The Door of the Heart of Amira

Chapter 29 Regretting

After the incident in the park, Amira finally went home with Digo, and Riko went home with Desi.

Failing already Riko's plan that wants to give a surprise to Amira, intending to give a romantic moment, instead becomes a moment of sadness for Amira.

Is Riko so selfish as to hold Amira to her side?

Meanwhile, in Digo's car, Amira looks silent. His eyes are down. Sometimes he stared out the window hoping his sadness was gone.

Right now there is nothing Amira wants but to go home.

“Mi, have you eaten?” ask Digo.

Ami turned towards Digo at a glance then looked back to the front.

” Not yet,” the answer is short.

Digo glanced at the clock on his wrist, indicating it was already 16:00 WIB.

"It's too late for lunch, and Amira hasn't eaten?” thought.

"We stopped by for a while to eat ya Mi,” Digo told Amira.

Amira shakes. ” I want to go home directly, sis,” he replied.

“Before Mi, you haven't eaten, and sister hasn't eaten, we ate for a while huh? That in front there is a good food stall, all of us through this,” invites Digo still trying.

Amira turned to Digo. He saw the brown-eyed man with a mixture of Dutch Indonesian mixed face.

“You're always there when I feel sick, you seem to be the antidote when my wounds get wet because of Riko, but now with your attitude like this can I believe that what you see is me?” inner Amira.

“Why do I like getting 2 cuts at the same time?” inner again.

Digo felt astonished as he was stared intensely by Amira like that.

“Mi, why see sister like that?” digo asked while driving with an occasional look towards Amira.

Amira who realized from her daydream again corrected her position and her eyes to look forward again.

“Mi?” call Digo.

Amira turned to Digo for a bit, then looked back at the road in front of him.

“No, it's okay brother,” he replied.

“Yes already, we've already arrived, now we eat first yes, only after this brother anter you go home,” take Digo while parking the car.

Just now Amira wanted to answer Digo, already cut by digo's utterance again.

“Ga no rejection, okay?”

Then Digo opened the door to his car,

then walk around the car and open the door for Amira.

Amira smiled miris. Neither Digo nor Riko forced their will on him.

Both love Amira, but both accidentally hurt her.

“Can't I decide something for myself?” thought Amira while walking beside Digo.

Digo ordered food for Amira, because Amira still looks reluctant to choose a menu.

And finally they ate together, inevitably Amira had to eat the food that had been presented in front of him.

Meanwhile, Riko, who had arrived at Desi's house, escorted Desi to the gate.

“You are tumben anyway bring me gini rich flowers?” ask Desi.

“So happened to pass by at the flower shop,” replied Riko briefly.

"Why do you know I'm in that park?” ask Desi again.

“Ah Riko, why do you even answer that, that means you give more hope to Desi, you fool,” Riko in his heart.

“Hmm yes already, thank you Ko, already love me flowers, you want to stop by? I made you your favorite green tea,” take Desi.

“Ga need Des, I want to go straight home, it's late afternoon,” replied Riko with a forced smile.

“Ya already so, you are careful ya go home,” said Desi in the end.

“Oke, said yes.” Riko then walked away from Desi.

Along the way home, Riko regretted what she did today. He should have been honest with Desi and not let Amira see him hurt alone for seeing him with Desi. Let Amira be hugged by Digo who is unlucky because of himself.

“Why do I still have the heart to mutusin Desi? Wh why? Why would I let Amira bear her wounds with Digo? “ said Riko half-screamed while hitting his car driver.

“After this what is my belief that Amira will choose me over Digo?” his mind feels sorry.

“Why is this love so complicated, can't you let me be happy with God Amira? can't we let our love be together?" lirih Riko's.

Digo had reached Amira's house and parked his car in front of Amira's house.

After turning off the engine of his car, Digo turned his body slightly sideways, so that it faced Amira.

“So I've told you, right, if you don't want to see you cry again Mi?” digo said while looking at Amira.

Amira was silent when she heard Digo say that, He just lowered his head.

“Amira? Look brother,” said Digo again. Still staring at Amira.

“iya brother once said brother will protect me from my tears and now brother has made that promise. Brother was beside me when I was hurt and crying.” Amira said suddenly, making Digo flinch.

“But..” Amira's speech comes to a halt with a hanging word.

“But what?” ask Digo.

“But can big brother protect me from tears caused by his own brother?” ask Amira later.

Getting questions like that Digo was of course confused. He never felt hurt or would hurt Amira.

She loved Amira so much, it was impossible for her to hurt the girl she loved.

"Why did Amira ask such a strange question?” he thought he didn't understand.

“You mean?” ask Digo.

“What if later that makes me cry instead of my own sister? Can you protect me?” ask Amira again.

“No one wants to hurt you Mi, you are valuable to big brother, and no intention ever crossed my mind to hurt you” replied Digo.

Amira fell silent, trying to digest Digo's words. Suddenly he remembered Andi's words about Digo's past.

“Continue now, do you see me or anyone else?”amira's question made Digo even more clueless.

Digo scrunched his forehead trying to understand what Amira was saying.

“You why the hell Mi? your question is so weird today?”ask Digo in frustration.

Amira closed her eyes for a moment, then unconsciously her tears dripped back.

Digo who saw that was shocked and immediately hugged Amira.

“Mi, please don't cry yes, brother don't want to see you cry, brother...” his speech stopped and took a moment's breath.

“Big brother love you Mi, sister will try to always love you and ga nyakinin you,”ucap Digo again with a stifled voice.

Hearing that, Amira's tears fell more and more.

“Why does it hurt to hear Kak Digo say this? Who were these words actually spoken to?

Is for me? Or for his past that looks like me?”inner Amira.