The Door of the Heart of Amira

Chapter 49 Letting you go

Amira walked over to Riko who had been waiting for her from earlier. Riko opens the car door for Amira. After Amira enters, Riko then immediately heads to her place. Not long after the car drove from that place.

“You go home or eat first Mi?” ask Riko.

“Emm.. Coincidentally, I ate my sister, if I go home how?” Amira asked back.

“OK deh, brother anter you go home,” replied Riko with a smile looking at Amira.

Amira smiled back at Riko and then faced forward again.

Riko noticed Amira, recently Amira was quiet and rarely spent time with her.

“Mi,” call Riko.

Amira. “Iya kak?”

“Emm.. The plan is to meet Desi the day after tomorrow,” said Riko and then see Amira's expression.

Amira was silent but felt nothing. No more pain or sadness when you hear the name Desi. Even when Riko said she wanted to meet Desi, there was really no sadness that Amira felt.

Riko looked at Amira who was silent as if thinking of something. Amira's expression no longer showed sadness or disappointment, as she usually saw when something related to Desi.

Suddenly Riko felt pain in her heart. Is this the time when he should let go of losing Amira? The woman who is his only love.

“Mi, the day after sister plans to break off sister's relationship with Desi. Things that should have been done for a long time,” said Riko again.

“So you want mutusin mba Desi? Are you sure?” tanya Amira confirms Riko's decision.

Riko nodded her head. “Iy, I'm sure that Mi, it's been a long time that you want to do this. Just yesterday-yesterday Desi again compose thesis and want trial, so be a sister undur.”

Amira looked down, staring at both of her legs. "I don't feel jealous anymore or even sick when Riko's sister says this. I even want to prevent Riko from breaking Desi, the inner” of Amira.

“No love mutusin long established relationship?”

Riko turned to look at Amira. There is a heartbeat that no longer feels happy, but the pounding of anxiety. Amira has really changed.

Her face no longer showed sadness but at this moment her face was showing concern.

"Is he worried if I cut off my relationship with Desi?” riko muttered in his heart.

“You already know the reason Amira,” replied Riko with a straight forward view.

Amira was silent, she was really confused as to what to answer. He doesn't want to make Riko sad, but what should he do?

“You why Mi?” ask Riko

“Emm.. It's okay, sister, I'm just afraid that you broke up with Desi's mom" replied Amira while playing a finger on her bag.

“Kakak ga will miaesel Mi,” replied Riko and turned briefly towards Amira.

“Please Mi, brother broke up with Desi not because of you really. But it was a big brother's plan from the beginning.

I will wait for Desi to finish first, now is the time, although a bit backwards from what I had planned yesterday,”, said Riko explained so that Amira did not feel guilty about her decision.

“Hmm yes sis," replied Amira nodding her head.

Riko returned to driving with an erratic mind. Riko looked at Amira who was looking at her car window.

“Mi, is your current best Digo? Is there no longer my name in your heart?

Riko kept thinking with a sad heart.

Suddenly Riko remembered his words to Amira first, if there was no longer himself in Amira's heart, then he would release Amira with sincerity.

If he is no longer in Amira's heart, can he let the girl go from her side and choose the love she wants?

Instantly Riko regretted saying that. Maybe at that time he was too sure that Amira would not turn away from him. He is too high because he thinks the universe of Amira is only himself.

He forgot Digo was fighting for what he called his own. While Riko is too confident, just because Amira chose him does not mean Amira can not turn away.

Disappointment and exhausting waiting can make him turn around and leave.

Riko regrets why he always burses time to break his relationship with Desi. Now the girl who has been his dream all this time must be able to let go.

Not feeling the trip has delivered them in front of Amira's house, after turning off the engine of his car Riko looks silent with his eyes down.

Amira who just wanted to leave felt astonished by Riko's attitude. “Kak Riko why?”

Riko held her head up and looked at Amira.

Amira also turned to look at Riko.

“Mi, do you love Digo?” riko asked with a look that looked so sad.

Amira gasped, she did not expect to be asked like this by Riko. What should Amira answer?

While Riko was still silently staring at Amira as if waiting for Amira's answer.

“No, I have no feelings for Digo,” replied Amira shaking her head, then smiling at Riko. The smile looks as neutral as possible.

“So why did you go with him a few times? Even when the exam was yesterday you guys came home together right?”

Amira was shocked, why did Riko know that?

“So I see you go home with Digo Mi, and during the test also brother see if Digo is serious with you.”

“No, we do not have any relationship, brother Digo is also aja odd same me, anyway if we go home together usually we happen because it can be together, just like that,” time Amira tries to reject reality.

Riko drew his eyes closer to Amira, he stared fixedly at her black eyes.

“But what sister see ga so yes Mi?” he said with a sad heart.

“M-m–means?” asked Amira nervously.

“Which sister saw you trying to cover up your feelings for Kak Digo Mi. Brother see there's love in your eyes for him but you always try to brush it off. Is brother right?” riko asked as she looked at Amira deeply.

In her heart she wanted Amira to say no.

Amira was silent. Her eyes were downcast with teary eyes.

All right, just by looking at Amira like that alone has made Riko's heart destroyed as badly as it was destroyed. This time he had to completely let go of Amira.

“Sorry I'm Riko,” replied Amira with her head still down and with all her might holding her tears.

Hearing that Riko moved her body closer towards Amira. He removed the seatbelt still attached to Amira and held Amira's chin so he could see it.

“So no Mi, maybe from the beginning this love is wrong, but brother does not regret loving you. From today brother release you Mi. You can pursue what is your love" said Riko and kissed the back of Amira's hand, perhaps for the last time.