Sharing Love - A Cold Husband

CHAPTER 140 ~ Don't Want Another ~

~ Other than yourself, don't thrust any more women at me. Understood it! ~

Those words were very effective, both in Allena's heart and in Zefran's heart. From there Allena knows that Dr. Devan is upset because he is in a match with another woman. To Zefran the doctor's words manifestly wanted his wife.

Slowly Allena raised her face wanting to look at her husband's face because the woman wanted to know the man's reaction who had clearly read the message on her phone.

"I'm .." Allena doesn't know what she's gonna say.

"You want to match Dok-ter Devan with Santi?" zefran asked by emphasizing his friend's profession. 

"Does that make sense? Didn't you think before you set people up? Just because you managed to match Rahma to Patrick, doesn't that mean you can match everyone?" Zefran.

"Bu-not so. I …"

"But good .. 'cause it was you Devan actually said you wanted to. Are you happy he finally said that. Don't Allena ... Don't match me to another woman. I just want you ... You happy to hear that? Or maybe matching Santi with Devan is just your wits in order to meet him again, because you know, Devan will definitely reject Santi," asked Zefran like mocking Allena.

Allena silently looked straight into Zefran's eyes. Shut up, just shut up with your eyes starting to glaze over. At such a glance Zefran was surprised, beginning to realize that his words offended his wife. Allena stood up from the bed and walked to the balcony. Stand down on the balcony guardrail. Allena wants to calm her heart so that there is no desire to leave.

Because if it is like that, Zefran no longer has the right to forbid it. Allena harbored her grief, enduring standing still on the balcony beside the room. Suddenly Zefran's hands coiled around his chest and waist.

"I'm sorry."

Allena's quiet. Zefran panicked, the man closed his eyes regretting. The man kissed the base of the neck of the woman he loved. Aware of breaking his own promise not to say sorry again, but should have tried to restrain himself and his words.

"I'm sorry .. Ah, no. I mean .. I didn't mean it that way, I'm sorry" Zefran said.

The words he was so used to saying, even unconsciously.

Sorry, sorry, sorry, why is it so easy to get out of my mouth, after hurting her heart. So lightly this mouth said sorry, inner Zefran.

Allena wanted to move away, Zefran tightened his embrace.

"I love you" he said suddenly making Allena frown.

This is better than continuing to say sorry, for Allena forgiveness is a confession of guilt and will not repeat it. I shouldn't use that word anymore, inner Zefran.

"I just want you to think, where might Devan want to be betrothed to a baby sitter," said Zefran shifted his mistake earlier because accusing Allena of looking for reasons to see Dr. Devan.

"It's not so, Dr. Devan is wrong, Santi is actually .." Allena said.

"What?" asked Zefran did not understand the meaning of his wife's words because it suddenly stopped just like that.

Allena hesitates to reveal the identity of Santi because Allena herself does not know much about who the girl is and what her plans are. Confused to explain it, Allena decided to leave the place but Zefran's hand got stronger wrapped around his body.

"Please understand how I feel, Allena, what do you think I feel when I read that message. My best friend seduces my wife, wants my wife, what? To keep your feelings, can I just be quiet? Do you know how long I've been staring at you asleep? During that time I strengthened my heart, trying to hold back my anger, trying to choose words to say to you. But ... If in reality such words were spoken to you after trying to restrain yourself, would you still want to leave me? Does .... still want to threaten me to leave? If that's how you're still angry, this time .. can I apologize?" zefran asked with teary eyes, deeply afraid that the woman was demanding a promise to let him go.

Allena fell silent and looked down at her husband's hand that was wrapped around her body. Allena smiled, in her heart also did not want to lose that hug. She also did not want to lose her husband who was so expecting it. Allena touched Zefran's hands.

"Don't let go! I beg you," whispered Zefran.

"I don't want to let go, but .. if it's like this, how do I turn my body towards Brother?" ask Allena.

Zefran smiled, slowly loosening his embrace until Allena could turn her body towards him. Zefran looked at his wife's beautiful face. Cuddle and hold their lips together. Zefran was happy, because Allena did not let their problems get bigger. Zefran hugged the woman he loved more and their kiss warmed up.

Suddenly Zefran took off his kiss and turned to their bed.

"Can? I moved Zara first, baby?" asked Zefran who did not need an answer at all.

Allena only needs to follow Zefran who moves Zifara to the cot. Furthermore, Zefran had pushed slowly his wife into their bed. Continuing the kiss that was cut off, sip the sweetness of the vanilla mint-scented mouth.

Zefran and Allena let go of their desires, occasionally heard sighs Allena and Zefran alternately until the end when they achieve what they want. Adjusting his breath while hugging, not forgetting Zefran expressed his love for the beautiful woman and ended it with a kiss on his forehead and lips.

"Santi is not a real baby sitter" Allena said suddenly.

"What's? Whatchu mean?" ask Zefran astonished.

"She's just posing as a baby sitter in our house, I don't know her identity yet but. So before that is achieved I want to help him turn the course" Allena explained.

"What do you mean this? I don't get it. What's the purpose of disguising?" ask Zefran bertubi.

"Yes? What's up, honey?" ask Zefran.

"I didn't call Brother. I told her the purpose of disguising herself was Big Brother," Allena finally said.

"What?" zefran asked while facing his wife.

Zefran looked at his wife's face and wanted to see the earnestness of his words.

"I'm not sure who he really is, I'm just trying to distract him from Big Brother. If you could fall in love with Dr. Devan and vice versa, that's good, right?" allena asked, looking down with her index finger moving through her husband's chest muscles.

Zefran smiled at his wife's confession because everything Allena did turned out to defend her. The man shifted his sleep until more docked to hug Allena.

"But maybe you're wrong, baby. Why can you be sure Santi wants me?" ask Zefran.

"I've heard him talk to myself."

"Talk to you?" asked Zefran in shock.

"Not .. but talk to Zara. She said she should have given birth to Zara. She should be the sister's wife" explained Allena.

"What's? Oh my gosh, he can think like that?" ask Zefran to speak for himself.

"I've talked to Mommy, if besides me Brother also wants to be betrothed to the daughter of another Mommy friend," said Allena.

"Oh, so that's why you're asking? Besides you, did Mommy match me up with another woman?" ask Zefran. Allena replied with a nod.

"Actually it was just my own thought that Santi was the one who was betrothed to Brother, because I heard Santi's words, after Mommy told me about the match. It made me assume that she was one of Mommy's best friend's daughters who was betrothed to Big Brother" explained Allena.

"How's this Mommy? How can you match me with so many people?" zefran asked confused himself.

"It's not Mommy's fault, if Mommy's own wishes, Brother is in a match with me but there are other Mommy's friends, who also want Brother. So she forced Mommy to keep her engagement ring as well" Allena explained, telling her that Zefran had not been mistaken for her mother.

"Yes dear .. but still, Mommy should refuse" said Zefran.

"We don't know what Mommy was thinking at the time. Maybe Mommy also feels already match me with Big Brother but regret, because it turns out that his best friend also wants Big Brother and Mommy prefers with his best friend, then what is the situation?" ask Allena.

"Well, it's Allena, I don't want to think about matchmaking anymore. My head got dizzy, anyway now I'm married to you and I just love you. I don't want anything else, period!" zefran said while hugging his wife tightly.

Allena smiled in her husband's arms. Of course the woman was relieved to hear the man's words. Allena returned Zefran's embrace. They wanted to be like that even longer, hugging each other without anything limiting. But suddenly Zifara woke up and cried, Zefran smiled as Allena turned to her.

The man wanted to wake up but Allena forbade him. Allena immediately got up and pulled the white cloth blanket upholstery to be wrapped around the body. Zefran laughed as Allena left it open.

"Hot Mommy in action again!" zefran then laughed.

Allena smiled and stuck out her tongue. The woman knew for sure, with such a look nursing her daughter, Zefran would lust again. Zefran laughed looking at his wife's sweet face while acting like that. In the cot, Allena touched Zifara's forehead and cheeks.

Oh, it's not hot, Zara's not fever anymore baby, inner Allena.

Then take her daughter to the bathroom, clean Zifara and bring her back, to the room. Upon seeing Allena and her daughter appear, Zefran immediately patted the bed next to her for Allena to sit beside him.

"How's the fever?" ask Zefran.

"It's coming down, sister" replied Allena.

"Thank God" said Zefran. 

Allena nodded with a smile. The woman began to breastfeed her daughter. Zefran was stunned again by the sight beside him. Zefran was so happy, his ambition to have a wife who could bear his children had been realized. Zefran admired his beautiful wife.

Believe me baby, I've got the best, I don't want anything else. I don't care, whether it's Santi or the one, two, three other women out there that I've been betrothed to, I don't care anymore. I got you, I don't need anything else. I just need you Allena, Inner Zefran.

Zefran grabbed Allena's chin and buried his lips into the lips of the woman he loved. Zefran was always stunned to see his wife who was breastfeeding her baby. A scene he had coveted for eight years without the presence of a baby in his marriage.

Now, what he coveted was present through this woman beside him. What else does Zefran want? Other than just giving and receiving love, the beautiful woman beside him was.

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