The Door of the Heart of Amira

Chapter 56 Crying

Riko could not hold back her tears, she turned and walked back to leave the temple where she saw a real wound.

“Riko.” He heard a voice that he was very familiar with. Riko, who was walking down, because while shedding tears, straightened her head to see someone who called her earlier.

His gaze met with the figure of a little hijab girl who a few days ago had become her former lover.

“Desi,” said Riko in a very slow voice.

Desi saw Riko who looked sad was astonished. There is still a tear point at the end of her eyelashes. Desi turned her head towards the back of Riko's back, wanting to know what was the real cause of Riko crying.

Digo and a woman, her younger sister, were standing together in front of the notice board. Is this what makes Riko cry?

Desi looked back at Riko.

“Riko, you crying?” desi asked still with her soft voice.

Riko did not answer Desi and turned her gaze in the other direction. Desi walked over and gave two pieces of tissue to Riko.

“Wear this,” said Desi while thrusting two sheets of tissue.

Riko took the tissue and removed the remaining tears left in her eyelashes without speaking.

Desi understood that there was nothing Riko wanted to tell her. Desi smiled and then said goodbye to Riko because she wanted to take care of the signature of her graduation requirements.

Riko lets Desi through. While passing through Riko, Desi uttered a message to him.

“By separating from me, you must be happy Riko,” Desi said and left Riko.

Amira who was with Digo, because the distance is not far from Riko immediately turned her head because she heard the footsteps of Desi who used pantofel shoes.

Amira saw it was stunned. He looked at Riko with a sad look. Until Desi had walked past him, looked at him for a moment, then continued on his way.

Riko finally walked away from the place without even turning her head, making Amira sad to see him.

While Digo noticed Amira's expression. There was a stroke of sadness in his eyes. However it was not sad because of pain or jealousy, but because of a considerable sense of guilt.

“Mi?” call Digo still by looking at Amira.

Amira awakens from her daydream and turns to Digo. “Iya kak?”

“You okay?” ask Digo.

Amira nodded quickly. “I'm fine,” she replied and smiled.

Digo nodded his head and clasped Amira's hand. “Kak so graduation next month Mi.”

“I know,” said Amira with a nod of her head.

“Be a sister graduation escort yes," said Digo again

Amira remained silent. He looked at the brown eyes of the man he loved.

In fact, if her relationship with Digo is as normal as anyone else, Amira is eager to be Digo's graduation companion. Saw him wearing a toga with a smile of happiness.

But unfortunately at the moment he and Digo are in a difficult relationship to understand. Especially with the presence of Nisa, making Amira feel as wrong as if she is the escort of Digo graduation.

Seeing Amira just silent, Digo tightened his grip. “You want Amira?”

Digo was very happy. The smile on her face instantly expanded and then involuntarily hugged Amira.

Amira was surprised Digo suddenly hugged her. Instantly it felt like crying. This is the hug she missed all along. His comfort, his warmth, and his scent. Amira really misses Digo's hug.

This is Digo's first hug for Amira in the state of her heart who has loved Digo. It feels so soothing. But it might be the last hug he can feel. I can't feel Amira's tears dripping down Digo's shirt.

Digo, who had regained his senses because his clothes were wet, immediately took off his embrace.

“Mi, why are you crying?” tanya Digo was astonished. Then remove the remains of Amira's tears.

Amira shook her head slowly, then released Digo's hand from her face. “I want to go home yes brother,” said Amira tired.

“Yes is anther's sister yes," replied Digo.

“Neither brother, I go home the same ten-men I aja,” reject Amira.

“Kakak anter aja go home," said Digo half forced and then took Amira's hand.

“Kak Digo, wait brother,” said Amira while trying to release his hand.

Digo did not care about Amira who kept trying to let go of her hand. He kept walking without looking.

“Kak Digo I don't want to go home with brother," said Amira in the end

Digo stopped walking, taking off the grip of his hand on Amira. He turned his body, then looked at Amira with a hard-to-understand look.

“Why Mi? Why don't you go home with your sister? Is it really your same brother's fault?” digo said with great emphasis. He was very tired of facing the attitude of Amira who always wanted to go from him.

Amira was surprised to hear Digo say that. There was a look of sadness, disappointment, even anger in Digo's face.

Amira was silent, in her heart she was already crying. It was sad to see Digo like that.

“Same sister Mi, what's wrong sister? Is it because of Nisa? Because of big brother's past who happens to look like you?? Because that?” said Digo with a slightly raised tone.

Then Digo rubbed his face rough. “You can give your love to Riko who obviously at that time she already has a boyfriend, but why can't it be for sister?” digo's voice began to weaken. Digo looks desperate.

Amira remained silent. He could only cry in his heart.

“Kakak tired Mi, every day keep trying to think how to win your heart. You knew? Ever since you met, my brother's days have turned into a struggle. The struggle to get your heart. But why do you always see Riko and Riko?

Have you ever seen my sister, once? Is everything you do not enough for you to understand that you love you? What else should I do to convince you that my sister's feelings are not playing games?

Digo is feeling very frustrated at the moment. Already speaking at length, yet Amira was still silent expressionlessly, only her gaze lowered.

“Amira,” call Digo feel anxious with Amira.

Amira still bowed without speaking. Digo who saw that rubbed his face again violently.

”Alright, from now on it's up to you to take where the love of sister Mi, brother tired, brother tired of fighting and chasing your love that has no meaning in your eyes,” said Digo angrily then left Amira.

Amira looked at Digo with a sad look. The tears that he had been holding back had finally spilled out.

“Kak Digo, if you know how crying my heart is because I have to keep myself away from you, when I actually really want to be with you,” Amira said while crying. Then he sat down with his hands folded over his knees.

"I don't think it's going to hurt, but it's really painful" said Amira slowly and buried her head between her hands and knees crying sobbing.