The Door of the Heart of Amira

Chapter 23 I love you

“Ami, why you.” have not finished the sentence came out of Riko's mouth, it has been cut by Amira.

“Why didn't you tell me that you're here?” Amira asked in a half-screaming voice.

Being quiet.. Riko didn't answer Amira's question. He just looked into Amira's eyes.

“Why is sister silent?” ask Amira again.

“Why sister....”ucap Amira cut off because suddenly Riko already hugged her.

Under the umbrella of the rain of the two inner tormented men released the longing held in their hearts.

A longing that cannot be shown even to him who is the owner of the longing.

Why is the world so complicated just because of a feeling called love?

Amira moves, wanting to let go of Riko's embrace, but is held back by Riko.

“Please let it stay like this Amira, just for a moment, brother please,” Riko said in a stifled voice.

Amira fell silent, slowly she let go of her hand and resignedly to receive Riko's embrace.

“Since when is sister here?” amira asked in a soft voice, almost inaudible.

“Since brother called you, even before that,” replied Riko.

“Why?” amira asked again in an increasingly inaudible voice.

Riko was silent, only his embrace that he made to the girl he loved.

“So I don't know Mi, I feel sick and don't know what to do.

The whole day since the meeting, brother's heart was uncertain.

Brother wants to see you, but brother doesn't want to hurt you more deeply.

Brother is trying to not want you, but the more you try, brother instead drowns in your shadow Mi.

Please tell brother, what should you do? It hurts Mi, sister lost direction,” said Riko at length.

Amira who was listening to that, instantly shed her tears.

“How can I answer you brother, if I myself have to fight with myself to not think about you?”inner Amira.

“Do you know, how do I organize my heart every time I see my sister with Desi at a welcome meeting, but it should still look okay?

Don't you know how hard I was going through that day?” amira said at the end.

The defense that he had built from before meeting Riko collapsed already, he finally revealed everything he felt.

“Kak Riko said, do not go from the side of the brother, but the brother still holds his hand in front of me, still his name is spoken in all corners of the world brother as the owner of the brother and not me.

Then what right do I have, when I feel this is painful? Do I have the right to let go of the hand that has been held so long?” answer Amira sendu.

“Kakak loves you Mi, sorry,” said Riko as she let go of her embrace.

“Sorry brother Amira, sorry brother's selfishness,” said Riko while gently rubbing Amira's cheek.

“So I never meant to hurt you, my dear brother is with you, but I never realized if this feeling actually hurt you.

Sister can not choose the love of Mi, if you can choose, sister would prefer to fall in love with Desi so that everything is easier.

But the truth is, that love chose you,” replied Riko.

“I am so brother, it will be easier if the person I love is not you,” Amira replied in her heart.

“Amira, can you wait for brother until brother problem with Desi is finished?” ask Riko.

As far as you try to escape from my love, brother will continue to come again in your life until anytime, except.” Riko did not continue his words.

“Except what?” ask Amira.

“Unless you say you love someone else,” replied Riko.

“When in your heart there is no more me, Riko Anggara,”.

Amira was silent not answering Riko's words.

“But as long as it hasn't happened, don't force sister to stop loving you,”Riko continues her words with confidence.

“Then what about me? Should I grow hope, or should I throw it away?

If I nurture that hope until it comes alive, will I not be hurt? But if I throw it away now, how do I treat my own wounds?” lirih Amira in her heart.

Amira does not want to say that to Riko, because she does not want to foster hope in Riko's heart that she will wait for Riko.

Amira herself did not know how to deal with her feelings after this.

“I can't say anything, brother and I can't promise anything either. Let it go as it should, if there is to be love that grows, let it grow.

Only time can answer everything, even if there are injuries on the way, time will also remove all of them,” replied Amira in the end.

Riko smiled at Amira and nodded her head.

“Amira in gih, later in the wind later wear wet clothes,” pinta Riko.

Amira nods her head and turns to leave Riko, but Riko holds Amira's hand to make her face again.

“The path into his house is the same brother yes, it is still raining so let your brother use this umbrella,” take Riko while releasing his hand grip on Amira.

He wanted to reward Amira by not carelessly touching her, even though he was eager to do so.

Amira agrees with Riko's invitation. They both set foot on the porch of Amira's house.

“Thank you brother,” said Amira When they had reached the terrace of Amira's house

“Ga needs to thank, it is precisely the brother who should apologize,” Riko said with a smile.

“Apologies? Apologize why?” amira asked while frowning her forehead.

“Sorry for making you rain, and sorry for loving you,”.

Amira flinched, but a moment later she managed to control her expression and emotions back.

"It's not wrong sister, I myself want to rain-blown followed brother hehe,” said Amira with a smile.

“Other times you can not rain-rail rich gini yes?” said Riko.

“Ya Ami has entered gih, later so that my sister who closed the gate,” said Riko again.

Amira nodded, a sign agreeing with Riko.

“Kakak went home carefully yes, I entered first,” say goodbye Amira then turned to leave Riko.

After Amira enters her house, Riko leaves the house of Amira, not forgetting that she has closed the gate.

Riko gets into the car and starts running it leaving Amira's house, while Amira stares at Riko's departure from her bedroom window.

“God, why is it so hard to fall in love?

I thought love was beautiful, but love was painful.

I saw people who fell in love filled with flowers, but it turns out that the love that came to me was full of thorns,” Amira said in her heart while staring at Riko's departure.