The Door of the Heart of Amira

Chapter 36 Figurant

After Amira meets Nisa, they often exchange news through chat.

Today Amira gets word that Nisa has been discharged from the hospital. Amira plans to visit Nisa at her house after the girl has spent several days in her house.

Amira was sitting on her balcony. He is reminded of the story of Nisa and Digo.

Their breakup should never have happened, is that why Digo likes it?

“Does Digo actually still love Nisa in his heart and then look for Nisa in me?”inner Amira with her shedding tears.

“Ah why pain huh?” he said again and then smiled.

“I think you love me feet, it turns out I was only a shadow of Nisa,” her inner smile bitterly and still shed tears.

Amira really can't lie to her that her heart is hurting right now. Why must it happen again, a love story where he is not the main character.

Riko and Desi, then Digo and Nisa. Why should he always be placed as a figure only?

Of the many love stories of lovers, why did the universe choose love for him through wounds? Even when the love he received was so great, he still could not change anything. It just adds to the wound incision.

With Riko Amira feeling like she had fallen into a bottomless valley, no matter how hard she tried, she was unable to get out of the valley. No matter how much Riko held out love to her, Amira remained trapped in it.

Then Digo came with a light, and stretched out his hand to stretch him out of the valley, but not yet at the bottom of the earth, he fell in a corner between love and void space. Like virtual and real, even the presence no longer feels grounded on the same earth.

Wasn't there enough of a wound he had from Riko's love all this time? Why is that wound re-offered by Digo's past?

“And the Lord brought me together with him, the woman who was Digo's past. Does God want to make me realize that I am just a figure in their love story?”

Amira kept daydreaming while thinking. He didn't even know his tears had fallen.

Unknowingly below in front of the fence was currently standing Digo was watching him. Then the phone that was currently in Amira's hand rang, signaling an incoming call.

It says the name Kak Digo. Amira has changed the name of handsome Digo to brother Digo. The normal one, thought Amira at the time.

Amira picked up the phone in a slow voice.”Hello.”

“Ami, big sister in front of your house, can big brother enter?”ask Digo.

Ami immediately turned to the fence he could see from the balcony. For a moment their eyes met, then Amira immediately nodded her head. “wait a moment.”

Amira immediately got down and walked towards the fence of her house. Don't forget he had the rest of his tears so that Digo didn't know he had finished crying.

He opened the door and let Digo in.

“Please sit down,” said Amira when she reached the terrace of her house.

Digo immediately occupied the seat indicated by Amira. “After all?”

"No, there's mbak in the back,” Amira replied briefly.

"But I'm asking you to please make some water to drink first, what would you like to drink?" Ask Amira.

Anything can be noodles, tea is also nothing,” replied Digo.

“Oke wait a minute,” replied Amira then walked away from Digo.

After asking Mba to provide drinking water, Amira returned to where Digo was.

“Tumben is suddenly here, what's up, brother?" Amira asked while sitting in her chair.

“Nothing, really big brother can not come here?” ask Digo.

“ya okay,” the answer is short.

“Mi, did you cry?” ask Digo.

Digo knows Amira is lying, but he does not want to force Amira to tell a story.

“So I want to take you to Erwin Mi's house, because Erwin's mother again for a meal, but we-we're the only one who came, the decoction,”Tak Digo on Amira.

Amira turned to Digo, looking to consider what he said just now.

“Lena is also coming, she didn't tell you?” ask Digo.

“Lena told you yesterday brother, but I don't know if I want to come or I won't answer see tomorrow,” replied Amira.

“Sebernya brother here to pick you up, kasian also Lena if alone Mi, you can right?” ask Digo again.

“Why did I even think of Nisa? He was eager to meet with Kak Digo, but I just kept quiet as if enjoying the role of my figure,” inner Amira bowed.

“Mi? How do you dream a lot anyway? Come on, I'm afraid Lena's already there,”ucap Digo again.

Amira shook her head then moved on. “ wait for me to get ready first ya."

Soon they went to Erwin's house.

Arriving at Erwin's house, Digo and Amira's friends have gathered. Lena, Andi and Irwan were also there.

“Mi, ih finally came also lo, I think lo ga so dateng, I have thought if I was alone here,” said Lena while hugging Amira.

“It is precisely because I am afraid of you alone here that I came,” said Amira while laughing.

“Because I what because picked up Kak Digo nih?” said Lena meredek. His eyes looked towards Amira and Digo alternately.

Amira turned to Digo and smiled briefly at Lena.

“Eh kok at the door anyway Mi here enter, how is it dear if Amira is not told to enter,” said Erwin walked closer to Lena who was hugging Amira.

“Oh yes until Forgotten, yuk Mi,” invite Lena and take her best friend.

Inside the house, Erwin's mother was busy arranging dishes made of woven bamboo on the table.

“Happy afternoon aunt,” says Lena with Amira.

Erwin's mother turned to Lena and Amira.

“Eh Lena... Sama-Nisa huh? Yes Forgive Nisa for a long time you have never been here,” said his mother Erwin while walking to approach Amira.

Everyone who was there immediately turned their heads towards the source of the sound. It looks like Amira is silent. He looked surprised and could not say anything.

Amira then smiled that looked forced, in her heart there was a turmoil that she herself did not know it.

“It hurts and wants to cry, I am not Nisa,” screams Amira in her heart but still with a smiling face.

“Ayuk tempted son, it's been a long time you are not here,” said Ibu Erwin again, making Amira's eyes glazed.

“Iya ma'am, I want to find Digo first yes,” say goodbye Amira then walk away from there.

Amira kept walking towards the door of the house. He did not want to look for Digo or see anyone, he just wanted to go home and spill all his feelings alone.

“Amira, Amira..” call Digo and Erwin follow Amira steps.

Amira keeps going, she doesn't care about anything right now, really she doesn't want to care about Digo, Lena or anyone.

It's been quite a pain that he has received so far, he does not want to add more injuries.

Amira then ran without direction with the accompaniment of her tears that fell unstoppable again.