The Heart I Choose

POVs Wandi 5

I still can't change, it's too hard for me to leave the fun with my friends, now I don't even go home, preferring to continue sleeping in my friend's boarding house. Cita is always angry at home, mama does not stop advising me, papa always considers me a child who is ready to be hit, my sister and brother also do not stop nagging, papa always thinks I am a child who is ready to be hit, they all made me feel less at home.

Cita went back to her parents' house, but didn't bring Rian, my family forbade her.

"Until when are you like this wan? if you keep going on like this you can lose the wife you once fought for." Mama met me in an empty room, abandoned a week ago.

"I'm sorry wandi ma, wandi will pick up the mind back, wandi really khilaf ma."

My debts have accumulated, my friends no longer want to play with me, they leave me, suddenly I miss so much, I want to pick him up, hope he will forgive me.

"Mama wants to accompany Wandi again, right?" I asked my mother, in doubt.

"Mama is actually shy, the family of mind is our neighbor, every time you have trouble almost all the neighbors know it, if you really still want to have fun, let the mind remain in the house of his parents." Mama said while looking at me.

"Now the wandi is really going to change ma, the friends it turns out just for fun no one can help when the wandi there is a problem."

"Hopefully we did change Wan."

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"Please let's go home, I promise you this one time will change all my attitudes, please, my tears of regret flow in the corners of my eyes.

"Cita, I'm sorry that you haven't been able to educate wandi to be a good husband, but this time it seems like wandi is really sorry, I'm sorry," mama helped me reassure my mind.

"You are young, domestic problems are common, solve your problems first mind, it is not good for a wife to leave her husband." Mama chirped in.

"Well, my wife don't sulk again, the beauty will disappear, you don't miss Rian, let's go home." I took the hands of a shy mind, he still loved me even though the level may have been reduced, but my love for him remains as great as my current desire.

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The idea of getting pregnant again with our second child, but this time I pay very close attention to her life, I take care of her food intake, I take her every time I will control to the doctor, all the costs borne by my mother, all costs borne by her, because my salary is up to pay off debt.

Although I returned unable to pay him a salary, his mind never got angry, maybe my attention to him was enough.

"I'm glad you turned out like this woman, you're back to being romantic, don't ever change again ya wan," the thought of kissing my hair.

"I promise," I grabbed the head of mind, I kissed her soft lips, it's all beautiful if we're okay.

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"It seems like the mind wants to give birth, I don't hold money at all, my money runs out to pay my old debt ma."

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