The Heart I Choose

Episodes 2.8

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I felt a great fear, when Kiyah still did not want to come down from the sling, I looked at the wall clock that continued to move to the middle of the vortex of numbers. I swept a glance around the house, many toys scattered, at the end of the door there was a pile of clothes ready to sun that had not been installed in place, in the corner of the room clothes and pants are still splashed can not be stroked with rubbing.

Soon Mas Wandi will be home, there is no food that I managed to prepare, dirty dishes left over last night are still fun to chat with the plate finished breakfast this morning. The coldness radiated to my body, what words would be said his times, the snapping and the demeanor of his lips would pierce into the ear and stab the heart sharply, the pain of which did not bleed.

The sound of the car brakes that are forced by the owner, crunching adds to the pain in the chest.

"Father!" welcome Dika when she sees him coming home.

His smile at the end of the door changed with a sharp eye to all corners of the room in this house,

"You know, right? I don't like this house?" He stared hard, making me scared.

"Ma-af Ma! Kiyah was not healthy from earlier did not want to come off, ask for a hold!" laid out for reasons he should have known.

"Don't make excuses for laziness."

Firm, hard and painful. It is not every day in seeing the house in this state, only the circumstances are forcing. Actually, I was no longer strong to support the weight of Kiyah's body that rests on her shoulders. There was no breakfast that went into the stomach that I processed into energy. Tired of the burden is not worth the hurt feelings.

"Help hold Kiyah for a second, Mas! Let me get everything ready!" I asked the man I expected to be a superhero after Dad.

"Can't! I haven't eaten yet, I'm going to eat out!"

He took the key of the bike that hung no longer in place, lucky he still brought Dika. I finished off the Dika toy that was scattered with Kiyah still in the sling. If this toy is grounded there will be a vow that he makes.

"It's free to have a wife, if you have to buy someone else's food."

I still have time to hear his curse in the distance, I deafen my ears hopefully he does not get to the heart that makes pain.

I tried to sit down Kiyah, hoping she would understand the threat her mother would receive if she had not moved to carry out the duties in this house.

"Aaaaaa...aaaa...." Raung Kiyah, echoing throughout the house may also get to the neighbors, if there is Dika she will be angry her sister in let cry.

But I have to hurry, these clothes must be dried immediately, this dish laundry must be cleaned, before Mas Wandi comes back.

"L!!!! you are not a mother! so Wife****so Mother is stupid."

I felt cold all over my body, but I only used my hands to wash the dishes. Mas Wandi came home, I didn't hear him. His anger must have been from hearing Kiyah's scream. Quickly I carried Kiyah back. This body has not rested.

Mas Wandi ate the rice he bought from the outside greedily, I smelled the aroma tickling the stomach, I needed one mouthful, but I did not see any other package for me.

I step foot, gulp water stomach, the rest of my Kiyah biscuits match from the container for two with the one, Kiyah smiled cutely as the biscuit I spread before entering her mouth. My stomach was full enough with a smile.

He's gone, left the rice grains strewn with no words of goodbye let alone a hug, what I have to keep, he's not a light in the dark.

"Mia, it's dawn!"

That's not his voice he never invited to chat with the creator.

"Mia!" sound with a knock.

I take off the blanket body cover that gives warmth, "Yes dad! Mia is awake."

The shadow of my past is cut off by my protector. A real nightmare I had while living with him.

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The trip to the Tian warehouse, can be reached by twice taking public transportation. Kiyah had taken a shower and tucked into Mom, lucky Mom was always healthy and kept Kiyah with a feeling of pleasure so I could work quietly.

Tian didn't come this morning, because he had to miss the morning in his office, I unlocked the office and started sweeping, this office I already consider my own home, I've, so there is no feeling of compulsion in everything I do.

This morning I had to make an order for goods to wholesale Bandung, already many goods that have been reduced because of the many orders that entered yesterday.

Cling....

[Mia! nyampe?] tian asked in a message.

[Udah, this is again learning to make orders]

[Oh don't get me wrong! later before sending I see first yes, Mia!]

[Every Boss! Mia works according to Boss's direction] I wrote a reply with a smile.

There's a happy feeling every Septian contacts me.

[Don't forget breakfast! tell the Wira to buy out!]

[No! I have breakfast at home!]

[Alright! I continue to work first, then do not go home first, Wait for Abang Tian!] the message was accompanied by an expanding smile emoticon.

[Yes] I nodded as I wrote yes, but there was no way Septian could see it from the other end.

I put the phone next to the computer I'm going to use.

Is this feeling wrong? What is Love, if there is a happy feeling nearby?

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