The Door of the Heart of Amira

Chapter 47 I'm tired

Amira kept walking with tears still adorning her face. It's like dejavu. at that time he also ran with pain and tears like this. And the same thing with that day was the reason for Amira's grief.

It's still about Digo's past that's the cause of his broken heart right now. Amira, who had exited the alley of Erwin's house, immediately stopped a taxi that happened to pass in front of his house.

Lena still continues to chase Amira, but the road is very slow because it is constrained by the high heels she wears. Lena did not dare to call Amira out of fear that her voice would be heard by Erwin and Nisa.

Lena ran to the side of the road, but did not find Amira. He panics at losing track of Amira. Without a second thought Lena called Digo. He took the phone from his bag with great difficulty, as both hands were full of buckets and also a gift for Erwin.

In a hurry, Lena searches for Digo's name on her phone.

“Meet,” thought and then directly pressed the call button.

Digo who is currently at home picks up the phone that reads from Lena. Although it was surprising why Lena called him but Digo immediately picked up the phone.

“Kak Digo,” without greetings or greetings heard Lena Sari's panicked voice across the phone.

“Why Len?” digo replied in a panic. It was not good to remember Amira.

“Kak please find Amira, she was gone from Kak Erwin's house.” said Lena who was cut because Digo immediately hurriedly replied.

“Okay sister leaving now,” Digo replied while standing up about to move, without asking what reason Amira left, Digo just wanted to pick up Amira.

Across the phone, Lena screamed

“Wait brother, Amira left because it was at the house of Brother Erwin there is Nisa, former sister,” said Lena.

Digo who heard that gasped in surprise.

Amira met Nisa?

Digo immediately turned off his phone and rushed to follow Amira. Turned on his favorite car and then immediately hit the gas Digo tracked Amira's position using his cell phone's GPS. He then ascertained the point where Amira was and immediately directed his car to that place.

“Mi exactly what do you think Mi is? Why are you torturing yourself with your cold attitude?” inner Digo fretted.

While Amira is confused about where to go, just follow the direction of the taxi taking her.

“Where are you going?” ask the taxi driver who is confused because Amira did not mention the direction of his destination.

Amira wiped her tears. He thought about where he should stop. A place he could make a stopover to let go of all his sadness.

“Ke Park city sir. Please take sya there,” said Amira in the end.

The driver nodded his head and immediately turned the direction of his taxi to where Amira asked.

Along the way Amira just stared out the window while occasionally wiping her falling tears.

When my heart starts to cling, why can't I always be the only one? why am I always not the winner of my story?

Amira muses over her love story that never seems to support her.

Why does it always have to be like this, God?

If I let go once more that became my love, would you give me happiness?

I'm tired

The taxi stopped, and it reached its destination.

Amira again wiped her tears then took some 50,000 bills and handed them to the Driver.

As expected, the place was currently deserted.there were only a few workers who were cleaning the park.

Amira sat on one of the benches available in the park. He recalled the time Digo came to this park and hugged him. At that time he cried because he saw Riko with Desi.

But this time he came to this park precisely because of crying Digo. Crying his love for Digo.

Love must again wither before it develops. Amira closed her eyes, feeling a gentle whirring of wind coming down her face, hoping that her sadness could be lost to the wind.

He opened his eyes slowly, and again his tears fell without excuse.

even as he weeps from his heartache with Digo's past, he misses his presence.

“Kak Digo, even in my pain I still remember you brother. You who used to be my solace are now precisely the cause of my lara. However, I still wish you would come and hug me this time."

"I who have made you home as my shelter from suffering, must now give you up."

Amira's tears are falling.

Where should I start to erase my feelings for you, brother? and this feeling I only discovered after I got lost in the valley of my heart. Where should I start?”amira said in her heart while wiping away her tears that continued to flow.

Why does the universe keep his heart hiding? Even his dreams are painful right now.

Without Amira noticing, that Digo is currently nearby.

Digo parked his car right in the park area in front of the left side of Amira. He decides to be in his car, because from here he can pay attention to Amira without knowing her whereabouts.

Digo who had noticed Amira crying, just kept quiet without taking his eyes off Amira.

Actually it was very anxious that he approached the girl, hugged her, and wiped her tears as he usually did.

But he realized, Amira was crying because of him, because of the love in his past, Amira must be currently rejecting his presence as in the past.

Why do you always run in the opposite direction to me Amira. Why do you always avoid me? Why is it so hard for you to see me?

Since knowing you even my days turned into a struggle mi. My struggle against ego for the sake of getting your love.

Why is it so hard for you to love me?

Why do you always make my love only look at you from behind?

Digo pondered in silence with his eyes fixed on Amira.

Can't all this be easy?

There is always a distance that fortifies him and also Amira.

It would be beautiful if he could get out of the car and approach Amira and embrace her.

Like the stories in Korean dramas, right? But unfortunately what he is facing right now is Amira. A woman whose heart is so hard, even to herself.

Besides seeing it from afar like it is today, what else can Digo do?

If Amira knew how much Digo's current breakdown held all the desire in his heart, but there was nothing Digo could do.

"Since I've known you, I've been close to the wound almost every day, Amira. Even though I know how much I'm ruined because of it, I'm still running towards you."

"Even if I don't know how to get you to come to me. I never thought I could let go of you Amira, “ Inner Digo shrivelled.