The Door of the Heart of Amira

Chapter 42 Has it?

Digo today plans to come to Amira because he feels too happy to have known the contents of Amira's heart that has been awaited, although it has not been said by the girl, but Digo believes Amira is beginning to realize her feelings.

Done preparing Digo to walk to his garage and start running the car to Amira's house. He did not tell the girl that he was going to his house today, for fear that the girl would refuse if she said she wanted to visit him.

Upon Digo's arrival at Amira's house, he saw the girl was watering flowers in the yard. Digo parked his car in front of the fence and then he walked over to Amira.

“Beautiful morning,” greet Digo who has stood behind Amira.

Amira who was shocked because there was suddenly a very familiar voice nearby immediately turned to the source of the voice.

“Kak Digo, ngagetin aja,”sahut Amira then turn off the water hose.

Amira walked closer towards Digo. “Kakak why here?”

“Kakak want to meet you Mi, can you?” digo replied as he walked with Amira to the terrace of his house.

“Iya may, I mean why ga ngabarin first?” ask Amira.

“Ga thought to ngabarin mi, oh yes. This is ,”ucap Digo while handing over a small bucket containing some chocolate and a few stems of roses decorate it, which he had been carrying.

“Make me?” ask Amira to see the bucket.

“It is for you who else is here? Or make your mama?” goda Digo's.

Amira took the chocolate and brought it into her house because they wanted to provide Digo with water and snacks.

“This brother is drunk first,” said Amira while putting drinks and snacks on the table.

“Still Mi,” replied Digo and drank juice made by Amira.

Digo looked at Amira. “Yesterday you where Mi?”

Amira turned to Digo. “Do you know where I'm not at home?"

“So I saw you go home with Riko,” Digo replied.

Amira. He was confused what to answer to Digo. Does he have to be honest if he currently knows the woman who became Digo's past? But for what?

“Mi?” digo calls awaken Amira.

“Yesterday Riko picked me up from Tasya's house,” replied Amira was forced to lie.

“Why don't you ask to pick up sister Mi?” tanya Digo felt a little upset because Amira asked Riko to pick her up.

Amira nodded quickly. “I don't want ngerepotin brother.”

“Make you brother never felt bothered Mi, better brother tired nganter you anywhere than should anyone else. Just yesterday at the house of Erwin you chose to go with Riko,” said Digo with a slightly different intonation, like a person who held back upset.

"Wait, you know I'm with Riko, what does it mean that you were at my house yesterday?" asked Amira who had just realized Digo's ambiguous words.

"Yes, you came here yesterday, but you didn't come out of the house, apparently you came with Riko," Digo replied a little annoyed.

“hmm.. But we have nothing to do, brother,”ucap Amira feel confused about this situation.

Amira remained silent. Really he really wants to be cheering right now because of Digo's expression on him. But he remembered Nisa, the woman who was currently his new best friend. The woman who also loves Digo may be bigger than him.

“I'd be between virtual and real if I was near you brother. You don't know if this is sad?” amira said in her heart.

Digo held Amira's hand. “What should sister do to make you believe the love that sister got this real Mi?”

Digo seemed to know what Amira was thinking right now. He really wanted to convince the girl of his feelings.

But how? Amira's heart was like a stone wall that was hard to pass through.

“Mi?” call Digo again.

“Is that big also brother's feelings for Him?”

“Dia? Who's she?” ask Digo wonder.

“Nisa. Does your sister miss him? You guys are so close, is it that easy to forget?”

“Mi, Nisa's just brother's past, nothing to do with this. Even if your faces look alike, you're not Nisa. And the one you love, not Nisa,” Digo tried to convince Amira.

“Kak, all this time I learned to love through wounds. I'm already quite tired of enduring the wounds that have been scratched almost daily by Riko's sister. I feel unable if my sister adds wounds to my heart,” said Amira Lirih.

“What injury Mi? Your dear brother, big brother will not hurt you, why can you say that?”

“In reality the wound has scratched my heart sis,” the inner Amira stared at Digo who was currently looking at him grudgingly.

“I'm not your owner sis, but out there, there's someone who loves you so much by holding back longing for the same person for so many years. I don't know how many tears he spent just to make it last. I really can't take the only cure for his longing,” Amira said in her heart with grief.

Inadvertently tears began to fall on Amira's face. Really if he could, he was eager to hug this man in front of him and tell him how much he wanted to welcome his love, how much he needed it right now.

But the shadow of Nisa crying over Digo in front of her and how weak she was kept spinning in her mind.

"Mi? Why are you silent?” tanya Digo who still holds Amira's hand.

Amira nodded slowly. “So Erwin's mother thought I was Nisa, was I as close as she was?”

Amira tried to divert the discussion which is currently waiting for the answer. Because Amira doesn't know what to answer.

“What if he comes back to sister's side? Are you sure you're not going to change the feelings you're currently telling me? Or will sister be back with him?”

“If he is here, brother will talk to him if brother has found the person who is the place where brother came home, that is you,” Digo tried to convince Amira.

“Mi sister apologizes for yesterday's incident, but really Nisa is just the past for sister. If your heart hurts because of that, doesn't that mean you love big brother too?”

"Mi, have you ever thought about big brother's heart? Have you ever thought how much heartache your brother would have every time he saw you coming to Riko?

Or have you ever thought about how you can endure the pain in your heart when you hug you when you cry over another man?

Have you ever expressed all that pain as you?” digo said with the remnants of his power.