Shall Under Your Charm

Chapter 83

[This chapter explains a little about the origin of Gege which remains in relation]

In the library of Zayn Crandall, Gege sees a book of Roman history on his lap. He opened the thick pages of the book. Oh my God, who can read it? Gege Mumbles.

Gege looked at his first page. To my dear Zayn. From your friend who loves, respects, and cherishes you, Alice.

Alice. Ryan's Mother. How intriguing. After years of harboring feelings of love for Ryan's mother, now the woman gives Zayn a book with a pleasant-nonsense love speech. As an approach, maybe that way is too vague for Zayn. Alice could have achieved her goal better by writing, 'Dear Zayn. I got wet and craved you in my lonely bed. Get rid of all your lovers and I'll be yours. Alice' However, it must be difficult for Alice to come clean like that. Rumors have it that Alice is a respectable woman with a reputation that has never been tarnished. Of course, there were quite a number of men interested in him, including Zayn. Poor woman, now she feels lonely and trying to send a faint signal to her late husband's best friend.

Outside, the car stopped with a loud creaking sound over the rocky road. With an unwanted emotion writhing in his stomach, Gege heard the sound of Zayn's footsteps rushing into the house and talking quickly to the butler. The door opened and Zayn entered the library.

They stand in silence and look. Father and son. The man who had given her flesh and blood.

The young man had a figure like his mother - a sturdy bone, a boxed hip and shoulder, an elegant and relaxed manners, as well as hair that had captivated Zayn for a long time. Hair that looks like a woman.... Zayn met the woman on a long trip, although she was the daughter of a respectable family in Sweden, and was only twenty years old, but her reputation was tarnished so there were countless people who warned Zayn not to marry her. However, back then, Zayn was young and naive, and his soul was still filled with a tempestuous young soul, which would later make him a well-known and reliable philanthropist. He trusted the woman completely, ignored and forgave every sign that she might not return his love sincerely, and blamed the environmental situation that made the woman a drug addict. When the woman left after five months of marriage, Zayn was devastated and devastated. it took him five years before he could fully recover and let Ryan's father persuade him to hire a lawyer to find out his wife's whereabouts, and look for evidence to arrange a divorce. The lawyer was a very careful person; it was not the lawyer's fault that finding traces of the woman in a brothel and an over dose of the drug had taken her life, no one there thought to tell the lawyer that the woman he was looking for died leaving a child. Perhaps no one cares about the filthy, often tortured orphans, who have to sleep in the chicken coop and are undernourished. After growing up, the new child is considered because it can be used for rough work or looking for profit.

It was Keith Smith, with his resources scattered everywhere, and his great curiosity, after hearing about Zayn's life story from Ryan and finally deciding. Mysterious and unsolved stories always seem to catch his eye, and according to Keith, Zayn's investigation is not complete, and if possible he will intervene to find out. Keitj's search led him to Gege, where all documentation related to the date and month of his birth, is located, it is asserted that Gege was created during his mother's marriage to Zayn so it is almost impossible for Gege to be the son of another man.

Four years ago, Zayn was told of the boy's whereabouts by Ryan who met him at a hotel.. "Zayn you have a son" Ryan said carefully, and began to explain in detail the whole sad history of Gege's life, in a non-judgmental way but still unable to hide how terrifying the truth was.

The story broke Zayn's heart. Keith finally meets the boy, and Zayn, who is trying to find a suffering child, can only see the hair and eyes that have always haunted him. While trying to observe the whole thing, he finds that Gege (my God, that name he can't even force himself to use) is a strong-willed and very intelligent young man, who looks bored, bored, and has a, impatient, and completely uninterested in the relationship that exists between them. It was obvious that Gege was here at Keith's behest, and it was the young man's custom to obey Keith.

No, there was something more than habit that made Gege obedient to Keith; there was something deeper. How intimate is the relationship between them? Only the strength of the heart and the need to maintain his common sense prevented Zayn from continuing that thought.

Twice, at Zayn's insistence and Keith's approval, Gege came to live with him in New York. Both opportunities failed completely. What was the third failure for the two of them?

Zayn watched the young man put the book on the table and stood up, the light of the lamp making the young man's hair look glittering.

"I'm here" said the young man, his expression blank and his tone polite. "I hope you don't mind."

"No. I'm just so happy." Zayn had learned to get used to talking briefly to Gege. In the past, anything more than that would have been considered insincere by Gege, no matter how he said it from the heart. It is harder for him because his love for his son is deepening, while Gege does not need a father. And, at the Dark Devil headquarters, Gege had a lot of father figures, if indeed Gege needed them, and they were more familiar with the young man than an American noble. "I really appreciate your letters."

There were only two letters that Gege had ever sent to Zayn, both delivered at midnight by a delinquent-looking man, nearly four months since they were written. The first letter, eighteen months ago, contains only. 'Still alive. The Atlantic. Gege.'s.' The second letter, in March, reads. 'Ryan gave me your letter. I don't understand why you said you had to see me. I see what importance I have for you, other than just adding to the problem. If you call my relationship with Keith 'an enchantment, ' you will never hear from me again. Gege'. Those words might sound unfriendly, but that was the only long talk he had ever had with his son.

Gege reciprocated his father's hospitality with an awkward nod. Then, without further ado, Gege said, "Is Ryan here?"

"Yes. Last night."

"Is there a girl who came with him?". Ask Gege again.

"Yes. Farah Baldwin's. Ryan married Farah this morning."

With a jolted feeling upon hearing his son's thoughts, Zayn misinterpreted Gege's shock. Gege's unusual shock call sounded like disbelief, as if Gege could not imagine why Ryan had married Farah.

It took Gege a long time to absorb the information that Farah's situation had changed, and only then did he realize that Zayn was watching her in a strange silence.

Did I say something wrong, Gege thought. Surely so. Was it because of the cry of God? Gege tried to figure out if it would make the situation better if he apologized, but Zayn said, "You know Farah at Dark Devil's headquarters?"

That tone of voice. Gege was used to thinking that he was Farah's protector, so it took a long thought to realize that this foreign man before him, he was, who claimed to be his father simply because they had spent a minute or two in the groin of the same woman - in a completely different situation - considered him to be one of the men who had been destructive Farahs. And of course, in a different way, he had indeed corrupted Farah.

Previously, all of that only irritated Gege. Having to spend time with this learned stranger at Keith's insistence is vexing; seeing the man's servants gawking at him and gossiping about him, as if he was about to steal in this house is irritating: he: introduced to Zayn's noble friends who looked at him in amazement well, well, that one was more than just annoying. However, this time - previously only Keith Smith was able to make Gege feel this bubbling and cold anger. The feeling he usually felt towards Zayn, the feeling that he wanted to dodge and disappear, changed very quickly.

"Do I know him intimately, that's what you mean?" cetus Gege, his eyes sharper and brighter than he had realized.

The last thing Zayn wanted was to make his son angry. To be honest, he never thought Gege could vent anger. Has Farah succeeded in turning Gege into more humane, as the girl did to Ryan?

"No" said Zayn. Lord, help me to say it right, Zayn thought in his heart. "Ryan has assured me that Farah is protected from that kind of thing. We don't need to talk about it."

"Why not? Because I can't hear the truth about how I live? Because you don't want to know that I brought Farah to the Dark Devil's headquarters by force, that I gave it to Keith to give opium to him, that I left him in Ryan's bed though I knew it was possible that Ryan would. A voice that is full of emotion and emotion. Muffled pronunciation of vowels. His throat was stuck.

Whatisthis? Guilt. Guilt for all the time, when Farah needed it, but she ignored it. Guilt for the harsh words he had spoken to Farah during Farah's first days at the Dark Devil headquarters when he should have been able to be kind and calm Farah's gloom. And just as he had done before, when he learned Farah would survive a deadly bout of malaria, Gege cried. From all the time, from all over the place, she was crying right now. Gegs buried his face behind a callous palm, with a voice that sounded like groans and gasps. Not long after, Gege felt his body being pulled into his father's warm embrace. Supposedly, Gege brushed off the hug, as he usually did not like to be touched, but it was startled by the strength and gentleness felt in it: and the darkness around him began to fade, although the stuffing sounded louder and heartbreaking, it made his chest tight. Gege murmured, "It's very embarrassing."

Zayn remembers asking Ryan if Gege ever smiled. Ryan replied, "Gege has a sense of humor, but no, Gege never smiles. When you get to know him better, it won't be a problem."

Ryan is right. It's not all a problem. With a smile, this is a form of Gege's inability to express his feelings so that tears are proof of his expression. While absorbing the weight from his son's precious body, looking down to gaze at Gege. "Do you care and love her?" ask Zayn seriously.

"There must be someone who does. Farah was very helpless", Gege heard Zayn chuckling, not as Keith was used to. This is a sympathetic and calming voice.

"Farah is no longer a helpless girl. Last night, he threw a fist into the bottom of Ryan's jaw that almost knocked Ryan over" Zayn said, watching his son's head lift, and the pale-colored eyelashes looked damp by the glittering tears.

"really? Poor little girl, her jaw was the only part of Ryan's body she could reach, unless Ryan lowered her head" Gege said in a trembling voice, and opened her eyes. "Today, Ryan's been acting really shitty. I hope Farah can restore Ryan's common sense."

"I think Farah did it." Zayn smiled. "After that, Ryan made more sense." Zayn felt a strain on his son's shoulder, and he stepped back, gently letting go of the young man, not with regret, but with gratitude, because he had been given a short chance to be able to hug his son who was no longer a child.

"Can you stay the night? We might have to give them a few days for the two, and after that, if you want we can visit them."

Gege. As Gege moved to the comfortable seat offered by Zayn and sat on his padded pad. It occurred to him that Zayn was offering something to those around him, which Keith had never given to anyone. Peacefulness.

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