The Heart I Choose

The Anger of Mas Wandi

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"Miaaa...you're nothing at all?" Mas Wandi shouted from the front door of the house.

"So Mas Ben through the mas, he jumped together in, Dika also seems tired," I try to explain.

"Basically yes, you are a gatel woman, riding a motorbike with a man's husband." Mas Wandi continued his anger.

"Sorry Mas, it's not me who asked in the bonceng, Mas Ben who offered," it hurts me to hear his words, but I'm still trying to be patient according to my message Mama.

"Just like Miaaa, you're having an affair, right?" Mas Wandi's accusation was really painful, he yelled even more if I answered, I didn't want the neighbors to hear his screams, I ignored them and passed towards the kitchen.

"Miaaa.I haven't finished talking, you are..."

"Here you go, I beg you to be ashamed to hear the neighbors, don't yell anymore."

"You're ashamed that your neighbor knew you were having an affair" he continued.

Whether what demons possessed Mas Wandi, his words were truly unseemly. I could only cry, I hope he would be quiet. When she hugged, Kiyah was still in my arms. I want to leave this house, if I don't remember these kids still needing their father.

Mas Wandi no longer yells, he still has a heart, if I see me cry, maybe there is still his pity. I put Kiyah down, I let her crawl towards her papa, Mas Wandi carried Kiyah and took her out.

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I entered the room, I folded the clothes that I had lifted from the clothesline, Mas Wandi has not come home, since he left with Kiyah. Mas Wandi is closer to Kiyah, usually he will take kiyah to the supermarket at the end of the road.

When mas Wandi came home, I had finished heating the yesterday fish that did not become in the meal, today I did not cook, no money if he was angry.

"Mmaaaa," that kiyah voice, she gave a chocolate, Mas Wandi smiled, but she was too proud to apologize, it must have been her title for me. This is what sometimes makes it difficult for me to let go, he can make me forget the words that have been said earlier.

"Thank you.." I hugged my little kiyah.

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I just kept quiet while fulfilling my duty as a wife on the bed, remembering her words that were always painful and she easily forgot if she wanted to ask for her night ration. I let him go, he's the one who's satisfied, I'm sick of seeing him sometimes.

It turned out that he felt I was just silent, without a fight, angering him and slamming a pillow at me.

"You're like a banana stem, no reaction," he left the game, "If you're still like this, I'm not afraid of the message P*l*c*r."

Prakkk.....

Mas Wandi slammed the door of the room, and came out on his bike either go where, I could only be special, trying to calm down.

Dika who heard the door slings awoke from her sleep "Mama, what's that sound?"

"It's okay, ayoo Dika sleep again, tomorrow will want to go to school." She went back to sleep after I wiped her hair.

Lucky Kiyah didn't wake up.

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At 5:00 I woke up, I prayed the dawn prayer which is still often my help run "Ampuni servant of You is O Allah."

Mas Wandi was already sound asleep in the living room, no matter what time he came. Without daring to wake her up, I went straight to the kitchen to prepare breakfast this morning, as usual just fried rice leftover overnight with a little soy sauce and onions, as well as a glass of sachetan coffee like wandi mas.

At 06:00 I woke Dika

"When you wake up, the dawn prayer used to run out of it when you get ready for school." Actually it's too late to pray, but it's okay for me to teach Dika who is still hard to get up early.

"Papa gak salat Ma, Dika the little one was told to pray!" Dika scowled at me, looking at his papa who was still sound asleep in the guest chair.

"When it's a smart kid." That's all I can answer.

Dika had finished dressing neatly in front of his breakfast, mas Wandi had woken up and bathed, he was also sitting breakfast next to Dika.

"Mia, this money will cook well, Rian and Rani want to come today," Money 100 thousand given by Wandi

Rian and Rani will come to vacation at his papa's house.

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**Author is only a beginner writer who ventured to write a novel here.

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