The Heart I Choose

Episodes 2.10

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The hero came not long after Tian and Wulan left, he carried three packs of rice in his hands.

"Tian where, Mia?" asked the girl who turned her head to my room.

"Go, he said he wanted to eat outside!" I was still in the room, trying to copy the numbers on the paper to the computer in front of me.

The sound of plastic being opened slowly, quickly I finish my work, pity if the Hero has to eat alone. Just a little more, it turns out easier if you already understand, although my fingers are still difficult to follow the eyes that are still looking for letters and numbers that I want.

"Come on Mia, we'll eat! don't wait for Tian!" said the hero who started to open the package.

"Yuk! looks like Tian won't be eating here either, Wulan's friend was here!"

Mentioning the word Wulan, like there was a feeling of jealousy tucked in my speech. Ah, but who am I to be jealous of.

"Wulan's Tian's girlfriend."

The hero uttered without turning his head, it seemed like he did not agree, the emphasis of the word 'friend' earlier, maybe he was trying to make me not expect too much of Tian.

"Ooo,"

"Why, Ooo?"

"Oo that's a sign that I understand, Wulan is Tian's girlfriend."

"Yeah jealous?!"

The hero seemed to be chuckling, he read the expression on my face, I immediately lowered my head in embarrassment and returned to concentration on the food in front of me.

"Why are you jealous?! We're just friends."

I quickly finished my meal, soon the order will have to be sent immediately, the items in the Tian warehouse have started to empty a lot. "Thank you, Wira! I want to continue working again!"

"What is Tian's allotment?"

"For you! The worm is still hungry!" I said while laughing.

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At 16. 20, I have finished tidying up the warehouse, put the old stuff on the front so it is easier to find it not stacked with items that will come tomorrow.

"Hi, haven't you come home yet?" Tian was already near me, Wira had come home from half 4 o'clock, because her work was done.

"It's coming home," I'll get the little bag I put in here, "You lock the door!"

"Let me deliver! I'll lock it in a minute!"

"So I came here on purpose, so I can take you home!" a disappointed look on Tian's face.

"Sorry! you didn't say!" I said with a small smile.

Tin.tin....Tin.tin...

"Well, the motorcycle has come, I am first!" I left Tian still stunned to see me, "Bye Tian!"

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Tonight Kiyah was sound asleep beside me, without any burden, it felt like I wanted to be a baby again, able to sleep and eat without having to think about installments. My eyes have not been able to sleep with various things playing in the mind.

Remembering Dika who I have not met for almost two weeks, how is she currently? is she happy? I deliberately let him not come to Mas Wandi's house, so that he could get used to it without me, who was considered unable to take care of him. Monday, the first day of school, who's taking her and picking her up?

'Mama misses Dika, ' my mummies are sad.

Suddenly Tian's shadow flashed with Wulan earlier this afternoon. Why didn't Tian ever tell me he already had a lover? Why does she still tease so often? make this heart want to be anchored to its heart.

Ah, who am I?! I don't deserve to have more hope. To date my status is without clarity, hanging unrobed. I can't take care of this divorce, because the marriage book is still held by Mama. Married but not married. Widow but no evidence.

"Mia, don't you want to tell me about your problem?!" tian said at that time.

"Later on Tian, if everything is clear!"

"You have to make it clear!" Tian spoke firmly, "Don't want to continue being hurt!"

Tian looked annoyed looking at me, maybe he hated the stupidity I kept on doing. Give up and give up and let yourself lose.

In marriage there should be no term win lose, all parties should be able to put themselves in their respective positions. Tian must have not understood he never married.

I took a deep breath and exhaled many times hoping to escape the burden I felt. Now my mind was back in thought with Wulan at Tian's waist.

They look harmonious with faces and heights that are almost the same. They are also of the level of thought and level of status. I should be able to wish Tian happiness. I should be able to forget my feelings for Tian that had started to grow back since I could see him again.

I looked at the mirror in my room and looked at my face.

"Hei Mia, it's not appropriate for you to wish Tian too far. How could Tian possibly like you? Status that has no clarity, no man will want to be serious with you. Moreover, there are two children who can make ilfill people near you. It could be that all this time Tian was just sorry to see your fate. So, don't expect more, you don't deserve him!"

I need to be able to shake this taste. Tian is a good person who pityes me. I forced my eyes to sleep, because my mind was tired of thinking.

Seriate....

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