
Erwin, Lena and Riski have gone home because Digo has to get enough rest. Digo's father and mother will come after dinner, because Digo asked for it himself. Digo wanted to spend his time alone in his bed, pondering Amira. He wanted more time to remember Amira with himself.
How does Amira hold back her love until no one realizes it?
Digo was inexhaustible, how Amira passed his day by carrying pain even out of town. Digo suddenly remembered the book that Nisa had brought. Digo picked up the book he had put under his pillow. He opened a book with the name Amira.
Then he read sentence by sentence written by the woman he loved (There is in Chapter 43 yes, please read again).
Digo felt his chest so tight, immediately remembering when he came to the house Amira expressed his feelings but was rejected by Amira. It turned out that Amira was holding back her pain and longing, alone.
Amira, what exactly is your heart made of? Why is all the pain you can bear alone? Are you tired of hurting yourself, and me? what should you be happy about?
Digo closed the book, then placed it next to his hand. It felt like meeting Amira, then hugging her. Sharing the pain that may be when Amira is fighting alone.
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That night, Nisa decides to meet Amira. He wants to go to Yogyakarta tomorrow morning, he happened to get a train ticket at 10:00 WIB. Nisa had finished cleaning the goods and clothes she brought, she brought as necessary, because she thought it would not be long in Yogyakarta.
In the morning Nisa permits her parents to go on vacation to Yogyakarta. Nisa also departed from Gambir station to Tugu Station, Yogyakarta.
After passing through a tiring journey, Nisa went straight to the hotel that had been reserved by her to eat and rest. At night, he had dinner at the hotel restaurant, but his eyes accidentally saw the figure of Riko. He rubbed his eyes once more, afraid he might see wrong.
"But this really is not him in Jakarta yesterday?" figured
Riko had left for Yogyakarta last night, after meeting with Nisa. His cousin who lives in Yogyakarta will get married, so he must also join the convent with his father and mother. Let's catch up quickly, that's why his mother.
Because it was yesterday when his face was battered, he was lazy to go home, more precisely lazy to go to Yogyakarta. Time with such a face? But what can be done, because of his unfortunate fate meeting with a bad woman like Nisa, finally inevitably he went home too and still went to Yogyakarta.
Riko who is currently also sitting alone in the hotel restaurant where she is staying, which turns out to be the same as Nisa also caught the figure of Nisa.
Riko's father and mother were going to the building to see the rehearsal of her nephew's wedding ceremony, because there was indeed some kind of traditional ritual that would be done.
“Nisa,” he said slowly with his dumb look.
“Yeah, why is he everywhere anyway? Rich ghost aja,” grunya annoyed.
Nisa who was even angry because she felt she had a friend in that place immediately smiled brightly, then waved her hand.
Riko felt jolted, somewhat embarrassed. He put his hand on his forehead and looked to the right and left, afraid that anyone would see Nisa's behavior which he thought was a bit embarrassing.
Nisa who did not care about her behavior also approached Riko with her plate and glass.
“Yeah, can meet you here also Rik, I did not expect much deh,” he said happy when he was sitting in the front seat of Riko.
Riko glared then smiled full of pretense. “What are you doing here?”
“Sick? What pain?” ask Riko wonder.
“Yesterday your face is still blue-blue former Rik fight, but now the power has been lightening yes, ga so looking,” shut Nisa while researching Riko's face.
“Ya, it's good,” he replied and then ate the food.
“Thank you because I you can turn handsome again,” Nisa said cheerfully, making Riko who was eating so coughing because she choked.
“Pelan-pelan dong if you eat it Rik,” said Nisa then took water in her glass containing water.
“This is drinking water do not drink juice,” he said again reigning.
Riko took the glass that Nisa offered and drank it.
Why are you still here?” ask Nisa after Riko finishes drinking.
“I want a party, my cousin got married, so I was asked to come. What are you doing here yourself?” riko asked back while eating her food.
“I'm here to see Amira,” replied Nisa briefly, then started eating her food.
Riko fell silent, putting down the spoon and fork that had occupied him. Then he looked at Nisa who was busy eating. “Amira is here?”
“Iya, he went to Jakarta because he wanted me to come back with Digo again, but I was the same Digo was not possible back. Digo doesn't love me anymore,” he replied and stopped eating.
Riko was a little surprised, it turns out that Amira who he released for Digo instead chose to let go of his happiness and isolate himself like this.
“You must be surprised yes, why so complicated gini story?” nisa looked at Riko.
Riko just silently looked at Nisa.
“Today I always told Amira that I miss Digo, yes I still love him in my heart, and always miss him, he said, but I never told Mira that I want to be her partner again,” explained Nisa.
“But maybe Mira pityes me, so she even wants to make me turn Digo,” he added.
“Just because you miss someone, doesn't mean you need him to come back in your life,” said Riko suddenly with a blank look.
Nisa looked at Riko. Ah yes, Riko was right, maybe this is also what she felt right now on Amira. After separation, the pain, sadness, and longing for loss are common. But that doesn't mean we need that guy to come back, does it? Because the relationship that is re-established after the separation is like repeating the story in the same book.
No matter how good the farewell was, there were still wounds and sadness left behind.
Riko and Nisa fell silent with their thoughts. Remembering what they've left behind by the memories they've missed. Starting to mengikhlaskan is the best way to remove the wound of separation and start a new story that may come in our lives later. Without the wounds and sorrows of the past.