Recycling

Catastrophic shock; Earthquake Sound shaking nature

I did not expect everything to be like this, I faced with a bitter face to the big boss room slowly, shaking my entire body filled with fear.

I have to be brave, it's not hard. I would just stare at him, then be given a talk, it might take hours, even though once I had to stay strong, I really had to be strong in the face of all the reality I had done myself.

With a steady step, I entered his room that felt very cold, the possibility of Big Boss deliberately turning on the AC cooler than usual, he adjusted his temperature to make me shiver even more in fear.

“Oh, God!? The woman looked at me with her face that looked so sinister.” I couldn't look at that woman's face. A glaring face is more sinister than anything else.

I said the usual greeting I did to my co-workers. However, very bad. Big Boss didn't answer, I sat down slowly in the chair provided, leaving a sigh of nervous wafting.

I sat face to face, staring bitterly ahead. I was now right in front of his table feeling raging. I gulped for the umpteenth time.

Sweat sweat soaks all over the body which is now hit by worry, anxiety and so forth.

I knew I was wrong, but should he treat me this way, perhaps facing him is natural. Everyone in trouble will face their boss. That's how I feel now, immersed in his talk that's miles away.

My physical mentality was shaken with sadistic speech, having no feelings. I can describe that moment as if this feeling had been hit by a powerful earthquake, completely destroyed. Winding words, hard to understand. All of this was done with painful things.

I'm shaken. I wanted to run away from the woman, but I could not move. These legs are frozen, my body is shaking.

I could only be silent, unable to do anything more, how to survive the earthquake that destroyed the feeling?

“I have to endure, a little more don't give up just yet, my inner” churns so intensely.

I told you not to give up, but I really can't handle this alone.

“Please!! Help me from this terrible earthquake.” My mind at that time had completely gone awry, without me realizing that those words were formed just like that in my mind and mind. I don't want any of this to happen, one thing in life is just calmness.

When someone scolds me, I don't think I can fight him. Honestly, it was a mistake I made myself. I have to accept it, however she says a slur, even if it hurts. I have to keep accepting it.

Simple questions I keep repeating, asking and asking this question to my heart and mind. I'm a weak man, I'm aware of all that. Weak! Weak!

When did this stop? My ears are already heating up like a volcano is about to erupt, Kutahan, Right!? I have to hold on, this is all my fault. Again my mind was stringing words unwittingly, making me completely numb.

It is true, once again I am the one who has made a mistake, I am the one who is wrong over everything. I myself who have been pretending to dare to provoke the ferocious earthquake came to destroy.

That's right, even I think it's very violent. I couldn't look into the woman's eyes, I could only look down, staring at the floor. I have been silent.

However, the voice of the woman again sounded sadistic while slapping the table, all the co-workers who were outside the room, I looked with my own eyes from behind the window, I saw, it looked as if all the co-workers were shocked to hear the sound of a table slap. So loud, so loud.

This earthquake destroyed the houses and almost sucked me into the ground, as if to bury me alive. I can't go anywhere, I just hope and wait for help from someone who will save me.

I've wanted to quit this job for a long time, but I can't do it because I've fallen in love at first sight. A bond I can't let go of.

That first love came through gazes and debates, both often between me and the woman I loved.

That man is Wapta. He's the one I love, ever since I worked in this place, the smile of Wapta is what I'm going to be. I don't care about the big boss that's in front of me, nor the coworkers that sometimes sucks.

I even often look for reasons to continue to see the smile of Wapta and continue to do anything, continue to judge him, continue and continue to look for reasons he smiled. I like his innocent attitude that matches my personality attitude.

Only Wapta never got tired of hearing my words, while others seemed to dislike me.

She was a woman of dreams not like this woman standing in front of me, she was looking at me so sharply.

Big Boss' disappointment was huge, the delivery faltered because of my delay, whereas in my mind right now, being here alone was a waste of time and Big Boss didn't think about it.

He's the queen, the Big boss of a single woman who had no partner until now, even though her wealth was extraordinary, who would want a fierce woman? He's like a tiger, he can bite at any time.

For hours I was in the room, my heartbeat pulsing incessantly, hoping that the woman would let me go or understand the circumstances I was in.

The woman was tireless apparently, she just kept putting out such a sadistic word. I wonder to what extent she can continue to be, I keep quiet, but the woman is still at home lingering until she chokes for most of the talk.

The woman took a bottle of bottled drinking water and drank it so creepily, one bottle of drinking water containing 600 miles was used up in a matter of seconds.

Then, he took the toast on his desk, he ate it. Very slow, I who from the morning did not eat because rushed to this place to work.

Seeing that toast my stomach rang as if saying, “I want it.”

This seems to be the temptation that God has placed on me. However, a miracle came, I was finally free because the woman was full and could not continue her chatter. Mercifully.

I sighed as I rubbed my chest in relief with everything, sobriety is the main thing to face such a person.

After getting out of the place, Wapta greeted me, the lady who was already in love was waiting for me, he spoke up and said that he was so worried about my situation.

Wapta kept wondering how I met the Big Boss, I didn't want to explain it to Wapta, for me a laugh is better than explaining that scary thing.

That's how Wapta is, I love his smile, even when laughing, he's sweeter than anything.

“I don't want to eliminate your smile that looks so sweet, I don't want to ruin it with the story about Big Boss that is so creepy, the story that will disturb your feelings.” I spoke in my heart sincerely while smiling back at her smile.

Now, a smile adorned the beautiful color on her lips, we both smiled at each other. Wapta, you know my feelings are still hidden, far further and deeper.