Recycling

Marriage of a friend; happiness and smile

Desir sand in the barren desert accompanied the arid feeling by the caress of love that did not arrive, right towards the mouth of the river there was a dead end gap, and, requiring myself to cross the rivers of hope that stretch wide with the arid desert, I never thought it was all a mirage, the river was not real, just a lie that deceived the vision.

Days passed leaving memories with traces of heartache, preparing to hit the hammer for a heart that went nowhere.

I once looked at the sky, the earth of immeasurable breadth, I could not surround it in one day.

With a big heart full of smiles today, I set the intention to make peace with the heart problem, but I admit it is very difficult in the eyes, feels cramped in the mind.

I gave a signal to the eagle to continue flying without worry. However, never thought it was precisely myself who felt indecisive in choosing, determining the direction of the goal. Either this self will be a weaver who continues to swim or an ostrich who continues to run fast forward.

Run away from reality.

To me talking about feelings is courage, it's also confusing. Like my friend who managed to say his love to a woman. I'm obviously different from him. Can't self-talk, sometimes slow or whatever, I'm hard to explain.

The invitation has now come, as my friend had said a few days earlier. The invitation in which the name contained a beautiful tern seemed covered with flowers, yellow and white.

Simply put, an invitation bearing the name of the couple with a yellow and white appearance accompanied by a flower picture, as well as a prayer of happiness.

I put the invitation on the table, where I used to write. My friend has proven it to me, he can get a woman without going through the courtship path, starting it without hesitation, daring directly without the responsibility of traveling the vast sea with the household ark.

***

The next morning, I tried to attend his wedding, even I played drama in front of the mirror, for a moment showed good looks, a smile that seemed to imagine the precious impression of mine, like wearing reddish clothes that became my trademark and favorite.

The shirt seemed to add an aura of good looks, maybe I was quite trusting. In fact, the women will be lulled by the good looks and cool style I show. Hahaha, that's overkill.

Sssstt.. I just woke up, obviously it was a dream last night, fantasized beautifully, even if only wishful thinking.

Only then, at 09:30 am I set out on an old Vespa vehicle in red blue, I like both colors that have an impression that leaves many memories.

Vespaku drove through the streets with a feeling of pleasure. The journey to the event, incredible traffic jams, and thank goodness I didn't arrive late.

At the wedding that I was looking at, wealthy merchants came looking all over the body wearing black suits typical of their class. The group of rich people with thick wallets, I was satisfied to stare unblinkingly, trying to gulp saliva was difficult, a little heavy because of nervousness.

They chatted in styles I couldn't think of. I don't think of him as arrogant or anything. I'm just not used to that kind of atmosphere. Speaking while putting their hands in their pants pockets, sometimes they sat up, staring in an extraordinary style.

My friend's wedding is very lavish, completely beyond the limits of imagination.

My friend is like asking for a princess from a fairyland, beauty and wealth that makes anyone's eyes can be wide-eyed to see her.

“Excellent, friend. You really are like a prince who is with a princess.” I muttered in amazement looking at my friend who was standing at the side.

They sat together, smiling beautifully, looking at him coldly. I clearly felt the happiness of a friend who had been with me for a long time as if I had been injected with a vitamin injection that made me able to momentarily forget about heart and sadness.

The injection that was pierced between my body was able to make me smile because of the loss of all sorts of chaos that disturbed my mind. I pray when I see their happiness, hopefully later I and the people I love will marry just like my friends.

My friend who has now boarded the household ark, you preceded me. Relax, I'll catch up with you soon

Likely all of this, just a mere joke. Not so, I pray, but the fact may be just joking, the wife-to-be I don't have. Haha, sucks.

Even one person I still remember. He's Wapta, he'll keep me in mind, but I doubt if I can have him. In fact, to just say it I can't do it. Nervous and nervous.

I'm a man who doesn't know how to say love with the best, the sweetest strains.

As my friends, like a prince and princess, were sitting at the bough, they were holding flowers, preparing to throw them, everyone was waiting for the flowers to be thrown. The audience was made to wait a long time.

The countdown is done until the numbers run out, they also throw the flowers.

Everyone seemed to want to take it. However, who would have thought, the flowers they threw landed right on both of my hands like the wind helping itself to get the flower.

Prince chuckles. “Friends, you'll soon catch up with me.”

I can't accept hearing that. I then acted to throw the flowers away. “Who believes it, it's just a myth.” I smiled awkwardly, it was hard to hide it. The prince looked at me curiously.

“Already, friend. Don't argue with me often, later tonight, come have coffee with me.” My friend smirked.

I snarled with laughter.

“Isn't tonight your first night with him. Dude, you're joking too early, are you mengingau?” I sneered in satisfaction with the loud tone, even making the people who heard it look astonished.

Naturally, they were astonished at me who was casually mocking the prince, arguing with him, but the prince did not dodge. He gives attention and laughter, giving the greatest respect.

“Again? It's noon, friend. I want to talk to you a lot friends.”

I'm a little surprised. “Hah, you don't understand what I'm saying, man. You should know, if you were with me, your first night would be a waste. You don't think with that!” I grumbled loudly.

That's how me and my friend, the princess just smilingly seemed to cover her radiant white teeth, she blushed using the five fingers of her right hand as if she was holding back the laughter that struck the feeling in the bottom of her heart.

Happiness seemed to radiate in every face, today like the sound of waves on the beach, the wind rumbling from the end of an unknown place where it came from. It was as if the wind was calling out, caressing through the air, as if pulling smiling lips.

The outlined smile by itself causes many questions to come over each layer.

The question was asked by myself, now I find the answer, it turns out a happiness will be felt when time is spent with togetherness that includes eye-to-eye and laughter.

Friend's right. He has found his happiness, but unlike me, the extent to which I can interpret the life of sadness is still firmly attached in this mind.

I went home with a sigh, arriving at a stream. Then stop for a moment while staring at the flowing river. “Thank you, friend. You present give color in this life.”