The Heart I Choose

Self Conscious

Septian finally came home, after I had been in the room for a few hours, there was a feeling of unbearability in the person who was willing to help me, and was present to fill this void, but I had to know myself, but I had to know myself, I'm still a wife not worthy of a double heart. Although there is actually something fulfilled in the heart cavity when Septian accompanies me, I want to shout do not go stay here.

Tomorrow the septian will come

"go away, I'm not a woman to be pitied" I asked her

"i don't want to, let me just play with the dika, let's just say for you I don't exist" septian still insisted.

"this is my home, only I will be blamed in this house, you will not understand, please leave" I said in a pitiful tone.

"when I understand, that's why I want to stay here, Mia you're an adult don't let yourself always get hurt, you already know what you deserve"

"it's my choice, let it be bad for me to bear, until my shoulders are tired of holding it and I'm going to give up" I'm really such a pathetic person.

From the beginning I was wrong, it is inappropriate for a wife to tell the disgrace of her husband and family, especially with a man who could have been sorry to fall in love. But I do not know who to tell, friends I do not have, since mas Wandi forbid my association, even to the family home can only if there is an important event, but the family, I can't leave even if I miss you.

Sobbing, I kept begging my septian to leave my house, out of pity, and he finally left saying,

"Make me your second home, if you no longer have a place to stand, I'm gone, someday I'll be back"

I close the door of my house and also the door of my heart, it is not appropriate for a mia to want to turn away, even though there are those who offer the most comfortable shoulder that I can back up. I must be self-conscious, I'm sorry mas Wandi, ever wanted to menduakan this heart.

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Septian kept his promise, he never came again, I did not try to contact him, hopefully he can find a replacement that he really loves, not because he is pitied.

Mama had banned me from selling, because maybe she could get a report from the Yuli buk, when it was buk yuli saw Septian coming, when that was the last time he came to my house. I asked my mom to stay at her house.

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Now that I have joined package C, although still can not work at least I can say if asked if I graduated High School and do not embarrass the family mas Wandi again.

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Mas Wandi out of jail

After finally taking care of the family mas Wandi take care of his move to a small town, where mas Indra, this is one of the efforts so that mas Wandi can no longer gather with his friends. I was still told to wait at the house of mama, mama said let mas Wandi adapt first in his new place. I just said I dare not argue.

Three months mas Wandi left there without being contacted at all, mas Indra put mas Wandi at the home of his acquaintance an ustad who will guide mas wandi back to the right path. Hopefully the efforts of the Wandi mas family can succeed, he can change for the better when we are still dating first, though, only his kindness is pseudo.

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When the Wandi mas has begun to change, the time he re-entered work in the new place of mama's acquaintance, has many changes I see, he has begun to pray five times and talk more softly, more softly, we were reunited among the mama. For a while we were still living in Indra mas house until we found a contract near Wandi mas office.

Ma'am Dewi entertained us well, I already consider her like my own sister. There was no more feeling of condolence that I felt, we were like sister brother who had not met for a long time. But Wandi started to feel at home, he invited us to move to a contract. Our contract is not very big, only 1 bedroom. Venue

not too far from Indra's house.

We also moved.....

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