marked .I started to see the pictures one by one. First photo of the female candidate with the family. Photo to two men and family. In this photo I watched for longer. My eyes are glazed over, it feels like this pain is arising again. I saw Mas Andi's smile very sincere there. Photo to the three rings, this photo is exactly the photo that Taufik showed me. Photo to four decorated shipments and application cakes. Photo to five guests . And the last vidionya with a duration of 20 seconds that displays the moment of installation of the ring from Ibu Mas Andi.
It feels tight in my chest, it's as easy as it ignores my feelings. Sometimes I feel that maybe I don't deserve to be loved.Did not want to drag on in sadness and disappointment, I also went to the bathroom to bathe and ablaze'. It is 11 o'clock in a moment dzuhur prayer. I decided to teach while waiting for Adzan. Some of my friends are sleeping, some read books and huddle. I saw Lina and Taufik talking on the porch. I know Taufik is trying PDKT with Lina. I don't want to interfere, as long as Taufik is serious and doesn't play games. Although I only know Lina here, but we have become close friends and of course I will support whatever the decision will be.
"**N**by the way about a close friend, why am I kangen with Princess huh? he was very busy at the KKN place, until never call me. at least occasionally SMS. what are the children dapet gebetan new until I forget the same? she'll fall in love easily." I'm inwardly at heart.
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