Sharing Love - A Cold Husband

CHAPTER 91 ~ Tucked Mail ~

Ahead of bed Zefran checked the letters piled up on his desk. The man checked one by one while sitting on the edge of the table. A letter made him so curious. The letter was intended for his wife.

The curiosity that could not be held made Zefran want to read the letter. Slowly the man opened the letter which made him so curious and surprised as he read the first line in the letter.

To my dear, Allena

Zefran could not continue it again, just read that one line only Zefran's head was immediately pulsating. Zefran felt tonight would not be able to sleep well. And sure enough, even a single instant Zefran could not close his eyes.

Who else is this? Who is that guy? What does this have to do with Allena? Why is so much of Allena related to men? What am I supposed to do? Directly ask him? Or wait and let him talk to himself? What am I gonna do with this letter? What am I supposed to say? Sorry I read it? How do I ask Allena without making her depressed? How not to be impressed like accusing her of cheating? What if I end up being emotional. How'this? How'this? I need to be calm, I need to be calm, I better sleep, inner Zefran.

The man again tried to close his eyes. I tried many times but I still couldn't. The man turned his body towards his wife. Looking at the peaceful Allena.

Sleep comfortably like nothing happened? But now I feel the burden. Allena, who else wants you? Don't mind them, baby. You are only mine, inner Zefran.

The man turned his back to Allena.

"Sister."

Zefran immediately turned his head to hear Allena making a sound.

"Can't you sleep?" ask the woman.

Zefran could only nod. Allena shifted her body and hugged her husband. Zefran finally turned his back and returned Allena's embrace. The woman rubbed her husband's back like she was putting a child to sleep. Zefran smiles.

"Why is it so hard to sleep?" allena asked with her eyes still closed.

"Many thoughts" said Zefran.

"Hmm, if so much why not divide?" asked Allena who was still closing her eyes.

Zefran smiled again and almost laughed.

"Are you delirious or what? If you are still sleepy, just sleep" whispered Zefran.

"But Big Brother kept moving, I woke up," Allena said slowly.

"Sorry baby, then I move to another room or on the walk in closet" said Zefran.

Allena shook her head slowly.

"Don't take my throne,"

"What?" zefran asked in shock but then smiled.

"The sofa on the walk in closet is mine no one can sleep there" said Allena.

"Are you actually sleeping or not?" ask Zefran.

"My brain is awake but my eyes are still heavy" Allena said.

The woman finally opened her eyes. He sat down and rubbed Zefran's chest.

"Why can't my sister sleep? What's the problem?" ask Allena.

Zefran nodded in doubt.

"Whatis that? Job business?" ask Allena.

Zefran shook his head slowly.

"Can I help you?" ask Allena.

Zefran finally sat down and turned to look at Allena.

"I made a mistake" Zefran said. Allena's shocked.

"What mistake?" allena asked increasingly curious.

Zefran lowered her head, Allena shaking her husband's body.

"I'm sorry, huh?" say that man again. Allena was curious.

"What mistake? C'mon say? Is Brother cheating?" ask Allena.

"Yes, no, baby!" zefran.

"Keep what dong?" ask Allena.

Zefran got up from the bed and walked towards the round table where the man put the letter to Allena.

"I accidentally read a letter to you" Zefran said, bowing with Allena's letter in his hand.

"Letter? For me? From whom?" ask Allena bertubi.

The woman approached Zephran and took the letter. Allena started to open and read it. Zefran just silently looked at his wife's expression.

"Lady Son?" ask Allena and think for yourself.

"Oh, apparently Radian's sister? In New York? Whahuh? Wanna come over here? Want to go back to Indonesia?" allena asked herself as she continued to read the letter regardless of her husband.

Zefran continued to stare at Allena, hoping that the woman would explain the contents of the letter to her. However, Allena never turned her head towards him making the man curious. After Allena finished reading the letter then Zefran could hope that the woman would give him an explanation.

Allena looked at Zefran with narrowed eyes like she was probing.

"Inadvertently read my letter?" ask Allena.

Zefran just looked down.

"It was put on my desk, it's wrong why it was put there. I thought it was a letter to me, " replied Zefran evasively.

"Inadvertently read to what part?" ask Allena again.

"Until it runs out" said Zefran, holding his own smile.

"Maybe can't sleep because I read this letter, right!" exclaim Allena. 

Zefran.

"Therefore don't read people's letters," continued Allena.

"Hey, we're husband and wife, there shouldn't be any secrets. Remember what I said at that time? No personal belongings, mine are yours, yours are mine. So now, why don't you let me read your letter?" ask Zefran.

"Who forbids reading my letter?" ask Allena.

"Barusan, you said, 'don't read people's letters'. That's what you said," said Zefran riled, repeating Allena's words.

"I said don't read people's letters, if you read the wife's letter it's okay" Allena said, holding a smile.

Zefran grabbed his own hair and looked at Allena. The woman simply smiled at him while biting his lips.

Seeing that Zefran immediately hit his wife to fall into bed. Allena screamed, Zefran instantly stuffed the lips of the beautiful woman with his lips. Zefran buried his lips into the lips of the beautiful woman deeply. So passionate that it makes it difficult for Allena to breathe.

Zefran turned to Allena's neck and it made the beautiful woman feel amused. Seeing that Zefran could not resist his desire. The man finally let go of his desires lustfully. What they heard was no longer just their sighs. Allena even screamed but after that they laughed.

Zefran and Allena were exhausted, the man hugged his wife and kissed her on the forehead. Zefran fell asleep while hugging Allena's innocent body with a smile on his lips.

Allena knew there was still curiosity in her husband about the letter. But Allena managed to divert Zefran's mind to make the man finally exhausted and fell asleep.

The next day, Zefran was getting ready to leave for the office. While the man was cleaning up, Allena prepared the suit that her husband would wear. Choose a suit, tie, socks, shoes that her husband will wear.

Allena is still confused about choosing the watch that her husband will wear. Tapping his own lips and decided to take a dark blue kinetic watch.

Allena was startled suddenly hugged Zefran from behind. Then smiling and pointing at the watch he chose, Zefran nodded.

"I will use everything my wife prepared because I believe all your choices are the most appropriate" Zefran replied.

Allena looked at the man who was just wearing the towel kimono. Then come closer and put their lips together. Allena was touched by her husband's words and it made Allena unable to hold herself back. The woman pulled the kimono strap and pushed the kimono down onto the floor.

Make Zefran stand up without wearing anything. The athletic body of the man was clearly emblazoned. Treated like that Zefran did not stay silent, the man reciprocated his wife's treatment. One by one released what was attached to the beautiful woman's body.

"I borrowed your dear layover" said Zefran, pushing his wife slowly and falling down on the sofa in the walk in closet.

They repeated what they felt last night. At first glance, Zefran fell on Allena's body on the sofa. But now with a different feeling. There is no hatred, coercion or anger, there is only an unbearable feeling of love. Zefran again tried to satisfy themselves.

"I'm sorry, sister, I've disrupted the busyness of Brother," said Allena half whispered.

As they were still adjusting their breaths, Zefran laughed without a sound. Zefran should be getting ready for work. But Allena was teasing him.

"Allena, to me nothing is more important than you. I can let go of everything for you. I'm afraid I can't satisfy you. I'm afraid you want something else, something I don't have" Zefran said.

"What you don't have is one, patience. Brother was too quick to judge something. Unfortunately, my brother's judgment has always been bad for me. As if I had always betrayed you. When can you trust me so that you can be free from prejudice against those around you?" allena asked while taking a deep breath.

"I'm sorry Allena" Zefran said, closing his eyes.

"Sister right now must be suspicious of me, right? Must be curious about the sender of the letter, right? Until you can't sleep last night" said Allena.

Zefran.

"Aren't you afraid you can't satisfy me? Yes, this is what does not satisfy me, all of you are willing to let go for me. All you can give to me, nothing is more important than me but one important thing you can't give to me" Allena said.

Allena sat down with a sad face, Zefran sat down next to the woman.

"Consideration, you can't trust me. I don't know what my fault is, what my sin is, what a traitor I did that you couldn't believe me" Allena finally said with tears flowing.

Zefran immediately hugged the woman he loved. Kissing the neck of his dearly beloved wife.

"I promise Allena, give me some time. I'm trying to fulfill all your wishes. I'll learn to trust you. The fear of losing you made me like this. I've lost you once, not because of your traitor but because of my own fault for not trusting you. I'm afraid of losing you again Allena" Zefran said.

"Sister lost me because Brother didn't believe me, accusing me of having an affair with Kak Valen. But you don't want to change that. If this continues one day comes accusations again to me, then we will separate again" said Allena.

"No! Nah! Nah! Please Allena! Don't say that, I'm afraid to hear it. No, baby, I'll change, I promise I'll change. I'm gonna trust you. I will trust you with all my heart" said Zefran, hugging the innocent body tightly.

Zefran closed his eyes while hugging his wife.

I don't want to lose you, Allena, if I could just want to be like this. Hugging you tight, hugging you forever, inner Zefran.

Hugging Allena for so long, making Allena's breath feel tight.

"Sister, you're not going to the office?" ask Allena.

Zefran shook his head.

"I don't want to go to the office, I just want to hug you, I don't want to lose you" said Zefran, who made Allena laugh.

Zefran is like a child who does not want to be kept away from his toys. Hugging Allena was like a toy she should always hold.

"Sister! Get ready for the office!" allena again.

"No way, today just want to be home, there's Patrick who takes care of everything. If there's anything he can call me. Anyway I'm sleep deprived, I want to relax at home with you" said Zefran.

"When I've prepared Brother's suit. If you know that, why was prepared earlier" said Allena scowled.

"Your own fault why tease me, I've taken a shower and ready to go to work. But instead you are tempted," said Zefran back to blame Allena.

"I'm sorry, yes" said Allena.

Zefran nodded but still hugged the woman.

"Sister, I'm a pegel!" exclaim Allena.

Zefran stretched his arms and looked at his wife's face. Then smile and then kiss those tiny lips. Zefran took off his embrace and switched to holding Allena. They cleaned themselves in the bathroom.

Zefran left for work and chose to play with his children. Occasionally, he turned to Allena who was teaching Zefano a lesson in school. In the near future the new school year is about to begin. Allena wants to enroll Zefano in a new school.

The woman wanted her son to be able to take the class he should have even though Zefano had not been in school for a long time. When in his ability test later Zefano must be able to prove that he is able to occupy the class.

There was a knock on the door in the children's playroom. Zefran let in, and a servant told him that a guest was looking for Allena.

"My eyes?" ask Allena in wonder.

So long lived in the house only this time someone was looking for him. Allena thinks who's coming. In his heart occurred to Doctor Shinta who missed Zefano. Zefran took his wife to see the guest. After ordering the baby sitter they left the children's playroom to welcome guests who came.

It turned out that a tall, well-built man, Allena thought who the man was. Because he stood his back while looking at the large painting on the wall of the magnificent living room.

Zefran cleared his throat, the guest immediately flipped over. Allena thought for a moment, then smiled after successfully remembering who the guest looking for it was.

"Sister Radian?" ask Allena to make sure.

The man nodded with a smile. Immediately the man reached out his hand, Allena welcomed the handshake. Allena remembered Zefran and immediately introduced her husband to Radian. The two tall handsome men shook hands with each other. Zephran invited his guests to sit down.

"Surprise once Brother, can you meet again with Radian, it's been a long time, huh? Last time I met you during the breakup of Brother. I just read a letter from my brother last night. I didn't expect it to come today" Allena said.

"I sent the letter two or three months ago" Radian replied.

"Oh my goodness, I didn't pay attention to the date of the letter" Allena said.

"I'm sorry, the letter was tucked into a pile of credit card bills" Zefran said.

"Yes, after all, we were rarely at home, we spent more time in the hospital" Allena explained.

"You sick?" asked Radian directly with an anxious face.

"No! My sick son, soon I was treated for childbirth. Maybe the letter came while we were staying at the hospital. So the waiter put in my husband's study with the bills" Allena replied.

"Is your son healthy?" ask Radian.

"Yes, it's completely healthy just need a periodic check," replied Allena.

Radian nodded in relief. Zefran felt Radian not only briefly visited at his home. The man invited Radian to sit on the back porch while enjoying the garden and fresh air.

"It's been a long time, brother?" allena asked broke the silence.

"Yes, from the night of the farewell" said Radian.

Zefran heard the sad tone of the man's words. Zefran also saw sadness on Radian's face. Zefran felt there was a special connection between the guest before him and his wife. 

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