The Door of the Heart of Amira

Chapter 61 Celebrating

The Amira train has departed from Gambir Station to Tugu Yogyakarta Station. Amira looked at the window, looking at the scene she was passing through. Again and again, his memories with Digo came back to his mind. Making him drop tears that he had been holding back.

Digo, I'm sorry if I had to close the book on our story that hasn't even started yet.

Until my departure, you didn't know how hard I endured my pain to be invisible to you?

You don't know if every time we meet I hide my wounds.

I hope that over time and my departure will not only be able to remove your wounds but also be able to heal me.

Amira smiled in her tears. Then he closed his eyes to rest his heart and mind which Digo was always holding.

*****

Digo is currently on his way to an outdoor restaurant he has booked for a small celebration of his graduation. Erwin and Riski will also come to the place because he deliberately reserved the place for his graduation along with his two best friends.

Nisa asks Digo to come to her car only, because this morning when she went to graduation, Digo went to be escorted by her parents and now her parents have gone home first.

Throughout Digo's journey only silent, his mind was busy remembering Amira who did not appear in the important event. Even in her state of pleading, Amira's heart seemed to care less about her.

Just this time he felt like wanting someone terribly, not even caring about the pain that resulted from his desire.

Nisa looked at Digo blankly. He realized that at this time he was no longer part of Digo.Yes heart, he realized that everything had passed. It's just a part of Digo's past that has eroded time.

But knowing Digo had no hatred for him, and still wanted to be friends with him made him grateful. Didn't their relationship start with friendship? So ending up with a friendship is also a good thing, right?

"Go, you hired that restaurant for your graduation dinner?” nisa's asking broke the silence.

Digo who was daydreaming turned to look towards Nisa. “Yes, there will be Erwin and Riski, every time they want to bring family or couples there,” replied Digo.

“You didn't bring a partner too?” ask Nisa.

Digo smiled bitterly and looked out the window. “Come on,” Digo replied like a desperate-sounding man.

Nisa fell silent, trying to understand Digo's voice and expression. “Is there really someone she's waiting for?”Nisa said in her heart.

Not feeling their trip had arrived at the outdoor restaurant that Digo had ordered. The place is clean and still beautiful, lined with paving and also grass as a beach. The atmosphere like there in the countryside is very felt because there are some straw-roofed sauces. When stepping deeper there is also a small artificial lake and a boat-shaped feeding in the middle.

It looks like the ship has been decorated with some furniture and flowers that make it more beautiful. Digo had actually booked the place for him and Amira. He intends to ask Amira to officially become his lover. But whatever the power, man can only plan, God determines the reality.

The fact that Amira did not come to see him made her even more hurt.

Erwin and Lena who just arrived, look shocked because Digo came with Nisa. Lena now understands why Amira chose to leave her and Digo. It turned out that the reality that was in front of Amira was this painful. How can we accept the love of a man who is not finished with his past?

“Eh Nisa, how can you know the Digo graduation event?”asked Erwin after their distance was close.

“Oh yes earlier my friend who anter me Win,” replied Nisa while looking at Lena.

“Hei Len, we'll see you again,” greet Nisa shaking hands with Lena.

“Mi, must be very sick so lo yes,” said Lena in her heart.

“Ya already entered, already laper nih,” invite Erwin on Nisa and Lena.

Arriving inside, Lena looks amazed by the design of the restaurant. “Yes kak Digo rent this place just for gini?” ask Lena not to believe it.

“She's mahmang ga beaming dear, this is not how much for him” replied Erwin explained.

“She still hasn't changed huh, likes to do things she likes,” Nisa said made Lena turn her head towards her.

“Oh is that mba? Is different yes rich people with rich commoners I,” said Lena while grinning horses.

“Eh Ki,” cried Erwin while walking to Riski who was in one of the dishes with food in front of him.

“Ah lo instead of waiting, even eat first anyway,” said Erwin who had approached into the saung Riski.

“You guys are long, I laper ya I first aja deh,” replied Riski while eating his dimsum.

“Basic lo, uh the Digo where are you? The feeling was together with his sampe in front, even say tuh child,” asked Erwin astonished.

“So I've met but I think he's there deh,” replied Riski while pointing at the direction of the lake.

“Yes we have been to saung next to aja yuk Len eat too, Nis you want to come with us what alone?” ask Erwin.

“I am here with Riski has not met for a long time, while waiting for Digo,” said Nisa then sat in the saung Riski.

Riski who only realized if it was Nisa immediately coughed. “Yeah Nis, this is elo? I guess who it was, I didn't."

“Yee you think who it is?” nisa asked with a small laugh.

“Gue thought it was a similar person lo,” replied Riski afraid of misspeaking.

“Means?” nisa is confused.

“Iya kirain is not lo, because I do not know you are in Indonesia Nis, are you in Singapore for college?” ask Riski confused.

“Iya, I'm on vacation,”answered Nisa.

While Digo was in the middle ship of the lake that has been decorated. He sat pensively on a dining chair where it was supposed to be a witness to his love for Amira.

“I have tried all means to please you Amira, I tried with all my strength to win your heart. But it turns out everything is not as easy as I imagined. You still don't want me to be by your side,” Digo said in his heart.

Then Digo got up from his seat, picked up the red roses on the table and threw them in the trash.

He even pulled the cloth that adorned the table and threw it away.

“Amira, you are the cruelest woman I have ever met, but also the first woman I can't let go of. Even in my pain I still want to see you,” he said softly in his heart, then left the place.