The Door of the Heart of Amira

Chapter 50 Tears

After saying that, Riko left the house of Amira with a wound that so cut her heart. She desperately held back her tears so as not to spill in front of Amira. Trying to show the remnants of the rigidity he had in order for Amira to think he was okay.

So that the girl does not feel guilty for him because his love has run out for her. Riko was crying all the way. Crying the end of her relationship with the girl she always loved even before the relationship was actually established.

His dream to bring Amira into his life is gone. In fact, he has devised a plan that is so neat to knit the future with Amira. He was eager to show the world that Amira was the girl he always loved.

But now, he had to let go of the girl he had dreamed of becoming to go back from him and choose another love.

“I think seeing you hugged by Digo when it was Amira's sickest thing, but seeing all you have now that I'm not in it hurts more.

Seeing your eyes twinkle shows love but not for me, is a real pain.

With all my love formed for you, I gave up my dreams. For the sake of your happiness that I can never give as long as you are with me Amira.

I hope you are happy Amira," said Riko in her heart with tears still adorning her face.

No matter how good you are, separation is still painful, her inner” again.

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Amira went into her room with a sad heart. He thought about Riko's words before he left.

Riko has released him. There was a sense of relief in his heart, as he felt some of the burden he was carrying had been shed. But on the other hand, Amira feels sad because she imagines how Riko feels right now.

“Sorry Riko, I never meant to hurt you. I really can't choose who this love will anchor to. I never thought that I would love a man other than you, brother. But then again, I can't manage the love that comes to me.

I hope you don't feel as broken as I did when I was with you, brother.

Thank you for loving me in your own way. Although I have to go through with tears but I know how much you love me.

Please don't break, brother. Forgive me and thank you,” Amira said in her heart. No tears fell after she thanked him.

Amira threw herself on her beloved bed with tears still wetting her face. He could not be denied, even though his love had changed, but the sadness was still felt in his heart.

The memories with Riko and the love that was once embedded for him can not just be eliminated. Being treated so special and loved by someone like Riko is a fortune to him that he will never forget.

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This morning Amira woke up with a new day.he was no longer burdened with how Desi felt about his love for Riko. Because he and Riko had currently let go of each other.

Amira tries to live her day well, making things the same as before knowing Riko. Although it may not be that easy, but this is much better. Instead he had to wait for the uncertainty that always ensnared him. Not to mention his guilt to Desi who almost every day haunts him.

Amira stepped her legs lightly, despite the sadness in her heart but she felt more relieved.

While Amira feels relieved, another thing with Riko. Riko remained silent in her room alone. He still enjoyed his heartbreak by sitting on the edge of the bed.

His eyes looked at the wall in front of him with a pushy look.

“People say the highest point of loving is when we can let go of our loved ones being happy with someone else. But it turns out that letting go is not that easy, yes.Setap only the process is very painful,” said Riko with a soft look.

Then he picked up his guitar, tried to play the guitar and expressed what he was feeling at the moment.

Letting go of you is not easy for me

when our memories

it disturbs the soul and heart

At night my sleep doesn't mind you

I try to defend

half my soul is gone

fly with you

My black love episode

Now repeated again

repeatedly re-establish this self-control

Oh my God, I want the best

Best for me, this dwarf

Oh my God, I'm not gonna lose this.

pop him..

he was the last for me…

Riko sings the last song with poke. It sounds so hurt and heartbreaking to anyone who sees and hears it right now.

Meanwhile, on the other hand, Nisa was staring at her photo with Digo who was located on the table next to her mattress. He rubbed a picture of Digo's face with a soft heart.

“Should it take me how much longer to forget you Digo? It feels so hard to let my memories with you disappear from my life, her inner” with tears.

“For so long I have tried so hard to convince my heart that you cannot have me. But this miss is torturing me too much.you're hard to replace. What am I supposed to do, Digo?" he said again by crying over his love story full of lara.

Then he threw himself in bed hugging a photo of Digo with him.

“If the universe allows me to meet you, just once, can I have you once again? Or, may I repeat back the memories we once passed, just once?” he said in the heart.

Actually Nisa could have met Digo directly by coming to his house, but he still did not have the courage to meet Digo alone. He was still aware, that he was the one who had incised a wound in Digo's heart. No matter how deep the regrets he now felt, he would never bring Digo back to him.

Nisa got up from her sleep and put back the picture frame that had been hugged earlier.

"This picture will remain here until my heart is tired of thinking about you Digo. I look forward to those moments. Maybe my world would have been more beautiful if you had disappeared from my heart. Because I realized, coming back to you is impossible,” said.

Nisa remembers seeing Digo crying by the window of her room.

“If the tears that you shed were tears of love for someone who has now replaced me in your heart, how lucky that woman is, to have so great a seriousness of your love Go. Because when you are with me, you never cry as deeply as you cry,” Nisa said in her heart and wiped away the remaining tears that kept falling. After that he walked out of his room.