The Door of the Heart of Amira

Chapter 41 Boyfriend

Amira has arrived at Nisa's house. The guard at Nisa's house opens Riko's car to enter so Riko takes Amira to the yard of Nisa's house.

“Makasi ya sak already nganter me,” said Amira.

“Sama-sama Mi,” replied Riko.

Amira immediately opened her seatbelt and rushed out, but had not been able to open the door Riko holding a hand Amira.

“Let's go home brother pick ya Mi."

“Ga nak kak, afraid of her old sister waiting,” refused Amira did not want to make Riko wait.

Because he doesn't know whether to stay long or not at Nisa's house.

“Kakak will wait, if necessary brother will stay here,” Riko keep forcing.

“Alright, later on home I will report yes,” replied Amira in the end.

Amira gets out of Riko's car and enters Nisa's house.

Nisa is walking towards him.

“Miraaaaa, finally you arrived at my house,” welcome Nisa already stretched her arms running towards Amira about to hug her.

Amira welcomes Nisa's embrace. “Iya I promised,” Amira smiled.

“Eh who were you taking? Your girlfriend huh?” nisa asked while looking at the door of her house.

“Oh no kok hehe,” Amira chuckles.

“Ya already let us go to my room aja Mi, delicious can while lying down, watching a movie or want to salto also can," joked Nisa and invite Amira while holding her hand walking towards her room.

Amira goes into Nisa's room and sees Nisa's room dominated by pastel colors, feeling very comfortable to live in. Shelves and cabinets are also neatly arranged and look aesthetic.

"Nisa is very good at arranging her room" muttered Amira in her heart.

Nisa asks him to rest first in her room because he wants to take food and drinks for them later.

Amira agrees and Nisa comes out of her room.

Amira's gaze swept through the room, then came to a halt on one object that caught her attention.

Amira sees a picture frame located on the table next to Nisa's bed, near the lamp. Amira went up and approached the photo, taken with both hands and looked at the photo with a sad look.

In the photo he sees Digo embracing Nisa's waist while smiling lovingly towards her, while Nisa holds Digo's shoulder with a smiling down face.

Again, he must feel the pain of love that is not in it. His heart began to remember the same pain, or perhaps this hurt more.

When with Riko, the pain he feels can still be muted by the person who always wants his return, namely Digo.

But at this time, the pain did not have a home to just stop by. Someone he thought would be a real home could not afford to make him settle down.

“Again, I must fall into a vortex of love capable of drowning my half, or perhaps my whole,” Amira said in her heart with teary eyes.

Nisa who had just come noticed Amira who was staring at her picture. He wondered why Amira stared at the photo for so long? Is something wrong? Or Amira knows?

“Mir,” call Nisa while carrying a tray containing food and drinks.

Amira flinched then hurriedly put the photo back in place, and normalized her body language.

Then he turned his body and approached Nisa who was already sitting on the sofa.

“Wah a lot of food Nis,” said Amira with an expression made as happy as possible.

“Iya dong kan I nyiapin this all for you Mir, because you want to come,” said Nisa then asked Amira to try her food.

Nisa noticed Amira's face.

“Mir, why are you? How are you so rich? You don't like it in my house?”

Amira who was chewing on some pieces of biscuits was immediately speechless. There was a sense of tightness that suddenly entered his heart.

O Lord, Amira desperately held back her tears at once to hear the words of Nisa.

“Can I just hate him God? Why is he so gentle and kind? Making me even more sick to endure this, the inner” of Amira is poignant with tears.

“Mir, geez I'm sorry if you even become sad, it's okay if you don't like it here Mir, if you want to go home,” said Nisa while hugging Amira.

Amira returned Nisa's embrace with a heart of sorrow.

“I'm okay Nis, I'm just sad again because I want my girlfriend,” replied Amira looking for an excuse.

“Yeah, I guess why Mir, you can cry as much as you on my shoulder and I'm ready to listen to everything,” replied Nisa kept wiping Amira's back.

“You're my best friend Mir even though we haven't known you for a long time, but I'm grateful to have you in my flat life."

Amira was crying hearing that. He tightened his arms at the girl who looked like him.

Amira lets go of her embrace, then rubs off the rest of her tears. “Still Yes Nis.”

“Thou shalt not say thanks, we are friends,” Nisa smiled.

"Now, what's the story, you why?" nisa asked as she looked at Amira full of worry.

"I.." Amira's words stopped for a moment.

"I have a problem with my girlfriend Nis" replied Amira.

"What problem?"

"I feel like he's not done with his past, so I'm planning on leaving him."

"Did he say he still loved his past?"

Amira nodded slowly.

Nisa approached Amira and clasped her hand. "Mir do you remember my story?"

Amira looked up and nodded her head.

"I am also the past of the man who to this day is still the owner of my heart." Nisa smiled for a while then continued her words.

"You know why after parting ways with Digo I still chose myself?"

Amira shakes.

"Because being with someone who's still not done with his past hurts Mir, and I don't want my partner to feel that."

Amira was silent to digest Nisa's words.

"Yes, Nisa's right, being with Digo will only make her sick. But why is every thought of taking it off even more painful?"

"You still love him so much, huh Nis?"

"Yes Mir, even countless how many times I fought against myself holding back my longing to not meet him, and this hurts," Nisa said and smiled bitterly.

"I hope you don't feel what I'm feeling Mir, because it hurts so much" Nisa said as she carried Amira's hand to her heart.

It felt like Amira wanted to cry again, but she had to endure it. I don't know Amira feels she's not holding on to anything anymore.

*******

It did not feel like almost half a day Amira was at Nisa's house, Riko had already called her to ask for her return.

“Nis, I came home yes,” Amira said after hanging up the phone.

“Oh your girlfriend already wants to pick up yes, yes Mir next time we play together again yes,” said Nisa then moved to deliver Amira to the front.

Riko had arrived at Nisa's house when they opened Nisa's living room door. Riko got out of the car and walked towards the two women whose faces were almost similar.

Riko is shocked for a moment, and then remembers Digo's past. “Is he a former Digo?” he murmured in the heart.

Realizing Riko's gaze that looked so surprised, Amira also approached her.

“Kak , know this Nisa, temen me,” he said while embracing Riko's hand.

“Oh yes, knowin-Riko,” said Riko then reached out her hand to Nisa.

“Nisa."

Nisa looked at Riko and Amira alternately. He thought the man Amira was telling him was Riko.

"Jaga Amira ya Riko, she is too soft heart," he said and smiled.

Riko who is confused by the words of Nisa is just a beard.

They finally came home.

On the way Riko saw Amira daydreaming.

“Mi, she looks like you,” said Riko breaking Amira's daydream while driving her car.

“iya kak hehe,” Amira smiles in response to Riko's words.

“He's your schoolmate?” Riko finds out the woman is indeed a friend of Amira or just known.

“Not, I know him not long ago, he was sick and accidentally met in the hospital when I nemenin mama, so we meet there deh.”

“Ohh that, alright,” replied Riko without extending again.

From Amira's answer, he concluded that the girl was Digo's ex-girlfriend.

"But why does Amira look familiar to him?"