Renjana Dusk Kala

Chapter 92. Don't Wanna Close My Eyes

Don't Wanna Close My Eyes

(I don't want to close my eyes)

taken from the lyrics of the song 'I don't wanna miss a thing', sung by Aerosmith-

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Jakarta

Pocktail

He who was daydreaming about the sudden departure of Sasa gasped when he saw the appearance of Tama. Her husband's face was so happy and happy. Walk with long steps splitting the living room. He grabbed the phone at the side table and passed it.

"Hello? Nita?" Tama spoke with straight eyes towards him. "I don't want to be disturbed this day."

"Yes," Tama continued as she continued to look at him. "Not accepting guests and gifts from anyone."

"OKAY. Thank you." - Thank you." Tama leaned over to return the phone to the side table. He stayed in the same position for a long time until his nose almost kissed the man's arm. Feeling the moments of the fragrance of fresh woody scents bursting into his sense of smell.

"Safe." Tama showed two phones that had just been turned off.

And he was completely unprepared when with one quick move Tama suddenly laid down on his lap. He closed his eyes without saying a word.

Heart beats that have been jumping since the beginning are now increasingly chasing as if they are being hit by a hammering bed. Both of his arms drooped weakly to the side without being able to move in the slightest. Not knowing what to do but look at the handsome face that is being closed in the lap.

But a very thrilling silent atmosphere actually gave rise to his courage to reach out to rub the jaw firmly belongs to Tama. Tracing the black dots scattered along the jaw line to the grooves above the lips. Increasingly strengthen the strength and toughness that became the main attraction of this husband. Masculine, strapping, full of authority. And his entire body slowly began to shiver as his palm touched the rough texture of the black dots.

He still remembered on the first night after the marriage contract, Tama's jaw felt clean and smooth. There were no black dots let alone a rough grater as Tama swept herself through every inch of her face and neck. But now? Only two days later Tama's sideburns and whiskers had appeared. Are most men like this? You should shave every morning to always look clean and tidy. Just like the bang Is that almost every day

He was shocked by the sudden memory.

No. gabe.

Don'tdon't.

Please not now.

He hurriedly gulped nervously. Trying to look at Tama's face fixed in order to return to concentrate on what is in front.

Now, Tama is her husband. It has become garwa, so said Niar's mother after the marriage contract when whispering him a beautiful tip.

"Garwa is sigaraning lives, soul mates. Complement each other, strengthen each other, give to each other. Until it's as if 'husband can't live without wife' and 'wife can't live without husband'." ©

"First, Mama's mother-in-law once said .. being garwa is an extraordinary meaning in. It's like 'cracking dhadha, wutahing ludira'. Breaking of the chest and shedding of blood. Until whenever the husband and wife will continue to defend each other and protect. Sturdy inseparable." ©

"We do not defend blindly. Not." Mama shook her head. "But one's attitude and soul is between husband and wife. Nothing can separate. Including if there is a third party that means badly. Husband and wife should be able to strengthen each other to the point of blood loss." ©

He closed his eyes and let out a long sigh remembering Niar's mother's words. She is now Tama's wife. Of course, you can no longer imagine the impressive figure of the deceased bang Is. Especially comparing. It's not fair to Tama. This will be the first time for both of them. Tama and himself.

Brother, forgive. Let me forget you for a moment. Let me serve Tama.

"The gift of Wisak equals Armand to be taken when?" Tama's shocking question made her gasp again. But when he looked down, Tama's eyes remained closed. Complete with a smile. It was as if he was enjoying the fall in his cradle.

"What gift?" He asked nervously while trying hard to keep away the shadow of the face of bang Is. Back rubbing the rough grater along Tama's jaw with a pounding heart.

But without any warning Tama suddenly pulled his hand, grabbed it, and inhaled it deeply. "The yacht's got Wisak to go to Armand's island."

He was astonished. Her chest rippled violently when Tama's lips touched the back of her hand. "P-island?"

"Armand has a private island in the Thousand Islands." This time Tama opened her eyes. While continuing to inhale the back of his hand to the point that it feels warm because of Tama's breath. Staring at him fixedly until a strange rumble began to charge into his stomach mercilessly.

"At first we were offered to Kiluan," added Tama without removing their hands both. "Sobel has a resort there. But distance. By road it could be four hours. If Armand's island just crossed in an hour."

He nodded nervously. Awesome friends Tama. Just this time he heard an island could be owned by people per person.

"Now? Or will you see sunset in the afternoon?"

"As far as it is."

"If this one isn't up to you?" Suddenly Tama got up while still holding her hand. Then pulled him into the bedroom.

He did not have time to say anything when with a quick and smooth movement Tama brushed his body against the wall of the room. Then put one hand beside his head, while the other one grabbed his waist. Again without warning let alone notice, Tama began to unite herself. Sweep it lightly with a gentle, smooth, slow, yet clear masculine touch.

He was almost out of breath because Tama's touch was getting hotter. Urge it without leaving the slightest gap to just master yourself.

He was only able to breathe a sigh of relief when Tama gave him enough space even if only for a moment. Before he pushed her back. Until his body stuck to the wall. With Tama's arm tightly gripped her waist. And the squeezed position like this makes it have to reach Tama's shoulder so as not to fall.

Now, Tama has swept it into the most wrenching waves. Makes his heart pound less. Surely Tama could hear clearly the irregular rhythm of his heartbeat. But right now, he is not able to hide anything from anyone. Especially in front of Tama. Moreover, they have explored each other and waded into each other. There are no secrets left.

His stomach was even more filled with the flapping of strange wings that made his entire body bristle. His knees were helpless and his ankles turned into jelly. But right now, he was unable to do anything but surrender. Letting Tama do all the cravings without any desire to prevent.

Furthermore, he could no longer think clearly. It was clearly someone who had been holding back for too long. Hungry, thirsty, not wanting to waste time. Everything is done fast paced, but still sedate and arouse.

He had to work hard so as not to be dragged by the drifting current that Tama played. But his body could not do much. Not at all reject the charm of a Tama. He was shivering and overwhelmed every time Tama stopped exploring and concentrated there. Undoubtedly, Tama is clearly an expert, a trained husband, full of charm. Especially a name that is worth pinning?

"That curtains." He finally regained his senses and pointed at the wide glass window with trembling hands.

"This is the twenty-fifth floor. People won't see."

"M-mas?" That's not what it means. He really felt uncomfortable with the bright sunlight that penetrated the glass window. Shame to do the most personal thing under the rays of the sun.

Tama finally straightened her back yet while growling. Stretching his hands past his face until the tip of his nose can touch the muscles of the chest that is clay.

Ssssssrrrrrrrrrttttttttttt ....

A subtle sound was heard as the white-colored curtains moved slowly over the ceiling-wide glass window of the room behind their backs.

And he still marveled at the sophistication of the curtain that could close itself when Tama again grabbed it into the embrace.

"M-mas?"

"Hm ...."

"B-pray first," he whispered with a reddened face holding a rumble in the chest due to Tama's sweet treatment.

"Jeez." Tama raised her face back growling. "Now I can't remember anything but acting"

"M-mas?" He knitted his eyebrows. Hurriedly muttering the prayer with a raucous voice due to the intense shivering body now began to tremble. ® He even repeated it twice because Tama did not pay attention.

"M-mas, don't do this. T-please ...." He gripped Tama's back. How could one of the important prayers in the life of the housewife unknown Tama. Has Tama ever prayed before?

Tama looked at him with the glare of my eyes. "Anything (anything), Wifey .. anything."

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Tama

To be honest, he was not the type of man who was good at expressing feelings through words. During this time, prefer to show it through actions. But in the presence of Pocut, his self-control suddenly disappeared without a trace. He could say romantic things without any difficulty. Or utter seduction that never even crossed before. I don't know where this new skill came from. Although it was quite surprising, but he liked it very much. The new me. Quoting a Riyadh slogan but with a little adjustment, that someone will be romantic in time.

Including this one. Somehow he got out of control just because he touched someone. My Godness, his passion instantly took off like a rocket launch. To him, Pocut was so sweet, soft, tight, hot, as well as intoxicating. His patience for two days of befriending with his throbbing dizzy head finally came to an end.

He really wants it right now.

"Look at me." He cupped Pocut's face with both palms.

But Pocut's eyes were getting tightly closed with trembling lips and a shivering body.

"Look at me."

Slowly, Pocut began to open his eyes. Staring at him timidly with red cheeks. This made him even more challenged to unleash the god-level skill set that had long since died. Luring and ensnaring Pocut until it can not wart anymore. Then rolling them both into the most tantalizing powerful wave. Stuck there for as long as possible without any desire to break free. It shakes the deepest of the soul and the deepest recesses of the heart with its millions of undeniable beauties. Sem pur na's. He's really an expert at something like this.

Right man in the right time and the right place.

"It's amazing." He grabbed Pocut to lie down in the arms. I wish all this beauty could be repeated for the rest of their lives. It will be so fun and happy. It was as if the world and its entirety had been within his grasp.

He wiped away the sweat dot that soaked Pocut's forehead while whispering in a hoarse voice. "Think what?"

Pocut looked up and looked at him. The charming roar looked crimson with a stingy breath. "It still can't breath."

He chuckled with his nose expanding while continuously removing the sweat spots along Pocut's forehead. "Don't hold his breath. Off."

Pocut was silent and closed his eyes. Seeming still trying hard to adjust the breath to return to normal.

"Sleep" he murmured as his wife's breathing began to stretch. "Let's not get tired. We walk in the afternoon."

Pocut sounded sighing. "Such a moment, dzuhur."

"It's okay."

Pocut looked at him with a frowning forehead.

"His tools are a little late too."

Pocut looked at him sharply. "Why do you often take things lightly as principles?"

He stared back at Pocut without saying a word. While the tip of his index finger traced the line of the cheek Pocut who also sweated.

"Please don't be like this. Children need a father who can be a model."

He rubbed the last point of sweat Pocut near the earlobe. Listening to Pocut speak without any desire to answer let alone interject. Letting Pocut express the contents of the heart without having to feel awkward.

"We're both like ...." Pocut looks to remember something first before saying with a stamped sentence. "Si ga ra ning nya wa. Soul mates. Complement each other, mutual me-"

"Give each other up, give to each other" he said quickly. "Suami can't live without a wife, a wife can't live without a husband."

"Mas know?" Pocut looked at him astonished.

"That's my mom's legend's advice," he replied as he kissed Pocut's forehead. "Yes, yeah. Know now. You cannot underestimate the principle. Salad in time. Don't forget to pray before ...." He deliberately hung a sentence with a witty face.

Sure enough, Pocut immediately sighed while looking at him sharply.

"Before eating .. sleep .. work. That's what, right?" He laughed triumphantly.

Pocut again sighed but no longer gave him a sharp look.

"Udah. Said cape. Mending is sleeping. Do you want to do it again?"

Now Pocut can laugh even though he does not make a sound. He could figure it out because Pocut's shoulder moved smoothly up and down.

"It's not unusual to sleep at this hour."

Pocut's straightforward answer managed to bring out a brilliant idea in his head. Of course very promising as well as amazingly fun if it can be realized into reality. "If so .. we fill it with useful things."

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Pocktail

I didn't let him rest at all. And this is very surprising. Because he was almost out of breath at all times. Can no longer compensate for the surge of Tama that seems never to run out.

"We're not going to the Thousand Islands?" He tried to remind when this afternoon Tama actually slept while watching television.

"Other time, it is." Tama shook her head. "We take the card with the kids. Let's ride a yacht ride on the frame-rame."

"Where is the gift of Wisak and Armand there is a choice of the time?"

Tama shook her hands. "That's look. Can be arranged."

"Oh." He sighed in disbelief. Tama's boss style really can't be hidden here. Assume that everything can be arranged at will.

"We're relaxed here. Food messages. I'm hungry." Tama patted the flat, muscular stomach strong and tight with a clear, well-welded face deliberately contrived.

"Tomorrow early in the morning must go to the office for a while," added Tama while yawning lazily.

"Not cape?" Ask suspiciously. Because Tama is still able to think about work affairs during the holidays. Though they also just did the most tiring (as well as fun).

"Casing can be 40." Tama grinned. "But the engine quality is equivalent to 25. You can test drive again if you don't believe."

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Remarks :

©. : quoted from ustadz Cahyadi Takariawan, Kompasiana.

Kiluan. : is Kiluan Bay. Marine tourism in Kiluan Negeri village, Kelubayan District, Kab. Tanggamus, Lampung. The tourists can see a flock of dolphins and whales around the bay.

Tama said in the conversation, a 4-hour road trip, it was a trip from Bandar Lampung to Kiluan. The time from Jakarta has not been counted.

®. : Prayer before worship husband and wife : Bismillah, Allahumma jannibnas-syaithaan wa jannibis-syaithaana maa razaq-tanaa.

Meaning: “By (call) the name of Allah, O Allah keep us from (disturbance) Satan and keep the devil from the sustenance You bestow upon us.”

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