
Today Riko comes to Amira's house without Amira's knowledge. Riko accidentally comes with a car so that no one sees her coming, especially Amira.
Riko parked his car in front of Amira's house but a little away from the fence.
Riko looked at the house of the woman he loved. He thought about Tofan saying yesterday that all this was unfair to Amira.
Making Amira second in life is something that might sound evil, especially for a woman like Amira.
Although in reality Amira is the only woman who occupies his heart.
“Am I able to leave Amira for her happiness?” inner Riko.
Riko leaned back on the steering chair while closing her eyes. His mind is too messed up right now. Her heart and logic seem to be at war to release Amira or selfishly keep the girl by her side.
Amira will be referred to as the actor if she keeps forcing Amira to continue by her side. Even after his relationship with Desi ended, Amira will be referred to as the third person who caused his relationship with Desi to break up. Because the world does not know how much Riko loves Amira, all the world knows is Riko's lover Desi.
Riko sighed softly, removing the phone from his pocket and he started scrolling until he met Amira's name.
Then he pressed the call button on the number. The sound of a connected call is heard until it is finally lifted from the receiver.
“Halo”, soft voice heard from the phone connection.
“Halo Amira,” Riko replied.
Silent. No words came out of Riko nor from Amira.
Amira was confused by Riko's attitude.
Riko could not speak, tears began to drip from her eyes.
After hearing Amira's voice, he felt weak. He could not let Amira go. Not for Digo or anyone else.
“Kak?” call Amira slowly.
Amira starts to get worried about Riko's strange attitude. Riko doesn't usually call and then shut up like this.
“Kak Riko?” call her back.
Riko immediately wiped away the tears that fell on her cheeks and started to set the sound so as not to sound hoarse.
While looking at Amira's room from where she was sitting, she smiled and hoped to see Amira from her window.
Incidentally Amira's room is located next to the living room, so it is very easy to see from the front of her house like this.
“Ya Ami,” replied Riko try as quietly as possible.
“Kak why? Any problems?” ask Amira later.
“Ga there is nothing mi, sister just want to hear your voice, already these few days brother ga denger and never met you,” replied Riko
“Oh I guess why,” replied Amira.
“Indeed you think big brother why Mi?" riko asked worried if Amira found out she was crying.
“Ya tumben aja brother call me but diem aja, ga rich his usual, sister is okay?”ask Amira again.
“No, brother is okay, brother just wants to hear your voice, because it has long been unaccounted for and heard your voice,” replied Riko trying to neutralize his voice and expression.
“Kakak where else?” ask Amira.
“Kakak again at home, why?” ask Riko.
“Kok there is the sound of his music brother? Brother again listening to music at home?” ami asked in surprise.
Instantly Riko was shocked, she forgot to still play the song in her car.
“Oh yes Mi, this is my brother again muter music in the room, sister bored Mi college vacation is nothing, so yes gini is her job at home,” said Riko lying.
“Absolutely sister didn't go with Mba Desi?” asked Amira innocently.
“Why? Can mumpung holiday,” asked Amira again with a heart that yahh actually very sick it.
“Mi, we can not talk Desi if we talk together again,” said Riko lirih.
Silent. There was no response from Amira. Truly Amira felt like she was sowing salt on a wound, asking the name of the woman who made her heart actually hurt.
Suddenly it rained. Amira got off her bed and walked to the window. He pulled out the translucent white curtains attached to his window.
He intended to see rain, but he was surprised to see a blue car parked in front of his house.
The same thing with Amira, Riko was shocked to see Amira's figure behind the window. The figure that was currently filling his heart. The girl he always missed.
Fortunately, Riko's car glass is equipped with oneway window film so that it is not visible from the outside, but clearly visible from the inside.
Riko looked at Amira longingly from inside her car, with the phone she was still sticking to her ear, indicating the phone was still connected but both were silent.
Amira was surprised by the car, why is there a car in front of her house? If it belongs to a neighbor's family why should you park in front of his house? The front of the neighbors house was empty.
He looked at the car with a question mark. Amira does not know it is Riko's car, because Riko never brought a car when with Amira or Desi.
Like staring at each other but separated by space and distance. The sad look of Riko and Amira who daydream while looking at Riko's car.
Suddenly there is a honking sound from the back of Riko's car indicating the car wants to walk on the shoulder of Riko's car road.
And therefore Amira realized something.
"That horn sound, why is it the same as the sound on this phone?"inner Amira.
Don't-don't.Amira immediately walked out of the room to go to the terrace of his house. He wanted to get close to the car.
“Where are you going Amira?” riko asked involuntarily in her phone.
Amira stopped walking.
“Why Kak Riko know if I'm on the road?” ask Amira suspiciously.
Riko who realized his mistake immediately confused to answer what.
Amira immediately quickened her steps, opened the door of the living room, then exited the house to walk towards the fence of her house.
Doubtfully Amira opened the gate and approached the parked blue car, even though it was raining.
Riko is shocked to see Amira who has walked towards her car. Without a second thought, Riko immediately took the umbrella in the back seat and opened the car door to immediately approach Amira.
Riko looked at Amira as well as herself with a sad face. Then he confirmed the position of his glasses and looked at Amira.
They stared in silence, his gaze as if hinting at a heartbreak.
Pov Riko
“How do I make you happy without hurting you Amira?” inner Riko.
“How can I express my heart to the world that you are the queen of my heart?
Is being the only one I love a burden to you?” riko asked in her heart.
Pov Amira
“I'm tired of hiding behind big smiles.
I'm saturated with the uncertainty you've always given me since you asked me to stay by your side” Amira's inner sadness.
“Can I go? Out of this love of yours that so ensnared me?
Really I feel I lost my identity,” said Amira stuck in the heart.