The Heart I Choose

The Heart I Choose
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Rani asked when we were getting married, but no matter why she asked that, I felt she wanted me to be her mother.


"I don't know any ran, papa Wandi has not dared to propose to Auntie," I replied it is true, mas Wandi always avoids if asked when to propose.


"Let rani be persuaded by papa to propose aunty yaa!"


"Hahaha.rani is still a child, already a cover story, ah, we're another story."


"Soalah rani already impatient, aunt Mia so her mama rani, if Aunt already married to papa later rani want to live with aunt and papa"


"Rani really does not want to stay with father and mother," I tried to lure rani why she prefers to stay with mas Wandi than the Indra papa kungnya mas.


"Your mother's father will be far outside the city, pity grandma left, if the same papa will be close every time to the grandmother's place."


Reasonable answer as well, but why mas Indra like to leave rani living with her grandmother, is still always a question mark for me, though Indra mas including well-established life especially plus mbak Dewi also work, surely they are actually not lacking.


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"Papa, when you want to propose to aunt Mia, Rani is already impatient to have a new mama," rani asked spoiled, but mas Wandi looked very surprised, her eyes seemed rounded.


"In a moment, wait for a lot of money first," mas Wandi answered rani's question while hugging her.


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"Mia, if my business is over, Mia will lamar?" mas Wandi asked me what I had been waiting for - wait, and I had also given all this to me.


I've established my heart for Wandi mas, although fights often occur I consider it just a spice. But what business is meant by mas Wandi is it so heavy?.


"Had not interfered with this business, you don't have to ask - ask again," this is a bad trait that I also don't like from mas Wandi, he was so easy to get emotional.


"I've come home" Wandi went straight away and took his helmet.


"Didn't you have permission?"


Mas Wandi left immediately without listening to my words again.


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At night


I pondered again, so many actually this fight, sometimes even small things become a problem, I was wrong to wear clothes that he did not like, it could be void our agreement, he said, or if there's another man scolding me, he can mess up all the way.


But the other side that really makes me feel at home, is the big family mas Wandi, they are all very familiar, young old respect and love each other, every birthday, all celebrate, all celebrate, that's what's not in my family, the father of only two brothers, Rita's mother his whole family is on the island of Java, anyways it's not my family, while my mother's family I never know, I never introduced him.


Mama and papa mas Wandi also looks good, they want to invite me to talk, even though they are many from the family are, but treat me the same. if you fight with mas Wandi, mama will reconcile us. I've looked at my mom like my real mother, she's loved me ever since I told her my childhood story.


Should I stick around just for Wandi mas?


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