The Door of the Heart of Amira

Chapter 57 Ikhlas

Amira stared at the window of her room wistfully. Ever since Digo left her, she never saw him again. His mind remembered how Digo came back, usually Digo always searched and found him no matter what happened.

But at this time, even just the news about Digo was no longer heard. He saw the gate of his house, remembering that Digo had come to his house several times and entered through it. Amira was crying. Feel the pain of longing that he actually made himself.

His intention was to forget about Digo, but why did this hurt? Of the many people on earth, why should I love you? When others are happy with their loved ones, why should I grieve with the longing to forget you?

Amira was still contemplating while crying to herself. Crying the fate of his love, why not as lucky as others?

Suddenly there was a knock on the door. Amira flinched, her great longing for Digo made her think that it might be Digo. The man who, as always, is always looking for and finding his whereabouts. Amira walked up to the door and opened it.

He was shocked when he saw Nisa. The woman who was the cause of the relationship and Digo could not unite. The woman he loves too.

Nisa who initially smiled because it had been opened by Amira, but when she saw Amira's face that was swollen with eyes her smile immediately disappeared.

“Mir, why are you? You are like crying,” asked Nisa worried.

Amira grew powerless to endure her grief. He hugged Nisa and sobbed in the girl's arms. The confused Nisa instantly returned Amira's embrace. He rubbed Amira's back lovingly. Nisa doesn't talk much, she doesn't ask Amira.

She hugged, rubbed Amira's back, and waited for the girl to cry, spilling all her sadness without Nisa asking why. Maybe this is what Amira needs right now, he thought.

After her cries began to subside, Amira slowly let go of her embrace. He wiped away the remaining tears that were still running down his face. Then he walked in and was followed by Nisa. Nisa follows Amira into her room.

“You why Mir?” nisa asked after they sat on Amira's bed. But Amira did not answer. The girl was still silent and bowed. Amira really doesn't know what to say. Because of the pain that Amira felt in her heart at this moment was mostly precisely because of Nisa.

“Mir?” nisa asked again while holding Amira's shoulder.

Amira shook her head weakly, still occasionally shedding tears. “I. I want the person I love Nis.”

“I miss his presence by my side," said Amira with a whim.

Nisa feels sorry to see Amira. Then he advanced his body and hugged Amira's shoulder from the side. The rubbing of Amira's back, so that the tightness in his heart can be reduced.

“Sorry I Mir, this is because I yesterday gave a photo of him hugging on you huh?” asked Nisa innocently. He who thought that the man Amira meant was Riko, felt guilty for making Amira cry in memory of the man.

Hearing that Amira was surprised, he only realized that Nisa did not know her relationship with Digo. Amira nodded slowly.

“Nnothing Nis, you are not wrong,” said Amira then looked at Nisa.

“What are you doing here? Tumben didn't tell me first?” amira asked to smile at Nisa.

“Oh, I went to the accessories store, I saw a really funny bracelet so I bought two,” he said while taking the bracelet he stored in his bag.

“ini,” Nisa showing the bracelet. “Nih, one for you, another for me," said Nisa again, then put a bracelet in Amira's hand.

Amira saw that so wanted to cry again. How could he disappoint this woman before him? His longing for Digo and the sense of losing the man's figure, had made him think to have just Digo for himself. But, it seems he was unable to make Nisa again cry over her wound.

Unknowingly Amira shed her tears again. Nisa who just finished pairing the bracelet was surprised to see Amira.

“You can cry as much as we are Mir, do not soak yourself yes, I will be there for you," said Nisa rubbed Amira's back.

Amira did not answer Nisa. He just fell silent in Nisa's arms with a blank look. Then Amira let go of Nisa's embrace and looked at her.

“Don't be sad anymore Mir, I'm sad to see you cry gini rich. Do you still love Riko? If yes, I help you yes, I met Riko for the name of your relationship,” said Nisa innocently.

Amira shook her head and wiped her tears. “No need for Nis, I can kok lewatin this.”

"I just need some time to get used to me in his absence.” Amira says that with a pushy look ahead and her mind imagines Digo.

“Kalo you do love him, do not let him Mir, I do not want you to be like me. I don't want you to live in regret as I feel right now,” Nisa said while holding Amira's shoulder.

Amira bowed. Trying to think as clearly as possible.

Amira took a deep breath, then looked at Nisa. “Nis, would you like to see the same one called Digo?”

Nisa was shocked to widen her eyes. “You know Digo?”

“No, I don't know him, but I want him if he is the older brother of Kak Riko,” replied Amira

“Really?” asked Nisa expectantly.

Amira nodded. “I can help you to meet you with Digo Nis.”

Amira holds Nisa's hand and smiles. “You want?”

Nisa nodded happily then hugged Amira back. “Mir, you are really my best friend, but I was the one who wanted to help you to return to Riko, but even you who helped me to meet Digo.”

Amira tries to smile then takes off her embrace. “He wants graduation day after Nis.”

“Digo? She just wanted graduation?” ask Nisa.

“Yes, and the schedule for her graduation is the day after tomorrow. Riko says she has no companion Nis, maybe you are suitable to be a companion of her graduation," said Amira withstanding the pain in her heart.

“But, is he not surprised and would like me to be his graduation partner?” nisa asked worriedly.

“You are calm only Nis, no one can reject women as sweet and as good as you, I know where the place is, I will take you,” replied Amira.

“Well Mir, I'll come and meet him. Although maybe this is our last meeting, the most important thing is that my longing for her has paid off" said Nisa with a sad look.

“Do not make it the last, if you still want to continue Nis,” said Amira later. He tries to bring love back where it should be.

“I'm sincere,” said Amira in her heart.