Sharing Love - A Cold Husband

CHAPTER 82 ~ Misunderstanding~

Robert Daniel tells of his closeness to Allena, the man also told of the difficult journey of Allena's life while studying while working in Paris. Robert Daniel questions Zefran's contribution and existence. Compared to what Robert Daniel did, Zefran felt he had nothing.

The man was silently glued to the face of the handsome model before him. His mind was deadlocked, thinking of the exact answer he could throw at him to answer Robert Daniel's question.

I didn't do anything for Allena, I didn't help anything when her life was tough. What have I given him? Just sadness, anger and blame. My selfishness, feeling that I am the person most deserving of respect by her, inner Zefran.

Zefran bowed unable to answer Robert Daniel's words even his eyes began to glaze over. Robert Daniel looked at the man with a face full of regret.

"You must be feeling sorry for yourself, only blaming her but doing nothing for her. I asked Allena that too. What has her husband done that she loves her husband so much? You know what the answer is? My husband gave me everything" explained Robert Daniel.

The man laughed and gulped his drink. Zefran looked at Robert Daniel, the man looked back at him. Zefran seemed to want to know what Allena meant. Robert Daniel knew the man's curiosity for Allena's answer.

"She answered that her husband gave her love, then offered a picture of a boy waving his hand. That child is your son, for him your son is proof of your love for him. I told Allena that if her husband's love was over, it was evident that her husband no longer cared about her. I said 'your husband only loves you for a moment'. You know what the answer is? He said at least my husband loved me" Robert Daniel said, laughing.

"Love only for a moment, for him everything. The woman is completely blind, when she can get happiness from other men, but she still endures loving you" explained Robert Daniel.

What Robert Daniel said should make Zefran's heart happy. Just this time there was someone who told Allena's heart to her. How much his wife loved him, happy even though she had little love from him. Allena persists with Zefran's love, who soon goes after his dream of becoming a successful designer.

But the more he heard the story the more Zefran felt guilty towards Allena. The woman's sacred love was doubted by her. Even Zefran treated Allena so badly. Zefran promised never to doubt Allena's love again. But he must know how the handsome model feels about his beloved wife.

"Do you love Allena?" zefran asked finally with a voice that had been hoarse.

After being unable to speak, the question that most wanted to know the answer was finally successfully thrown.

"I love him, love him, all I'll give him but I can't love him. It means nothing. Everything I gave her would have no meaning to her compared to your momentary love. Don't worry about our relationship. If I intend to take it from you then I have done it a long time ago" explained Robert Daniel.

Finally the words that could relieve the heart of Zefran spoken. After making his heart ache, the handsome model finally showed that she had absolutely no intention of snatching Allena from his side. Zefran breathed a sigh of relief, everything he needed to know had been obtained even things he had never known had been revealed by the handsome model.

Zefran stepped out of the fashion company building with various thoughts running through his head. At the end of the meeting, Robert Daniel asked Zefran to visit the fashion company often to find out how Allena works and get to know Allena's friends who work together to support each other.

Zefran sat behind the wheel of the car, recalling Robert Daniel's last words.

"Don't let Allena get tired of keeping your love. Because if that happens, I'm the first one standing between you."

Whatdoes thatmean? He said he couldn't love Allena. But if Allena no longer maintains her love for me then that man will be present among us. Was he waiting for that moment? When Allena doesn't love me anymore, she'll take Allena away from me. Nah! I'm not gonna let that happen. That moment would never happen. I will keep Allena by my side, inner Zefran.

With a steady heart the man started the engine of his car and chose to go straight home. Soon Zefran was looking for his wife, and true to his estimation, Allena was playing with their baby.

Zefran smiled peeking from behind the door, seen Allena who was bowing in front of Zifara who was placed on a thick carpet. The woman laughed as she patted both of her cheeks with Zifara's palm. Zefano and Keisya are playing.

Zefran approached and immediately hugged Allena from behind. Allena was shocked and immediately turned her head, Zefran kissed the woman's lips. Allena smiled even though she looked hesitant.

"Nobody's home yet?" ask Allena.

Zefran nodded over Allena's shoulder. In his heart Allena was grateful because Zefran came home with a not bad mood. But as soon as Allena was still hesitant to start talking, the woman was more silent unless Zefran asked.

While Zefran himself hesitated to ask what, not knowing what to say, their behavior seemed awkward. Just waiting for each to speak. Allena could not stand the situation, eventually starting the conversation. After thinking about what he wanted to talk about, upon seeing Keisya the woman finally got the topic to talk about.

"So the Adams Family came here, sister" Allena said.

"Oh yeah? Why?" asked Zefran trying to be as reasonable as possible.

"Yes, sister, they invited us to welcome Frisca to come home" Allena explained in a soft voice.

Zefran looked at his wife who still looked awkward. Zefran did not want the awkward situation to last long. The man kissed Allena's cheek for a long time. Allena turned to the man who was still hugging her from behind with an astonished look.

"I'm sorry Allena, I know this apology is not enough to erase your grief. Forgive me and thank you for patiently facing a stupid man like me. But I want you to know that I love you, baby" Zefran said.

Allena's eyes glazed over, the woman turned her face away and opened her eyes to remove the puddle of water in her eye patch. Then immediately the woman nodded quickly to answer Zefran's words.

Zefran smiled, then turned his eyes to Zefano and Keisya. Robert Daniel reveals Zefano as proof of his love for Allena. Zefran approached his son and dyed the top of the boy's hair.

Thank you very much, for being present in this world. What your mother said is true. You are proof of my love for her, inner Zefran.

The man again dyed the top of Zefano's hair. All did not escape the vision of Allena, also Keisya who smiled saw him do that. Zefran smiled to reply and greeted the beautiful little girl.

"Keisya, tomorrow we go to Aunt Frisca's house to welcome her who just got out of the hospital" Zefran told Keisya and Zefano.

"Really Pa? We're going to Aunt Frisca's?" asked Zefano with enthusiasm.

Keisya also smiled at the talk of Zefran and Zefano, as well as Allena.

"Yes, Mama said. He said we were invited there to welcome him. Well, later Keisya will stay there. Together with Aunt Frisca and Papa Valdo," said Zefran while rubbing the little girl's hair.

But Keisya's expression was immediately sad, Allena came over.

"Why Keisya?" ask Allena.

"Later Keisya will stay with Mama and Papa? Is Keisya still allowed to play here again?" ask Keisya.

"May dong dear, later you can ask for Mama Frisca's delivery," replied Zefran who finally changed Frisca's call to Keisya.

"Yey if Aunt Frisca has been discharged from the hospital, then we can often meet Aunt Frisca yes Pa?" ask Zefano.

"Darling dong! Daddy's not the same as Aunt Frisca?" zefano asked back.

"Darling dong!" said Zefran fast.

Deg, Allena's heart was like it was hit by a big hammer. With confidence and quickly Zefran said he still loves his ex-wife. After the problems that arose between them and the heart that was still recovering from the wounds now Allena had to hear a speech that made her chest feel sore.

Allena turned her face and retreated back to sit in front of Zifara. Staring at the baby, smiling bitterly with teary eyes. Allena turned to Zefran and Zefano, two people who loved him now love Frisca. Allena felt a pain in her chest that felt throbbing.

The sound of Zefran's mobile phone vibrating, the man immediately checked the incoming message. After fiddling with his phone for a glance, the man placed his phone on the table beside his left and joked again with Zefano and Keisya.

Allena could no longer endure the pain in her chest. Finally the woman carried Zifara to her room and suckled her. While breastfeeding the baby Allena cried so badly. Allena felt very jealous, Allena felt Zefran's love reduced to her in an instant because of yesterday's events.

Allena considers Zefran deliberately showed that he still loves his ex-wife. And it hurt her heart so much. Allena cried as she stroked her baby hair. The woman felt that whatever she said, she always ended in sadness.

Mom, I miss Mom, I want to see Mom, I can't take it anymore Mom, I want to go home. Brother Zefran hates me Mom, Brother Zefran no longer loves me, inner Allena cries.

Allena was still crying as Zefran suddenly walked into the room. Allena hastily wiped away her tears and yet Zefran had already seen Allena crying.

"Allena what's up? Why are you crying?" zefran asked directly towards Allena.

"It's okay, sister, I just miss Mom," Allena replied in a hoarse voice.

Back the woman sobbed and tried to wipe away her tears. Zefran finally nodded, seeing Allena who looked so sad, the man could not bear to forbid it.

"Well, you can go to Mom's house. If you want to stay there, it's okay. Later you can go there after attending the event to welcome the return of Frisca yes," said Zefran while stroking Allena's hair.

Frisca again, Frisca again, I hate to hear you mention that name, inner Allena.

The woman still looked down while wiping her tears. Zefran then stepped into the bathroom to clean his body. Allena looked at the man who looked indifferent to her.

Zefran finished the bath and immediately went into the walk in closet to get dressed. When out of the walk in closet, Zefran immediately turned to the nightstand next to their bed.

"Allena where's my phone? Did you see him?" ask Zefran who doesn't see the phone in its usual place.

Allena was putting her sleeping baby away. Just glanced at the man and answered Zefran.

"I saw him on the table in the children's playroom" Allena replied.

"Oh, why is it there?" asked Zefran who immediately remembered that he had opened a message in the room.

The man went straight out of the room and took his cell phone. Shortly thereafter the man was busy with his work in his study.

While Allena was silent in her room while staring at her baby. Sitting on the balcony alone.

What happened to me, why am I so sensitive lately? After Brother Zefran slapped me my feelings were always sad. My mood is always bad. I wanted him to pay more attention to me but he ignored me. Not one bit of his desire to keep me from leaving, he doesn't care about me anymore. Does he not want me anymore? Since yesterday she doesn't care about me anymore. Mom, how's this? Will my house end? Inner Allena.

The woman closed her eyes and her tears flowed. Allena wanted to calm herself down on the balcony until she fell asleep. Late in the night Zefran went into the room but did not find his wife in the room. Zefran saw the glass balcony door open, the man stepped onto the balcony and sure enough, his wife fell asleep there.

Allena's tears were still on her cheeks. Zefran wiped those tears with his fingers.

Why are you still crying, Allena? Are you still mad at me? I let you stay at your mother's house even though I don't like to part with you for a second, but why? Why are you still mad at me? What do I do to make amends? Don't go home Allena, stay here, I won't be able to sleep without you by my side, Zefran begged.

The man kissed the palm of his wife while looking at the face of the woman he loved. Zefran decided to hold Allena and move her to the bed. There Zefran also joined to break down and hugged Allena. Zefran wanted to sleep and hoped that when she woke up, Allena decided to cancel her stay at her mother's house.

The next day they were getting ready to leave for the Adams family home. Allena does not like to see Zefran who looks so excited to go to the former in-laws' house. With a gloomy face the girl ended up sitting on the passenger bench in Zefran's car. Zefano and Keisya sat in the back seat.

Zefran was not unaware of Allena's gloomy face but the man refrained from taking issue with Allena's gloomy attitude. Zefran still thinks that Allena misses her mother so much.

The man wanted to contact his friends to ask if they had reached the Adams family residence. But he did not find his phone.

"My phone where's Allena? Did you see him?" ask Zefran.

He usually forgot to bring his phone.

"On top of the watch storage glass cabinet Brother," replied Allena.

"Oh, why did you miss it there?" ask Zefran.

The man got out of his car and walked back into the house. Mrs. Mahlika has departed first because Zefran's mother has promised to help her readiness. Widya welcomed the guests present at her home.

Zefran walked hastily to the top floor, during his walk to the upper floor the man thought.

I don't usually lose my phone, I've asked Allena twice about my phone. Usually I always take it on the nightstand next to the bed. Why is it always lying in an undue place? Inner Zefran.

The man turned his head towards the nightstand where he used to reach for his phone.

I just realized now, Allena's been finding my phone and putting it on the nightstand. But now Allena won't do it again. He won't touch my phone at all, Zefran's inner.

Zefran grabbed his phone and got back in the car to continue their journey to his former-in-law's house.

...~ Connect ~...