The Heart I Choose

The Heart I Choose
Giving Birth to a Daughter



I who still hope to give birth normally, try to see a midwife or another doctor, still accompanied by Mother Goddess we met several obstetricians and Midwives, but still the same answer everything, all of them, it's too risky if I keep choosing normal. Dika's sister's gender is female, Mas Wandi is very happy, her attention is gushing at us, whatever I want, she will quickly fulfill it.


Mas Wandi has started to know many places in this area, he often takes me and Dika afternoon streets, this small but advanced and clean city. Sometimes Mas Wandi invited to eat out with the family Mas Indra, alternately we treat but more Mas Indra payin hehehe.


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My BPJS card is completed before my scheduled operation. That afternoon my stomach hurt so much, I called Mas Wandi to go home immediately


"Mas, go home, my stomach hurts a lot," on the other end of the phone, Mas Wandi answered my phone.


"What's wrong? are you going to give birth? just a minute, let's go!" Wandi looked panicked


"Yes, hurry up!!" I grimaced in pain.


"Ma, Mama don't cry, Mama's sick, I'm sorry, Dika Ma, Dika won't be naughty anymore!" dika hugged me who tried to endure the pain.


Wandi arrived 10 minutes later


"I just ate spicy soto, is it possible just mules want to go to the bathroom? Come with me to the bathroom!!" I just remember this is not my schedule for giving birth is still about 2 weeks away.


"No need to go to the bathroom, later you give birth there, I don't want to happen something to you and our child" Mas Wandi looked anxious.


"Well mas, we call Ma'am Dewi just ask for delivery of the car" we also call Mbak Dewi, but Mbak Dewi said wait, it looks like Mbak Dewi again there is a problem at the end there. Mas Indra works out of town there's no way we can reach him.


"We go on a motorcycle, do not have to bring a bag first," Mas Wandi helped change clothes, all Dika needs also put Mas Wandi into a small bag.


Arriving at the hospital Ma'am Dewi called.


"Where are you, let me pick you up?"


"We have been at Permata Bunda Mbak Hospital, please Mbak directly here yes!" I need the help of Madam Dewi if there is any administrative affairs, Mas Wandi let me take care of Dika.


Madam Dewi came by using her car, which was immediately borrowed by Mas Wandi to pick up the bag of clothes that I had prepared for the birth.


"So buk we immediately prepare the operation," said the nurse while measuring my tension.


"Yes the nurse." The Goddess replied.


Ma'am Dewi was told to the administration to complete the files that must be prepared, I began to enter the operating room, this cold room felt very cold when my clothes were removed, she said, although this is my second cesarean operation, but still the fear is there.


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My beautiful girl was born, right at 17:10. Mama and Mas Wandi's family will soon arrive, My father will be in papa's car, The pain of the surgery incision I don't care, I'm fat and I whisper love words for him, may his presence add to the happiness of our little family. Hopefully Mas Wandi does not return to his past mistakes.This little girl we call "Rizkiyah".


"This is Dika's sister, beautiful yes!" I showed the little girl to her brother.


"Yes beautiful Ma, later Dika will play with you in the car," said Dika.


"May, but now I can't wait for his big brother yet" I said.


"What do you want to call Dika, Ma?" ask Dika to know.


"Call brother dong! Mama's handsome son is now a brother, so you can't cry anymore, you should be able to help you take care of me." I hugged Dika, hoping she would understand.


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"Grandfather, Grandma was born, now Dika was already a brother, Dika no longer crybaby," Dika yelled happily towards Mama and Papa who had just come.


The father who tried to carry him, he refused


"When you're already a brother, don't want to be fat anymore, Grandpa Gendong Adek aja." When we talked like big guys, we all laughed funny.


All who came were happy with our happiness, alternately they held Kiyah and offered prayers for her. May be a child who is sholeha and useful for the family.


Because the hospital room could not accommodate all the newly arrived families, then they went home to Mas Indra only Dad who accompanied in the hospital. In two days I can return to our contract.


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Please help the chrysanthemum....


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