Sharing Love - A Cold Husband

CHAPTER 36 ~ Doubt ~

Zefran follows her mother's request to go to the hospital to accompany Allena who has just given birth. For a long time the man stood behind the door, staring at his wife who was breastfeeding her baby while occasionally wiping away her tears. Slowly Zefran pushed open the door of the room and stood beside his wife's bed.

Apologizing then kissing Allena's lips, the woman returned her husband's kiss with tears still running down the corner of her eyes. Allena wrapped one of her hands around her husband's neck. As if he didn't want the man to leave.

Zefran sat on the bed opposite his wife. Fearfully glancing at the baby, the man was stunned. His eyes seemed unwilling to switch from that sleeping little creature with a smile.

"Mommy said she looked like me" whispered Zefran.

"Yes, I'm glad she looks like Big Brother" Allena replied.

"Whatchu mean? Is there a possibility similar to others?" zefran asked suspiciously but finally smiled.

"Of course there is, similar to me can too." Allena was relieved after hearing Zefran's words which turned out to be only joking. The woman finally smiled as well.

"It is good to look like you because you are beautiful" replied Zefran.

"But I prefer that she looks like Big Brother" Allena said with a smile.

"Why?" zefran asked quietly half-whispering.

"Because if I miss Big Brother, I just need to look him in the face" Allena replied as she turned to the baby on her lap.

"Why miss me? I will always be by your side" said Zefran softly.

Allena was silent, only able to stare at her husband's face, not knowing what answer to say. Allena just wanted to feel that way. Deep down there was always a feeling that her marriage would not last forever. Although at this time Zefran has shown love to him but there is always doubt in Allena's heart that Zefran's feelings will still last to love him forever.

Zefran stayed in Allena's nursery overnight, accompanying her and helping her take care of their baby. Although nurses offer to leave their babies in a special baby room. However, Allena chose to let their baby stay in her room so that the girl could breastfeed him whenever the baby woke up.

Zefran woke up in the middle of the night and saw his wife asleep on the sofa while breastfeeding her baby. Zefran moved the sleeping baby to the cot. Smiling as he looked at his sleeping wife while leaning on the sofa.

Zefran held Allena and laid her down on the hospital bed. Put back the button Allena shirt that opens and covers it. The man climbed into the hospital bed and slept next to Allena. Grabbing his wife's body and letting Allena sleep in his arms.

Allena stayed in the hospital for three days and during that time Zefran was always by his side. Every day, Mrs. Mahlika also took the time to visit Allena.

"How are you doing? It's getting better, no problem?" ask Mahlika.

"I'm fine Mommy, it feels no different from before giving birth, only the body feels lighter" said Allena innocently.

Zefran smiled as he dyed the top of Allena's hair. Zefran's affectionate attitude towards the woman further upset Frisca. Plus Ny. Mahlika who always boasts of her granddaughter.

Allena returned home, the whole luxurious house was radiant. The servants who were daily unceasingly admiring the new descendants of the family. They were happy to help Allena take care of the baby. Mrs. Mahlika also invited her friends to introduce her first grandchild. Everyone present saw and felt the happiness that emanated from her face. Mahlika, because they know exactly how Ms. Mahlika was so expecting the presence of his family's successor.

"A handsome grandson, you get the perfect offspring of Jeng Ika" said one guest Ny. Mahlika's.

"It's envious to see it, I have six grandchildren. All women have no grandchildren. And the worse is that my children have been knocked to add bogeyongan. Ouh ... exhausted my hope to get a grandson," said a friend Ny. Another mahlika.

The words of his best friend add to his pride. Mahlika for the birth of her grandson. Mrs. Mahlika did not tire of her boss showing off her granddaughter who was always judged by people who saw her as a very handsome baby. Not to forget they praised Zefran who finally could prove that he could indeed give offspring.

That made Frisca even more upset, each time praising Zefran, his friends. Mahlika will always blame her troubled self. And that made him even more upset when they praised Mrs move. Mahlika to find another wife for Zefran.

"If your son is not in trouble it is a pity not to marry again. The proof now he can present a grandson in the middle of this family," said a friend Ny. Mahlika's.

Every day someone came to want to see and congratulate the rich lady's first grandchild. Friends who do not know Allena will be introduced immediately. Mrs. Mahlika is so proud of her daughter-in-law now and no matter what everyone knows that her son has two wives.

Pride is even more so because it is proven that his son is healthy and can give offspring. Zefran became an outlet for Frisca's annoyance every time he heard the chatter of mothers who came to visit their home.

"I'm sorry .. I'm upset .. The mother-to-mother chat made me upset. They always blame me for not being able to give offspring to this family. They didn't know I was pregnant, either" Frisca said.

"There is no need to listen, just talk to me here" said Zefran while watching his laptop screen.

"But I was curious to hear what their chat was. Huh .. every day, from day to night. I'm dizzy to see people running around in this house. That's why let me go home again tonight. I really couldn't bear to hear their talk" Frisca pinta told her husband.

"Don't make them an excuse for your plans to go home tonight. Nah! I'm not allowing it!" zefran said firmly.

All right then you want, just look at it later. I'll show Mommy all the evidence that Allena's son is not her grandchild, so she doesn't dare to invite her friends and show off her granddaughter who pisses me off every day, Frisca said.

Frisca could no longer bear the envy of the hustle and bustle of the house that told her every day about the baby Allena was born with. Everywhere he went he heard the name Zefano.

Zefano, Zefano aahh.., my headaches hearing that name every day, sucks, sucks, screams Frisca's heart.

Walking back and forth in his room, until finally downstairs and witnessed the family's familiarity. Mrs. Mahlika, Zefran and his family sat in the living room. Mrs. Mahlika and the others take turns holding baby Zefano.

When one person holds the other, he looks at you with a smile and laughs. A sickening sight for Frisca. The woman was planning to refresh out of the house, flashed in the room and was immediately summoned by Mrs. Mahlika's.

"Where are you going Frisca? It is a holiday to get together with family. Let's sit here. Try the Zefano. People say if you hold a baby, you can also have a baby" said Ms. Mahlika pulls Frisca's hand to sit on the family couch and hands Zefano's baby to her.

As always, others will smile at the baby and the person holding it. Frisca tried to be seen enjoying holding the handsome baby boy but her heart still refused.

"Auntie wants to put my clothes in the room?" zefran shouted suddenly as he saw the servants bringing his clothes.

"Yes, sir, put it in the room" replied a servant.

"Put some in Mrs Allena's room yes" said Zefran, who was responded with a nod by the servants.

"After being married for so long your clothes aren't in Allena's room?" ask Mahlika.

"Yes, I forgot to tell them but it doesn't matter Mommy, our room is also facing. A little jump has arrived in Frisca's room" said Zefran with a smile.

"Yes! But if you leave for work you never come from Allena's room. When are you getting ready to be served by Allena?" ask Mahlika.

During this time I went to work also never served by anyone, Inner Zefran.

Frisca observed the mother and child's conversation while holding Zefano. Trying to enjoy carrying the baby because as in the words of Mrs. Mahlika's. Carrying a baby can also make her have a baby. However, the woman still felt uncomfortable, absolutely unable to enjoy holding a baby.

The baby Zefano who had been able to raise his head better was staring at Frisca and laughing. Occasionally let out a voice that made the woman feel uncomfortable.

Frisca is not used to babies at all and does not seem to like babies very much. Just because in order to fulfill her in-laws' request the woman wanted to touch the creature who had just learned to recognize the faces before her.

Allena felt bad, seeing Frisca who looks forced to hold her baby. And only the woman realized while Mrs. Mahlika and Zefran are excited to talk about the condition of their company.

"Madam, let me replace carrying Zefano," Allena offered.

Frisca handed the baby to her mother. Allena greeted the baby with a smile and took him to a seat.

"Why rush is taken, just let Frisca feel holding the baby. Let his body respond and be able to accept the presence of other souls in his body," explained Mahlika.

"Can it be like that, Mom?" ask Zefran.

"That's fine but if Mommy notices people who don't like children so much it's hard to have offspring. Mommy thinks it's because her body and heart subconsciously reject the presence of the tiny creature in her body" explained Mahlika.

"But Frisca and I love children, the proof is that we try to spend a lot of money on baby tube programs. It has not succeeded maybe Mommy," said Zefran.

"You may really want to have a child but Frisca may just follow your wishes" Mahlika said.

"So according to Mommy, I don't want kids, do I? Don't you know how exhausting it is to join the tube baby program. Sacrificing time, energy, money and feelings just to present the baby Mommy wants?" frisca asked suddenly emotions even stood up from her seat.

Zefran was stunned and no less astonished Mrs. Mahlika's. Heard what his wife said that sounded rude to her mother.

"You seem to deny the truth of Mommy's words. But from what you implied what Mommy said was true. Deep down, you don't want kids, do you?" Zefran.

Frisca drew closer to Zefran with a sharp eye.

"What do you mean?" frisca asked standing in front of her husband.

Allena lowered her head while hugging her son, feeling very afraid to see the tension of the atmosphere in the family room.

"You said it yourself, following a baby tube program is exhausting. Frisca, no one feels tired when they want to achieve what they want. Although tired, people will cover it because for the sake of something that is expected. For others the sacrifice he feels is only time, energy and money. And obviously you said the effort you put in was just to fulfill Mommy's wish. Of course you sacrifice your feelings because everything you do is not your will but Mommy's will, right? Then what's wrong with Mommy saying that you don't really want to have children?" zefran said at length.

The man realized Frisca's true heart. Zefran was eager to have offspring not just to fulfill his mother's wishes. He did everything in his power to get his wife pregnant.

But all that was buried in his heart to keep his wife's feelings. Zefran did not want to be too demanding to make his wife depressed. Act as if resigned to accept the fact his wife still has not given him offspring. It was as if it didn't matter if Frisca still couldn't give a child to him. All of that he held in order to keep Frisca feeling.

Zefran was disappointed after hearing for himself the implied words of his wife did not want the birth of offspring for them. Frisca felt cornered, her heart unable to be hidden anymore.

"Okay, maybe I was wrong in choosing the words. But aren't you now content to have a baby that isn't your flesh and blood?" frisca asked trying to shift the conversation in another direction.

"What do you mean Frisca?" ask Mahlika.

"The baby that Mommy is proud of is not your flesh and blood. I have plenty of evidence to support my displeasure at the status of the baby" Frisca said.

"Mrs what does Madam mean? What evidence? What does this have to do with my baby?" ask Allena who suddenly feels her baby is in trouble.

Frisca ran upstairs, in her room the woman picked up a large envelope and brought it back to Zefran, Ny. Mahlika and Allena. Open and take out all the contents of the envelope and spread it on the table.

"This is proof, how Valen so painstakingly drove you to the obstetrician. Maybe she would do that if the baby you are carrying is not her child. Buy vitamins and milk with a credit card in the name of Valendino. Look .. You feel the child's biological father didn't even do anything for him. Look at Valen doing his duty as a responsible father "frisca explained then laughed.

Mrs. Mahlika and Zefran stared at the photos that Frisca had printed. Photos that Zefran had never seen before. Allena and Valendino sat in the waiting room of the hospital. Allena got into Valendino's car. Allena who guided by Valendino walked because of the content that has been large.

Many more Valendino and Allena views were captured by Frisca's photographer. The woman even managed to get a receipt with the credit card when a waiter wanted to dispose of a plastic bag containing vitamins and special milk for the pregnant woman.

The woman smiled when she saw the name on the receipt and immediately kept it. Until finally issued and revealed in front of Zefran and his mother.

Zefran turned his head to Allena, Frisca immediately smiled obliquely.

"What does this mean, Allena? I thought you were shopping all that with the money and the cards I gave you. And why do these pictures go like this? You refused every time I wanted to take you to check the contents for this man. You want him to drive you?" zefran asked with a disappointed face.

"That's not so, sister, I did not ask to be escorted by him at all. He suddenly appeared in the hospital. I tried to tell her to leave and no longer accompany me but she did anyway" Allena said with teary eyes.

Mrs. Mahlika spoke up. "You should know, Valen is with you because he doesn't see Zefran with you. You should have gone with Zefran, you should have asked your husband so that he would not show up to replace Zefran" Mahlika said regretfully.

"That's not Mommy's point. Not just replace Zefran accompany the woman. But Valen's concern for Allena and the baby in her womb shows the attitude of someone responsible for the baby that Allena conceived" Frisca shouted.

"That's not true, this baby is not Kak Valen's child," Allena replied directly to the crux of the matter.

"Then prove it? Do a DNA test!" frisca's orders.

"Sister, you believe that Zefano is Big Brother's son?" allena asked the bowed Zefran.

"Just do that DNA test!" said Mahlika slowly while standing from her sofa.

"NO, if Mommy and Brother Zefran ask me to do a DNA test on Zefano it means that you both doubt me. I am not a woman who can sleep with other men. Doubting Zefano is like accusing me of doing something with another man. I'd better get out of here, than in front of you who have accused me of lowly deeds" cried Allena also standing from her couch.

"Just let you go, are you afraid of being discovered? You threatened to leave if you did a DNA test, then hoped Zefran would stop you and choose not to do the DNA test? Zefran, he bullied you because he knew you loved him so much and didn't want him to leave. He hoped you'd choose to believe him and cancel that DNA test" Frisca said.

"Do a DNA test!" zefran's orders are brief.

"I'll go, whatever the outcome, I'll get out of this house" said Allena, who was heartbroken that her husband doubted his loyalty.

Zefran was silent, and so was Mrs. Mahlika's. Allena cried while hugging her son. Zefran has decided to do a DNA test despite Allena threatening to leave him out of doubt.

The man could not bear to live in doubt in the boy who had taken possession of his heart. Zefran once hoped Allena would tell him the truth and would not care about the biological status of the child. But Allena's confession did not come until finally Frisca brought back the status of the child.

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